
| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Just a heads up, next post could arrive later today or early tomorrow, it depends if I can find enough time today to write a proper post. You guys write some amazing things, I feel I may not meet your expectations.

| Krokod Firetongue | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Just a heads up, next post could arrive later today or early tomorrow, it depends if I can find enough time today to write a proper post. You guys write some amazing things, I feel I may not meet your expectations.
So far I'm enjoying a lot. :) I was under the assumption you would take the reigns for Krokod's parents as well as the mayor so if it feels like I kept you waiting for a part 2, I apologize. I think you're doing fine! You've given us all plenty of space to flesh out our characters

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I've decided to let you play your families/mentors as well as your character, thinking that by doing such I would get you more involved in the adventure.

| Betzolte Ironhame | 
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            Well, I'M certainly invested! I really like this group and stuff! I can't wait till we're all together as a group and we can start playing off each other! ;)

| Krokod Firetongue | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I need to make an official list of Krokod's family members and their names :) I forgot to name his mom until my last post. Zohreh should work for her though

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Heads up: I'm having some health issues these days and can't assure my presence at the desktop, so I may post hopefully later, but more probably tomorrow. Sorry for the inconvenience.

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Guys, I'm very sorry, but I need a couple of days to get better. I caught a very bad cold, my head feels just like two balloons [cit.], I need some time to recovery. I'll try to write something Friday or Saturday, ok? Meanwhile I will get tested for COVID, hoping everything will be fine.

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Hey y'all, sorry for the prolonged silence. I still feel very s&*+ty, I don't really have the strength to put into PbP. I'm sorry, but for now I have to pause all my games on the forum. Tomorrow I'll finally get tested for COVID and I'll know what to do for this illness. Thank you for your understanding.

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Hi y'all, I'm feeling slightly better, and should be able to resume my duties as PC and GM toward the end of the week, I hope. Sorry again for all the troubles I've caused you, and thank you for your understanding.

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Hi y'all, I should be able to return to the tables after this weekend. I hope you won't mind having me with you again, I know I've been sick for a very long time (I still don't feel completely fine, hopefully next week will be better). In any case I'll try to post on Monday, have a nice weekend y'all!

| Dorian 'Grey' | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I am starting a new job today. After 4 months of recovery, I am excited and nervous...lol. My posting may slow until I get a steady schedule.
You're welcome...haha!

| GM Diaz | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Hello everyone.
I'm writing this post to apologize with you all about my behavior. I've been badly ill, then depression kicked in, and left you all by yourselves because I couldn't find the guts to face you and tell you that once again this adventure was over. I failed you, and for that I hat myself.
Today I've found some courage to write these few words to let you know that I'm alive, although not well. Depression is devouring me from the inside, and aside from that I'll most probably undergo surgery this Autumn because of my nose-related problems.
I don't feel I'm strong enough yet to don the mantle of GM once again, but I'm trying to get back into the hobby to try and fight against my mental illness. I'm going to see also some experts, see if maybe changing my meds will help, I don't know.
Again, I'm sorry for what I have done to you, how I treated you. I don't ask for your forgiveness, I don't deserve it, I just wanted to close this failed attempt at GMing and let you know that.
I hope you all will find better people then me to have fun with in the world of TTRPGs.

| Krokod Firetongue | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Diaz, I have my own anxieties and issues. And have been through similar years ago, up to and including ghosting on social groups because of said anxiety. So I got no stones to lob in my glass house at you or anyone.
You had the guts to come back and explain. Which can't have been easy. Hell, that's admirable. We were worried about you and I hope your upcoming surgery goes well and you find the right med balance for you. Please, don't beat yourself up about this and assume other people are 'better'. The fact you have challenges doesn't make you worse.
There are other games out there for us, so we'll be fine. I hope you find a few yourself you enjoy and have a blast.
Thanks for letting us know and better days for you

| Betzolte Ironhame | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I can't say "I understand," with 100% certainty, as one can never truly know the mind of another, and it's honestly a challenge to even know you own. But I've got my own issues with depression I've been grappling with, so I can relate.
Besides, GMing is hard even at the best of times, so I can see why, if you've got a mountain of other challenges, you don't need one more to make it worse.
I greatly appreciate telling us, too, instead of just disappearing. I've done that before and I still feel guilty about it to this day, and I'm glad you don't have to have that guilt on your conscience.
I enjoyed the time we've played together, even if it was short. Thank you, and please, like others have said, don't beat yourself up about this. Your mental and physical health are much more important than any ol' play-by-post. :)

| Drehm "Pocks" | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Definitely much respect for having the courage to come back and being open about what is going on. As others have said, from personal experience I know that isn't easy. My partner has similar issues she deals with and it really isn't an understatement when they say you need to prioritize yourself. I wish you, and everyone else here who is struggling, all the best!

| Durst Logan | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Diaz, I’m sorry that you’re going through these things. Don’t worry about the game; take care of what’s important - yourself. The boards will always be here to welcome you back when you’re ready to run games again. Best wishes.
 
	
 
     
     
    