
| Lysithia Pasiphae | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Besides which they mean to track me constantly. Not looking forward yti constantly looking over my shoulder. That wolf needs to die.

| Lysithia Pasiphae | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            The wolf by itself is CR 1. 3 goblins are also CR 1. Based on the way he's hitting I'm willing to bet the goblin chief has a class level or 2 so the total CR of this encounter it likely 2-3.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            So, I don't want to tick off the dice gods....but if I can not be reduced to 0 in one hit, we might actually stand a chance of actually making it through this fight.
I feel kinda bad about bashing on the wolf....it's just an animal, and has no control over how it's used. At least, I don't think it does? At the same time though, I know if given half a chance...he would probably tear us to shreds. I mean, he already took a chunk out of my girlfriend once. Am I just supposed to let that go?

| Lysithia Pasiphae | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            And as he said, as long as it's alive it'll track my scent to keep coming after us. It chose to bond with him and share his goals.
That being said if we'd all focused on a singe target, one of the two would be dead by now I think.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I know, but Evert was thinking of reducing numbers, and Astoria and I have been going after the general and wolf respectively, and I think we've taken them down a pretty good notch. I think it will be okay, we just need to stay positive.

| Lysithia Pasiphae | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Yeah, they're somehow going to make it so that we're the villains in all this. He's got honor. So do anti-paladins. Doesn't make them right.
Evil can be noble too.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I don't think Imdehdrated. I'm still drinking quite a bit of water. My new lady Dr, put me on some progesterone to try and help with the endometriosis....but my body has been acting weird.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I'm so tired, and I need to sleep so bad, but I'm having really bad acid reflux, hurting, and my brain is bugging me about my selfish itchbay nieces. Don't know why my brain chooses now to torment me. There's nothing I can do or say to change the way they're treating me, so I don't know why I'm letting the ignorant little heifers get to me so much. It's okay though, because Karma is a b-i-t-c-h, and she's comin' for them. They will continue to pay for the horrible way they have treated me, until either they apologize, or they're crushed by my cosmic justice.
Good rule of thumb, never piss off a real witch, cuz somethin' bad is gonna happen to ya. Let's see...they've all already been really sick, ALL of them got head lice, including my sister. (She shouldn't have made fun of my feelings) Brandi was banned from the preschool property for reporting them to the health department for giving all of them lice after the baby got it....her perfect plan is falling apart, and she's probably gonna get knocked up by this new guy too, right before he takes if on her. Leaving her with 4 kids, when she can't take care of the 3 she has. I'm tired of being walked all over and abused, it's time for a little retribution.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I don't mean to harbor such anger and resentment....but I just can't help it. I guess it's been bothering me a lot more than I even realized. I'm sorry I vent so much, I just don't know how to get rid of all this anger and grief I feel.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            It's gonna keep falling too, because they never learn. I tried giving them the benefit of the knowledge from my past experiences, but then they had to go and open their damn mouths, and piss me off....so, even though I didn't mean for it to come out the way that it did. I meant what I said. The only thing I regret is that the children, who have no control over how their whore of a mother acts, get caught in the blast.
Once it's in motion though....I can't really control the direction. It's just an emotionally charged thing....and the more I hurt and suffer, the more they pay.
Look at their child molester enabling father. How many accidents can he get into, before he gets in one he can't walk away from? Also, almost every time it was my sister's car he was driving when he totalled it, so in a way, they both pay. Him for what he allowed to happen to his children in their home, while he was home...and my sister for not shooting him in the crotch and getting rid of him when she found out about it.
I just....I don't know how to just let it go. I will never forget the day that Brandi told us what the boys were doing to them, or had done to them. They were much younger, and Henry and I were taking them to dance class for Donna. We were all talking, and Brandi was talking about her anger issues and Tiffany's anxiety, and how it was because of what the boys had done to them. Tiffany was telling her to be quiet, and Itoldher it was okay and she could talk about it....but I asked her something about why wasn't she talking to her mom about it, and she said because she knew they weren't going to do anything about it. They just wanted to pretend like nothing happened, and the only thing they wanted to address, were her "anger issues" You know what, I'd have some anger issues too ic my feelings were never validayed....well, I do have anger issues.
I just don't know what to do with it, and I can't confront them now because the turd sandwiches won't even give me a chance....but I shouldn't care.....my brain knows one thing g, but it can't convince myheart.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            But yeah....lots of pent up stuff from my jacked up so called family, and so.etimes, it just gets to me, and I can't shut it off....like now.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            It was a good day for dragon boat races, and raising money for the Children's Protection Center was a great cause.....but it was too long in the heat and too much direct exposure to sunlight....which I'm not supposed to have due to the medicines I take.
My brain feels fried, and I don't think anything I post tonight will make sense...so, I'll try to post after I get some rest.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I don't know what's wrong with me. Hurting in several different places, and my head feels like someone is slowly driving an ice pick through it. Like...the pain is going all the way down my neck, and it hurts to lay my head on my pillow.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Oppressive as hell. It's hot and super humid, after having rain almost all last week. I was in the heat and sun waaaay too much.
I've been waking up in the middle of the night sweating like crazy, and now the pain everywhere is making me feel nauseated.
This body doesn't belong in the south, but what else can I do? I finally found a job that I really like, and I'm good at it....and since they're "Only in Arkansas", my chances of relocating to a state further North are slim to none. :o(

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            I'm trying I am....but how do you rest when you hurt so much all over the place, that you can't even find a comfortable position to sleep in.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Sometimes I wish I had a mallot and the nerve to knock my own self out.....but I'm sure that would just xause more different kinds of problems.
I don't card anymore, I just want it to stop....just one n8ght....just one.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Have you been able to see the new post, or just really busy? It's okay if you've been too busy. I just wanted to check in case you didn't see it.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            It's okay, just making sure you were able to see that I posted. I don't know if it's my phone, or paizo, but I've been having some trouble seeing new posts.

| Lysithia Pasiphae | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Sorry been dealing with a bad allergic reaction to an insect bite. Spent a bit of time at the doctor and now on a 10 day course of antibiotics.
Posting soon.

| Kelda Highcliff | 
 
	
 
                
                
              
            
            Oh no, I hope you feel better soon. Sorry you got bit by a mean ol' bug, but I'm glad you were able to get to the Dr quickly.
We're going to have my nephew's son with us this weekend. He's visiting from out of state, and it's the only time I'm going to get with him since he'll be going back home to his who....I mean mother, really soon. I might be out of pocket for most of the weekend, but I'll try to post at least enough to keep thing moving.
 
	
 
     
     
    