| Keelix Andren |
Keelix has been told that a female channeler did this to Vala and their child. He is near mad with fury, but it has a definite target.
You are safe for now... ;)
| Keelix Andren |
Oh, let Keelix know that you suffer at the hands of the same woman...
Keep in mind that I, personally, have no idea what is going on any more than Keelix does. I have not read the alternate game thread...
:) I have been discovering all of this as it unfolds, and it has been delicious.
| Keelix Andren |
I will be out of town and away from my keyboard until Wednesday night. Feel free to bot me as necessary.
| Ryvin Altessar |
Alllrighty!
*DING! LEVEL-UP!*
Takin' another level in Wilder. (Wilder 11 / Armswoman 1)
HP: 6 + 3 Con. + 1 human = 10 (113)
Ability increase: Wis. to 19
Defense bonus +1 (25)
Skill points: 4 + 1 Int. + 1 favoured class bonus = 6
+1 Channelling (+19)
+1 Composure (+2)
+1 Craft (weaponsmith) (+5)
+1 Dreaming (+19)
+1 Sword forms (+11)
+1 Weavesight (+19)
Bonus Channelling Feat: Earth Singing
Channelling: Additional 4th-level slot.
New weaves selected: Forge Metal & Riven Earth
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Is that all cool with you, DM Rizzen?
| Fiallain |
Fia has also been leveled. Took another level in Wise One.
Gained:
+10 HP +1 for amulet
Def +1
BAB +1
Ref +1
Class Feat: Dream Jump
Level Feat: Extra Talent - Travelling
One 4th level slot
1 rank each:
Climb
Diplomacy (what?!?)
Invert
Stealth
S Motive
Weavesight
New Weave: Wand of Fire
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Also, when I get some more time, I may take another look at the new pathfinderized classes / ruleset to see if I can't make her work in that framework without ending up suddenly having a completely different character. Mostly because I'm currently playing by different rules from the others for both channeling and tel'aran'rhiod, and that bugs me. :P
| Analin Mendiana |
Sorry, guys, but work has gotten ridiculous in the past couple of months. I was hoping it would level out eventually but it hasn't happened. I just don't have as much time to post anymore so I'm going to have to reduce my number of active games. Thanks for letting me play. I had a lot of fun and I hope that I can come back some time when my schedule calms down.
| RIZZENMAGNUS |
Hey guys...
I wanted to apologize to all of you for my absences these last couple weeks. It hasnt been all work related.
I have PTSD. For the last few months it has been really hard for me to have any emotional responses or connections with anything, including my wife and kids. Even the joy of being a DM to a group of talented individuals brings a "meh" response now.
Everyday, for the last 7 years, i have been waging an internal war within myself in considering suicide to stop the anguish and misery that i have been dealing with since my time in Iraq. And to date, I am still alive.
But, It has gotten harder lately. My emotions, when they come, run from anger to hostility to absolute rage. I am withdrawn, secluded, and avoid people whenever possible.
I know I need help, and I am actively seeking it. I have met up with a councilor, a psychiatrist, and am looking into doing in-patient treatment to better help me manage my PTSD and side effects of it.
I know that we are just random avatars on a screen spread throughout the world, but it is our enjoyment of WOT and this RPG that has been a small comfort to me these last few years. At times, some of the opponents and their discussions have been outlets for me, and in truth you all have responded well to it.
Am i done with this rpg? oh hell no! Not at all. Far from it. I still have tons of material to work with. Ryvins ancestry, the gray man, a possible resurrection, and more. There is that strange connection between Keelix and Vala to explore.
I felt i owed you all an explanation as to what has been happening lately, and future plans for this game.
As for right now, posting from me will be a little spotty. I may tap someone to step up and co-dm for a little bit for me. But, i am not there yet...
Thanks
| Ryvin Altessar |
Hey, I love this game, but I would never advocate putting it before your health, be it mental or physical.
You take the time you need to get better. If you have time left to play the game with us and it helps you feel better even if only a little bit, that's just a bonus.
| Storyteller Shadow |
+1 Ryvin.
We will be here no worries Rizzen. Sorry to hear about your situation but I am glad you are getting help!
| Keelix Andren |
Rizzen, I understand the struggle with PTSD. I would like to offer that if there is ever a time you need to talk to another veteran about it, do not hesitate to reach out to me. You are not alone, and you will not be left behind.
As for the game, I love WoT, and I have been having a lot of fun with this game despite my slowness to update my character with necessary changes. ;) We will all be here whenever you have time, or whenever you need a little help.
| Jasmine Raleen |
Absolutely no problem at all Rizzen. For what it's worth, though I am not a veteran, I've had my own struggles with mental health and understand the toll it can take. That said, it's awesome that you recognize it and are getting help. If there is anything we can all do to support you from a virtual perspective let us know. I will say that this game is one of my favorites I have ever played and consider it a privilege that I get to be in it.
| Vala " the Swan" |
Its okay Rizzen, health always comes first. I'd rather see you healthy than anything else.
The game is a great one I really am enjoying it. This is a game i often look forward to coming on and seeing who all has posted and how the story is going. Really it is a great one, thanks for weaving a good game!
| Fiallain |
Sorry to hear things have been so rough Rizzen. As the others have said, your health and well-being, as well as that of your family, come first.
I'm looking forward to seeing what happens next in the story, but in the meantime you'll be in our thoughts and prayers. If there is anything I, or we, can do to help, please let me know.
| RIZZENMAGNUS |
Looking for volunteers for the following cast positions...
The Dragon Rand Al'Thor
Egwene, amyrlin of the Rebel hall.
Logain Ablar.
Mazrim Taim, the M'Hael.
first come, first served.
rather than me write up a huge novel with these three (and more) talking, i think it would be much more interesting if you players assumed the role of the NPCs and figure things out.
| Fiallain |
Thank you. Also, I should be back now, at least for the next week. Then on the 1st I will be traveling on vacation out to the middle of nowhere and will likely be out of pocket for much of the time between July 1st - 13th.
If you still need an Egwene (and no one else wants to), let me know and I can try to play her - with the above potential problematic caveat of course. Also, since I started out in the other mirror world, it would be helpful to know what this world's Egwene is like, what her disposition towards Rand is, and what her objectives at this meeting might be. Else I can just wing it. :)
Just let me know in PM what you need, or if you have something else in mind at this point, that's great too. :)
| Argrand Malean |
I just want to make sure at this point that you guys are okay with how I've been playing the Dragon Reborn... ^^;
You're playing him? I thought it was Rizzen!
Just kidding, thought he was exactly as Rizzen would do it so great job!
| Chen Armand |
Hello. It's been awhile. I lost all desire to play any games at all when I got fired(Particularly on this site since I exclusively did my writing at work -not why I got fired fyi-) But I am trying to pick it back up.
If that's cool with you all.
| Ryvin Altessar |
Good to see you back... but it's a shame you were fired! Have you found something new?
The game is currently in a bit of a hiatus, but I for one would be glad to see you return when it starts up again.
In the meantime, if you're looking for another game to help tide you over...
| RIZZENMAGNUS |
Well its been a few months since we last played. Right now i am writing up a novel entry to post to bring everything back to a nice end for this chapter of the adventure.
My question is, who is still following this campaign? I saw fia and ryvin post, and i see chen has made himself known again, albiet last month. So who else is still out there?
| Ryvin Altessar |
| Storyteller Shadow |
Sounds good. Welcome back Rizzen. Good timing my schedule freed up enough to allow me time to post in this game again! Glad to be back.
| Ryvin Altessar |