
jemstone |

Hi folks,
Some of us (the people who've been following ZN's Cyberpunk 2020 recruitment thread, mostly) have noticed that it's been over a month since ZN posted anything here on the boards.
Given that he was about to start a game, did not make an "I'll be out for a while" post, has not checked in with anyone, and isn't answering PM's, it's easy to see why we're worried. And not just because of the game, though I'm sure you see that.
Does anyone here on the boards know ZN personally?
Does anyone live in the general ZN area, and are they able to help make a wellness check?
ZN's a good person and a good presence on the boards, and I'd really like to make sure that nothing bad has happened.
Paizo community, would you be of assistance, please?
Thank you kindly.

Zombieneighbours |
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Hi guys why do I feel like a douchebag right now. The facts is that I suffer from a truly epic case of depression. Due to a number of factors to numerious and boring to share, my depression flared shortly after setting up the CP game. I should have contacted you Jemstone (and the others)to let you know what was going on. Unfortunately one of the symptoms of my illness is a tenancy towards avoidance, AKA I flake.
I am currently at one of the lowest points I have been at in for sometime. It is the suck. However, Wintergreen's email found me, and gave me the kick up the arse I needed to stop myself from allowing the many and various weasels that live inside my skull from making me treat you guys like s++#.
So consider this a thank you for the concern and an apology for the fail. I will endevour to do better.

jemstone |

Hi guys why do I feel like a douchebag right now. The facts is that I suffer from a truly epic case of depression. Due to a number of factors to numerious and boring to share, my depression flared shortly after setting up the CP game. I should have contacted you Jemstone (and the others)to let you know what was going on. Unfortunately one of the symptoms of my illness is a tenancy towards avoidance, AKA I flake.
I am currently at one of the lowest points I have been at in for sometime. It is the suck. However, Wintergreen's email found me, and gave me the kick up the arse I needed to stop myself from allowing the many and various weasels that live inside my skull from making me treat you guys like s!$#.
So consider this a thank you for the concern and an apology for the fail. I will endevour to do better.
I, too, suffer from chronic depression. I feel you. I'm glad you're safe and it's good to see you're back with us.
Apologies aren't needed, for me. I get you, honestly. Be good to yourself, okay?

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Really glad to hear from you ZN.
If anybody is interested, my girlfriend has recently set up this group on facebook:
neurodiverse pathfinders.

Freehold DM |

Hi guys why do I feel like a douchebag right now. The facts is that I suffer from a truly epic case of depression. Due to a number of factors to numerious and boring to share, my depression flared shortly after setting up the CP game. I should have contacted you Jemstone (and the others)to let you know what was going on. Unfortunately one of the symptoms of my illness is a tenancy towards avoidance, AKA I flake.
I am currently at one of the lowest points I have been at in for sometime. It is the suck. However, Wintergreen's email found me, and gave me the kick up the arse I needed to stop myself from allowing the many and various weasels that live inside my skull from making me treat you guys like s+*~.
So consider this a thank you for the concern and an apology for the fail. I will endevour to do better.
I'm just glad to hear (okay, read) your voice (words). I hope that the fog lifts sometime soon.

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Thanks guys.
I had forgotten what a supportive and positive community this can be. I have spent far to much time in less pleasant waters of late. I think maybe I should confine most of my RPG related internet time to here for a while. You're just nicer people.
Lies! Lies and slander! For that you will suffer! ~goes off to plot my next evil plan of revenge against Zombieneighbours~