I took melatonin again at 8....so I'm hoping I can go to sleep soon. I just hope I stay asleep this time. I'm sooooo tired.
Alright....I'm gonna get my stuff out for work tomorrow and then I'm gonna try to sleep without waking up a bunch of times.
Let's see how this works out.
Have a good night everyone.
Nick...hope you enjoy your parent's time out there. Have a good visit.
Interesting energy connection going there.
My back is hurting now because one of the bigger kids jumped up on me and then threw themselves backwards, so I had to strain to catch them and keep them from falling.
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Another interview on monday at a call center. They guy who called said if this one doesn't work out hes going to try me for another position because of my customer service experience.
Well....at it turns out, pigs may not fly....but kids sure do. I was giving a break to someone in the next class up and one of their older kids....I think she's like three and a half or so...she's like between 30-35 lbs though of condensed kid muscle and energy, she also has hyperactivity disorder and is autistic. Well...all these kids love me and everyone was trying to climb up me and I look up in time to see her climbing up on this shelving thing.
So...I go towards her saying stuff like, "No no honey, you have to get down. No climbing....." but I don't get to finish what I'm saying cuz by the time I start moving towards her I can see her bunching her legs and getting ready to spring off of the shelf thing towards me so I take a large step to close the distance and before I can get to her.....she leaps.
I don't know what she had for breakfast...but it musta be rocket fuel cuz that girl wuz flyin'.
Long story shorter, I caught her, she threw herself back and the momentum caused a lower lumbar strain.
So...I have to go back to physical therapy and stuff and the administrator which is the one who took me to the doctor/PT place, said that if I can lift up to 20 lbs again by the time I have my PT and see the Dr on Tues that I can come back to work and hopefully I won't have to miss a whole lot of work.....well....I said the last part, but she was so nice and she even brought me home after my appointment and told me to have a good weekend, take it easy and not worry about that place for a change.
Agreed wholeheartedly, a lot of rest, a lot of heat and take it easy.
So...as if I'm not going through enough already, I get on the stupid ass UAMS mychart crap so I can pay them their 10 bucks towards this ridiculous bill that they sent me without even advising me that I would be responsible for the whole amount before hand....to find out that on top of the 118.00 dollars, now 108.00 that I owe that f*%+ing quack ass of a doctor....the hospital building is also charging me 110.00 dollars for using their damn facility.
WTF?!
I sent them a DETAILED customer service complaint telling them just how ridiculous it was and asked them if UAMS was in the habit of LYING to their patients to get what they want cuz I'm trying to get all the facts straight before I go to the press and ALL social media with what frauds they are. Comfort hope and Healing my ASS, more like lying stealing and cheating money out of hard working people who aren't on crack, and that they don't give a f%&% about what happens to their patients as long as they get their money.
And YES....those were more or less my EXACT words....I was just a little nastier in the email I sent them.
I am feeling very.....very angry right now.
Well....that was the plan until I saw all that shit about the stupid hospital...oh and got a call from some RN lady who's representing me on my Workmans comp case and will be aparently taking over the care end of my case.
Which means that now instead of this place they want me to go to a different ortho doctor and she's gonna be coming with me. When I see her on Monday at this first Ortho appointment I am going to make it very clear that I only have one vehicle and driving strains my back, so unless she's gonna pick me up and bring me back home from these appointments...that shit ain't happening.
She was trying to make it sound like it was just their way of making sure I was being taken care of properly.....but I know it's all about how much money they can squeeze out of the people who own Helping Hand Children's Center because it's a privately owned school and they probably think they can make a lot of money off of me.
*sigh* On the upside of things we got to have Taquitos with a kickin' fiesta ranch dip.
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OH....also, to cheer me up....Henry found an honest to goodness Hamilton ice cream maker on sale in the clearance isle of his store for THREE BUCKS!!!
I have no idea where we'll put it....but I have it and I've been wanting an ice cream maker for a long long long time.
So there's the good points to today.
That's awesome.
I think we've hit an all new level of realism in this game...awkward silence after the subject that deflates everyone. lol
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Lol...yeah it's like, plane of fire oh lateeda.....elder sister....*hush falls over the room*
Ok gotta go into a training now, see you in a bit.
Ugh, so tired. At least, I'll be halfway through my long week tomorrow.
I'm sorry honey....I should have tried to get to the laundry sooner so it wouldn't keep you up so late.
*sigh* I'm a bad wife.
Sorry...I'm super sleepy too. My muscles have finally loosened enough that I think I can get some sleep. I just....I really really really would like to sleep through the night and not have to get up a billion times, or just wake up in the bed suddenly for no reason at all and then have trouble going back to sleep.
I just really really really need some sleep.
Alright, finally in bed. Gonna try this thing called sleep that everyone is always on about. Have a good night everyone.
Hope the rest of your night goes well and be careful going home in the mornin.
Night night.
Good luck. Sweet dreams.
Yay, I just got Yamacha'd.
That's not something to be happy about goddammit!!
Malwen got broken.
Wierd
Of course Henry is blaming me for it.
Of course, Pottymouth :P
How so? Did you drop a bunch of F bombs and invoke the filter again?
Then they shouldn't have f$+%ing killed her and I wouldn't have had to curse them up one side and down the other. And if people don't like the way I f$@+ing talk they can bloody well keep their nose out of our damn threads!!
*shakes head* Clara got killed, what do you think happened?
I tried to go in and it was already locked. If the sensor triggers beyond a certain amount it flags and they lock the thread to investigate.
She still doesn't work that filter as hard as Stephen did.
Heh, very true. Will be back have to go into a meeting in a couple minutes
I will not be silenced or controlled. No ONE controls me.
Yes, dear. Time for sleep.
Says who? You're the one that let me sleep all afternoon. Am I supposed to stay up forever by myself now?
Well...it's been about 7...close to 8 hours since I've had anything for pain. I think I need to take something and go back to bed.
The back is doing a little better, but it's still hurting.
Yeah I think that sounds like a good idea miss spitfire. Glad it's getting better.
Well, thanks to someone letting me take such a long nap this afternoon, I'm awake and can't go back to sleep.
Oh I'm sorry. I'm sure he figured you needed it and didn't want to wake you.
Spitfire huh? Well....I guess that's fair since I can spit fire. Fire isn't the only thing I'm capable of though, if I get messed with too much.....they'll see just how fiery I can become.
I'm sure he did, and it was partly my fault for taking the 500mg naproxen and 10mg flexeril together......but I can't do this sleep all day thing and be up all night again. I don't like hurting either though. I'm not a fan of pain, it makes me very cranky.
You don't want to go off on something that gets to make all the rules, there's no point.
Oh.....I don't have to go off on them. I don't have to do a damn thing, not really. Rule makers and people that play with magic are one thing, people with real power are another. Lol.....I don't have to do anything. I'm pissed that they're too immature to see that it wasn't anything more than a normal reaction to a friend being mercilessly killed in front of her. I'm sure if they watched one of their friends get killed or die in a similar way.....they would have the same reaction that my character did. I'm sure they wouldn't be like, Oh well, he was a good guy we'll just find a replacement. No, they would be angry and they'd want revenge.
I'm not sure what to do now. I can't just toss and turn in bed cuz Ill wake up Henry and he needs to sleep cuz he still has another full week of work ahead of him, but I can't stay up forever either. While a bit padded the chair at my desk still agitates my pulled muscle, so that leaves the couch and netflix.
It doesn't work that way. The program that runs the profanity filter flags each incidence of the filter being violated. More than a certain number in a single threat triggers a thread lockdown to stop whatever's causing it. Remember this a public forum where 95 percent of the time that happens it's somebody insulting or slamming someone else in a public forum.
They aren't actively reading the thread to realize that it's an in game post, it's a computer looking for instances of banned language. Once they lock it, at some point the go through the locked threads and see if any action needs to betaken (like banning anyone harassing someone else). If that isn't the case, like with us, the thread is then unlocked.
Most of the time is actually just type $%^!%@! or $#!+ to not trigger the profanity filter.
I vote couch and netflix, since your back makes it so you can't really do anything to burn off energy or tire yourself out.
My mind doesn't have a filter, so neither does my mouth. If I feel something, I express it. When I'm caught up in a certain feeling I don't stop to try and figure out how many of what symbols I need to say what I'm feeling. If what you're saying is right and it's just an automatic thing done by a brainless machine and it's not an actual person who's trying to maliciously sensor me, then Ill let it go.....for now. I'm not incapable of reigning in my darkness, but I'm okay letting it out when I feel the need to.
I'm trying to find the tiredness again.....but it's not easy. I'm watching Red Data Girl to try and relax and find my sleepy state again.
Ok. Just remember the reason for the censor in the first place is uppity full of themselves holier than thou people who would report or sue if thier teenage accidentally saw a curse word ...oh my! Because of people like that Paizo has to protect itself by creating a censor and putting those rules in place. Either that or create an mature section of the site which would probably go south pretty quick.
But sleepy energy coming your way.
So I can view and preview the thread but not post yet.