Now I'm sleepy. Gonna meet up with Jonathan at Black Bear Diner for lunch once we're done here.
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So, I had one of the guys working on me, cuz Tina was busy. I told him about my nerve pain issues though, and he was real gentle with me. He used a gentler scrubbing thing, and massaged my feet and legs longer.
Headed out to meet them for lunch now.
Went to Crazy Habachi instead. I got a teriyaki salmon bento box.
I was walking and accidentally kicked myself in the ankle....
How does this stuff keep happening?
Okay, well I got most of the application for the loan filled out, but then it starts asking all sorts of crazy questions that I don't know how to answer. Why can't they just pull our damn credit and see what first time home buyer program works best for us?
Why do they need to know about our vehicles. I don't know their cash value, and we don't have a damn car loan through them, so I have no idea what they're talking about.
This $hit is stressful.
I'm enjoying this way too much.
It's catchy.
I slept a lot this weekend, but the weather has me feeling so sleepy.
I'm freaking cold today.
Sorry if I seem distracted. They're doing road work on the street right behind our apartment complex and the sound of heavy duty jackhammers and $hit is driving me crazy. They're still freaking going.
That sucks
They're still at it too. *smh* I might have to call my cousin and tell him to knock it the hell off.
It's actually my cousin's husband. It's his crew that's over there "fixing" $hit. He "repairs" stuff all over Arkansas.
I feel like they're using one of those things in my head.
It's not like the regular jack hammer thingies. It's like this big crane thingy with this giant whatever the hell it is, that hammers repeatedly and LOUDLY into the ground.
At first it sounds like thunder, but it's too consistent to be thunder. It's just super loud and making my head hurt.
I should borrow some heavy equipment from my dad and cousin Daryll, and go to his house on the weekend while he's off and do that $hit outside his window and see how he likes it.
I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna be able to go to sleep until they stop that crap.
They're STILL at it.
I am going to effing kill someone I swear to GOD!
I hope they hit a gas vent and blow the hell up.
Sleeping is bloody hard enough without these hillbilly jackasses tearing up the street in our back freakin' yard.
There should be laws against this $#!+.
Fu<k the law, I want them to all die.
I have to see the Chiropractor again tomorrow, for all the fat good that's doing, and I will be in even less of a mood to put up with this crap then.
It is taking everything I got not to go to the corner and tell them to Shut the Fu<k up, and where exactly they can stick their big effing drill or whatever the hell it is.
I think they stopped. Need to get in the bed while the getting is good.
Nm, I spoke too soon.
There should be laws against this $#!+.
I'm pretty sure there are in regard to working in residential areas.
We're getting slammed with crazies tonight. Full moon in full effect.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot. At work today, our proof computer died. At least the monitor part. Finally had to Salvage a monitor from the CSR desk, to get it to work. There's just been a lot of electronic glitches lately. That's how the day started and went from there.
I pulled something...more somehow, reaching for some slips to put out front. I just keep forgetting stuff.
Anyways, hope your night goes by quickly. If there are laws against this crap, no one seems to care. My head is still pounding, even after 2 extra strength Tylenol.
I need the crazies to stay at home tomorrow, cuz I don't think I'm gonna be able to put up with them.
At least Henry was finally able to fall asleep finally.
I'm at work, but feel like total crap. The rain is making everything worse, pain and sinus wise, could still hear that thing over our fan after 1 in the morning, and even after I fell asleep...everytime something touched me the wrong way I was jolted awake by pain coursing through my body like some fiery electrical current.....so, I'm not even sure how much I slept.
I feel a little better being at Broadway with my girls, but the weather is really working me over.
I'm sorry if I seem super cranky, but sleep is hard enough to come by these days without some jackasses working super loud equipment day and night.
I go to work to get away from it. If I had to stay home.....I'd be going to jail for real, and those inconsiderate morons ain't worth it.
I'm a very angry person when I'm hurting, tired, or hungry...mostly when I'm hurting though. I think I'm just more easily agitated and my fuses be getting shorter and shorter.
So....sleepies are definitely present, but so is the pain, and I having trouble ignoring the later.
It's kind of a vicious cycle cuz I need rest to deal with the pain, work, driving, and all that other living type stuff, but I need not to be hurting to go to sleep. Usually I would just go to the living room and chill till I felt ready to fall asleep, but now with Dixie out there...I can't do that.
It's hard to find ways to relax when it feels like your arms are on fire, and your legs feel like they're not there, except for the pain in your feet everytime they touch something in the wrong place.
I'm really glad that I'm seeing Dr. Rafi on Monday, cuz I think I'd go absolutely insane if I had to deal with this much longer without any answers as to Why it's happening.
This bites.
Lol...no no no...the not sleeping, not the hugs. Though right now I'm not able to tolerate much physical contact....of any kind.
I mean, I can kiss him...and very very gentle arm around hugging, I can hold his hand....but like, all it takes is one slight touch to the wrong part of my body, which....let's face it, is most of them now now....and it gets those nerves firing off like crazy. There's one point in my back where if you just put a single finger on it....it's just absolute agony.
Jus' sayin'
I really didn't want you to think that I thought....oh for the love of...I swear I'm shutting up now. This is what Happens when I can't watch stuff on tv to relax, or sit in the dark with candles.
Anyways, I have to be up in a littled over an hour anyways, so it hardly matters.
Sorry...no sleep is a bad look for me. I'll get some at some point
I got like an hour...maybe. *shrugs* Whatever.
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Just to update everyone, I'm still alive.
Thankies.
I think I just need to elevate my leg tonight with some ice and try to relax so I can go night night.
Hope everyone has a good night.