Lord Fyre wrote:
That is probably true.
Lucien lb wrote:
I posted on your post. I really would like to run my 5e rhym campaign of dark elves and their ancestors. I live in brick however. If you know any people who could meet halfway to play, let me know. I really would like to run this campaign as I got ita month ago.
I will respond in that thread.
So anymore questions for me?
Update 1: I got together my friend last night and we are getting together Tuesday to shop for shoes...and movie night.
Update 2: Work related...last week I asked for a promotion to supervisor. They are dragging their feet (mostly because I am too good at unloading) so I took yesterday off and when my direct supervisor asked why? I told him to look for a new job...that seemed to get their attention.
Female Elf Witch(Hedge Witch) 1 HP:10| AC:13, TAC:13, FFAC:10| Firt:+0, Ref:+3, Will:+2| CMB:-1, CMD:12|Perc.:+5| Init.:+3
Bella sigh...I hate these stupid puzzles...I mean what kind of social outcast came up with this...
Bella will brush her hair against it...
Bell's thought in way reflects my thoughts on the most powerful GM... ;)
Lord Fyre wrote:
Complete with sonic attack!
I am going to wish everyone here a Happy New Year. It has been a tough year on a personal level...and I want to thank you all for the support.
Next year will be probably tougher...but also I think there will be victories...and I hope to share those with all of you as well of the tough parts.
Happy New Years Everyone!
Master Pugwampi wrote:
Because variety is good...
This is going to be a long post...and I don't mean to bring people down but i need to express this somewhere...heavens know I can't actually do this with anyone close to me...it either becomes my fault or it becomes a competition.
So basically I am in Hell...every aspect of my life is causing me depression, frustration and extreme feelings of loneliness.
My family life.. my sisters are just nasty to me...I can never come our as trans as even my Mom who know have said some stupid s@#$...and I can't get out and away from them. All of this just makes me trying to be who I am just incredibly hard.
At work I am trapped...I want to move ahead in the company...but I am one of the best in my current position so they want to keep me at where I am...I am too old and lacking in skills to get a new job...and so I remained trapped. Though I am going to try to move up after this peak season.
My friends are just not there for me...I feel used by them. No one ever has my back. And with most of them I dont feel like I can be myself. The friends I feel I can rely on either live far away or have their own issues to deal with. And I feel bad dumping my stuff in them.
Even my one escape just has not been there...Role-Playing Games. There is not a regular game I play in that I enjoy either due to mechanical systems or just styles play.
Anyway thanks for listening and the support which will be forthcoming.
Disclaimer: I know this sounds pretty bad...and it is. But I am not suicidal. No matter what I just keep getting back up and living...I am just stubborn that way.
Steve Geddes wrote:
Hello Steve. As somebody who came out late in life and such I agree coming out is a worthy step and Paizo is a great place. It is the one place I have where I feel safe to be who I am.
Well...Friday was a bust...too many people canceling on me. :(
Had a okay time though...
Though this happened...
So I am at a table with two friends and I and one of my friends start talking about football...which does leave out one of my friends as he has no interest in sports...So I did the polite thing and changed the topic.
After like 1 min of talking about thing the topic changed to a badly run Star Wars game one of the people is in and the other one had left. Honestly I all ready know all about this game as I have heard all about it before and have zero interest in hearing about it. Yet they talked on and on about it...sigh. No matter what subtle or obvious hints I dropped...they just kept going. It is like they had zero awareness...
Anyway...good news I brought some tops and some skirts and a dress today...those who know me on Discord can expect some pictures in a couple of weeks...those who don't use Discord maybe somebody will post them here.
So tonight I an getting together with a bunch of friends to celebrate my Birthday (finally!).
My best female friend can't make it unfortunately as holiday family obligations came up. :(
But more importantly I am going to use the money I have earned from working insane hours this holiday peak season to get some clothing... :)
I once snapped the blade on my friend's Swiss Army knife back on my thumb....
Apparently you have never received Mistress Rysky's kisses before...
In all seriousness though....ouch how did you break your thumb?
Lord Fyre wrote:
Too paraphrase a line from a movie...
That is my secret....*turns to face a giant space levithan*...I am always tired...
Honestly I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I wasn't tired...