
Arista Milocathe |

Awe man....Henry just told me it's just a pdf....I thought it was a book book cuz there were artists and stuff but he said Pdf's have artists....but I like looking through pages...but I'll still get a pdf....one of these days....

Arista Milocathe |

Sorry...don't pay attention to much of what I say cuz our neighbor was being an inconsiderate braying Ass of a man again and I was up until after one or two in the morning...I think I managed to get like a couple hours of sleep maybe? I'm not really sure cuz I was having a hard time getting comfortable once di<khead shut the hell up.
I'm not sure but Henry slept about as well...if not worse than I did. He laid down around 8...but didn't really fall asleep till later and then when co<khole started acting up really bad around midnight...cuz it was from like 10 on....it woke up Henry and then he couldn't get back to sleep and so he called in this morning and got just a few more hours of sleep eventually.
Anyways....I only have to be partially awake to deal with tomorrow cuz the kids are going home early and then we have to have training till 7pm supposedly...we'll see about that...but I don't have to do nothing but sit there and act like I give a damn. It's probably gonna be the same ol' $hit that it is every year....and I don't have to be fully functional to deal with that BS.

Arista Milocathe |

I know....he just needs to believe in himself more. He's his own harshest critic and when I asked him about it recently he told me that because the whole story was here on Paizo for just anyone to read...he didn't see any point in writing books about it...but maybe he was just talking about fictional novels? I don't know....I think anything he did would just be phenomenal....but I guess I might be a little bit prejudiced in my thinking since he is the absolute love of my life and the most important person in the universe to me.

Arista Milocathe |

Okay...I think I'm good for the sleep now. Please please please let numb nuts be either gone or at the very least quiet tonight cuz I gotta get at least a few hours of uninterrupted rest.
Then after tomorrow just gotta deal with more training and cleaning on Friday with NO kids around and then on Monday we'll get all our new little babies. I think the youngest is like 12 months, and the oldest is like 16 or 18 months old. I'm so happy. I love it before they start talking. Sure they're a little more messy and they cry a little...but they'll get used to our room and the routine and once we get them used to using spoons it'll be soooo nice.
I'm just really happy....annnnnnd sleepy. Okie dokie. Nighty night everyone.
Mark....have a good night and keep us updated on how Sivan is doing. I want to know as soon as you can tell me about her MRI and how that all went. Tell her that we love her and we're thinking about her and praying for a speedy recovery.

Arista Milocathe |

In my beddy bed now with hubby and the spoiled brat princess dog. Let's see if she'll stop crawling over me long enough for me to get comfortable. I don't care if I really sleep or not, as long as I'm horizontal and off my damn feet....I'm good.
I try sleep though.

Cyna Singer |

That's pretty cool.
A friend of mine was working on publishing stuff a while back but the art and formatting kinda set a high starting hurdle if you're on your own.

Sādhanā |

Yeah it's true. Although there are some good stock Fantasy/RPG art that's not too expensive. But yeah custom artwork isn't at all cheap.

Arista Milocathe |

So trying to finish up things around the h o use tonight. Ghottalet phone charge and finish drying laundry that Henry started....went to a store that too many people knew us and got stopped several times to talk to people that we haven't seen in a while and get hugged by other children....so we didn't get outta there till after 9:30, had to unload the car, put stuff away...oh and I actually found Dr. Schole therapeutic shoes that are actually meant for people like me who have problems with their feet....like now as the bad one is swollen to the size of about a softball after the day I've had....anyways I digress, turn back the dryer, plug in my phone....have to let it charge...now playing 100% Orange Juice with Henry...just one game cuz that's all my brain can handle....
It was an exhausting day....but I'm gonna try to post in a little bit. I took four ibuprofen for the swelling and I have my foot elevated under the desk sooo...you know.

Arista Milocathe |

Black Album is my favorite....I liked Ride the Lightning as well. My first concert was a Motorhead/Metallica/Gun's N' Roses concert in LA when I was Sixteen with my motorcycle riding, band playing, later to be found out extreemly psychotic boyfriend that my super religious parents just Loooovvvveeeed. LOL

Cyna Singer |
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Lol. Had a couple of Amazon packages go missing this week too.
I like board/Card/Video games, unpainted monster miniatures, anime, tacos and small furry animals.
I've got a couple of codes for the game Fortnite if anyone is interested in that.

Sādhanā |
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Metallica was Lee's favorite bands. On days where I feel his presence or think about him I end up encountering them or playing something without thinking.

Arista Milocathe |

Welllllll....I'm not sure sending tacos or little adorable animals in the mail to you would be a very good idea....but maybe we could send you something that your mail man won't jack up.
We'll figure it out.
@ Mark--Really? Awwww...well, I sort of was introduced to it when I was young and at a really....difficult time in my...whatever you call it. Stage of growth? I was dealing with a lot of stuff...mostly having to do with parents that didn't seem to give a damn that a family member had been....well....not good to me for most of my young life until I was big enough to fight back, and I'll leave it at that. So...basically my dad told me, a 16 year old girl that I just had to get over it and I wasn't allowed to talk about it with anyone. They didn't even want me getting counseling at my school.
Sooo...when I was riding my bike around the neighborhood I heard someone playing guitar...well...it was electric guitar, his friend on bass, and another one on drums. He was 19 and lived in his own house that he was able to afford because he worked for his dad's construction company and made incredible amounts of money. Anyways...I think when I went riding by with my friend that they were playing some megadeath and metallica and it just drew me in like a Siren's song.
I was pretty much a goner at fist sight. Classic bad boy image and all that.
He was probably always horrible, but he hid it from me very very well....
But because of him I was able to go to like three different Metallica concerts sooo I call it a win. LOL That first one was the Motorhead, Metallica, Guns N' Roses one though, then I saw another one at the Blockbuster Pavillion and that one was Candlebox, Metallica, and I'm not sure of the other bands cuz once I heard Metallica....well....James Hetfield. That's all young me cared about. LOL

Arista Milocathe |
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I don't remember who played with them the last time I saw them. A lot of my memories from that time with Keith are...blurred at best....but I will never never forget seeing them in concert. It was one of the BEST experiences of my life....well....until we went to see Lacuna Coil in concert in Little Rock for one of Henry's Birthdays. I LOVED that I got to share that with him.
I think it's really cool about your brother and that he and I share a common thing like that. I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense but my brain is getting ready to shut off I think. I'm probably gonna look at this tomorrow and ask Henry, "Why the hell didn't you tell me to go to bed?" LOL
That's something that I don't think you ever shared about him before either. I know I may seem kinda weird sometimes and so I hope you don't take this the wrong way....but maybe he wanted you to know he was thinking about you and he used me to do that? I don't know....
I love you Big Brother. You....well you and Andrew are more like brothers to me than my other so called family that never tell me anything at all and don't even talk to me unless it's to tell me about some kind of emergency or how not to be a failure.
I love both you guys. **************BIG HUGS**************
Okay...I shut the hell up for reals now. Being this tired is almost as bad if not worse than being drunk.

Arista Milocathe |
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Gonna put X to bed.
That legendary wolf growl did it for you huh? lol
Ohhhhh....myyyyy....GAWD! What do you think? Lol Not just that...it was lots of things really that just...well....when you added them all up made me want to...do things that I probably shouldn't talk about in such a public forum.
Know what I mean? :oD

Arista Milocathe |

And I just saved the entire Black Album to my Youtube so when I have to go to the dentist again next Friday, I can listen to it and not hear anything else that goes on while they do the fillings and root canal....*shudder*

Arista Milocathe |

Even with not having to deal with kids tomorrow...it is soooo way way past my bedtime.
I go nighty night now and snooze like a big dog for....almost five hours if I go right to sleep. Lol

Arista Milocathe |
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Sorry guys, I kinda sorta kidnapped my husband for a while today. Well....basically since he picked me up from that place today.
Don't ask.
So, just to let you know. Might be going out with a friend that we haven't seen in a really really long time tomorrow...so we may be out for a while. Depending on weather and other circumstances.
Hope y'all are having a good weekend so far, whether it's at work, home, or other.

Arista Milocathe |

I sort of exhausted my poor boobear, so him is in bed now. I still need time to....something...I don't know. Today was....well it was something and I've been worked up about a bunch of stuff for a bit now so I'm trying to make sure I'm calm enough to get to bed and get some sleep soon.

Arista Milocathe |

I think it's time for some relaxation music therapy with Japanese Flute music....that or more Metallica....I'm having a really hard time deciding. Lol

Arista Milocathe |

Eh...that is true....Hmmm...let me see, decisions decisions. Damn I need some sleep. I inhaled so many cleaning fumes stuff today. I used almost an entire spray bottle of lemon scented pine sol between cleaning our cubbies and our little wooden chairs and high chairs that we use at lunch....so I'm thinking that's at least a little bit of my problem....too much exposure to chemicals.

Arista Milocathe |
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This is like the MOST amazing, awesome thing I have EVER heard in my life.
Duuuuuuddddeeeee.....I don't know how I never saw this before. I thought you were talking about Symphony of Destruction...but this...this is a WHOLE new level of Bi+<hen!
OH where have you been all my life?
I believe I have found a new FAVORITE thing.