OH.....so people like me then....on both counts. I'm horrible....just horrible.
I'm super tired tonight and my head is killing me from whacking it into that metal shelf thingy or whatever so I'm probably gonna go to bed like pretty soon.
People keep telling me to slow down, but then they be like where's this and this and what about such and such and....how can they expect me to slow down, AND keep up with everything they want me to do...but they don't want me to get hurt?
I love love love working with our babies....it's just some of the "grown up" I occasionally want to hug real tight around the neck until they stop breathing....sometimes.
I can have mixed feelings about it right?
I know I'm supposed to have different passwords for stuff....but the problem with that is that there's so much stuff to have passwords that I usually end up getting confused as to what password is for what thing. That's how I usually end up forgetting them....then there's the fact that I'm not very good about tech stuff anyways....I think we all can attest to that. I get frustrated with it very easily.....
Anyways, I just want to say again bubba how very happy I am for you that you were able to find something that seems so perfect for you, that it's something that you're really good at doing and lets not forget about the awesome benefits. I hope that things continue to get better for you from here. I hope for so many good things for you, you really deserve them.
Okay...I gots to go to sleep now...I can barely keep my eyes open and Henry has to be at work at 5am....so, wishing everyone a really good night.
NIghty night.
Thank you Ella for waking me up at 11 ish....especially since now I can't seem to go back to sleep even though I have to b up at 4 something to take Henry to work by 5......yeah, this doesn't have disaster written all over it. Gonna try....again to go back to sleep. Tomorrow is gonna suck balls big time if I can't.....well, actually today.
Of bloody course not.....
That sucks. Anything you can think of that'll make you sleepy again?
Besides getting on netflix which I can't do because Henry was playing something on PS2 and didn't reconnect the thingy to PS3 which I don't touch because I make horrible things happen to electronics......nope. It was hard enough to go to sleep the first time....mostly cuz of my head hurting whenever it touched the pillow....but also a little because I've gotten used to watching dumbass dinosaurs in bed with henry before sleep and that didn't happen this time because he couldn't lay down when I laid down cuz his tummy was upset. The dog got me woke up to the point that my brain started tossing s*&@ around in my brain that I couldn't shake off....so....once that happens....
I guess I could watch it on my comp though......
I mean...I am sleepy....like really really sleepy and it totally sucks balls cuz I have my stupid PT today and I'm gonna be wiped out because I have to be up around 4 something anyways to take Henry to work cuz he has to be there at five but I still have to go to work when I go to work.....I can barely keep my eyes open, but when I lay and close them is when all that crap comes creepin' into my brain and makes sleep a no go.
I don't know....
I get it. Can't stop thinking hence the need for the distraction what you rest. I'm sorry. Kiddo.
It's whateve's....I'm sure he wasn't expecting me to get up in the middle of the night since I haven't been doing it recently....just some stuff coming up lately that has my mind drudging up stupid stuff that I can't shut off.
Watching dumbass dinosaurs now though....so maybe in a couple minutes I can go back to sleep? Even if it is only for a few minutes or whatever.
Hope so. Whatever it is it will be ok.
Yup......as soon as I'm not in this state anymore. Who am I kidding? I can run away from these people as much and as far as I like...but I don't think they'll ever stay outta my head.
PT right now. Changed up my routine a bit. Heat with intermittent current that pulses through me and makes me feel like I could maybe accidentally make something go kablewie, then exercise, then cold and more electrical current. Why are they doing this to me?
So apparently my brother has been convinced that the earth is actually flat... sigh.
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Are...are you serious?
Yes. Unfortunately I am.
There are no words...
What? How.....how is that....how can someone convince anyone of that?
I'm sorry Bubba....I just don't know what to say? Is he pretty young or something? Maybe he's playing a joke on you?
I feel worse for my mother whom he hounds for cash while he talks crazy. This is just his newest thing.
J.J. got a hold of one of my dumba$$ brother-in-law's diabetes medications.....500 mg of something, can't remember what my sister called it and put it in his mouth.
Fortunately my sister heard him in the bedroom and went to see what he was doing...but he had already ingested part of it so they spent all last night in the ER checking his blood sugar and monitoring his vitals and stuff.
He appears to be okay....but it scared the hell outta my sister. My question is...what the hell was he thinking leaving that crap lying around in the first place with a baby in the house? Not just ANY baby, but JJ who is 15 1/2 months, more than mobile and super curious.
My family be stupid.
I feel worse for my mother whom he hounds for cash while he talks crazy. This is just his newest thing.
Oh Andrew......I'm so sorry. Really though...is he younger than you? I know age doesn't excuse whatever this is that he's doing.....but I did some pretty questionable at best things when I was younger....much much much much younger....but younger at any rate.
He's almost exactly 10 years older (37) and has two kids whom he plans to home-school I believe.
Oh...my....
I'm.....I'm the youngest one in my family. 10 years separate me and my closest sibling age wise....I know my life hasn't been all that great or stable and I'm sure I've caused my "family" grief...or whatever....but....but....I just don't even know what to say really. It's family....so it's tricky...
The only thing I can really say is that we'll keep your family in our thoughts and I hope everything works out okay? Just know we're here for you in whatever way you need us.
Well....I'm about to pass out. Trying to get up the energy to dry my freakin' hair before going to bed....though I can just go to bed with it sorta dry.....I'm just really too tired to care right now.
Mark...hope you are having some good days off and that your work week doesn't suck....though you seem really good at dealing with people...so it shouldn't.
Andrew....honey....I still don't know what to say. I hope this new job has been going well and that everything transportation wise will work out. I'm really scared about you walking that far in awful weather...hell...I'm worried about you driving in it too....Still..I'm sure it'll all work out. Just hang in there.
Nick.....don't really know much so hope you're having a good week too and enjoy your weekend.
Ciao for now. (sorry........I really shouldn't post when I'm super tired. *shrugs*)
Sweet dreams hope you rest well.
Andrew.....I really don't know what to say. I feel sorry for his kids, who in no way should be subjected to an education based on those ideas. At least whatever his issue is in't genetic, or if so you dodged a bullet so there's hope for them yet.
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Seems like a recipe for OP Cheese against Large bosses and smaller.
I see it more as a clever example of thinking outside of the box to apply an almost legendary item mishap as an offensive weapon. I could just as easily have my unseen servant walk up to someone holding both items and shove one in the other, this just makes for a way cooler delivery system.
I think that's a repost from pinterest? I know I've seen it before. It's a really expensive arrow, but firing a black hole at your enemies is freakin cool. Even better than the feather token tree arrow and the bead of force/ dust of dryness arrow.
I'm gonna go swim for a bit in a pool of some fake ass salt water. I need to loosen up my muscles.
Ahhhh....that 45 minute swim was most helpful.
I'm having sugar cookies for dinner, with icing and sprinkles.
That's awesome, glad you had fun. I know how much you love the water.
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There were some guys playing basket ball at the courts near the pool and they were being a bit obnoxious but then I heard some females yelling at them....so that made me smile. Later on some older guy came up to the fence by the deep end of the pool and was watching me swim, so I swam right up to him and he was all like, "Isn't the water a bit cold." And I was like, "Maybe just a little bit but I've been sick most of the summer and it took them forever to fix it so I'm doing it while I can and it doesn't really bother me anyways." Lol
Then when I was getting out a couple of our security officers came over to the pool area and stuck around until I was on my way back home since the rowdy male types were still milling about. I would have totally been fine though.
Heh, good, I'm glad you had a good time.
NIght night everyone....time for dumba$$ Dinosaurs and sleepy bye time.
At some crazy outdoor outlet mall with Henry waiting on his crazy mother whose idea it was to come to this place. I really hate malls.
At least your mall didn't get a bieber song named after it.
His mom got lost......I guess we're gonna have to wait for her to figure out how to get here.
Are you freaking kidding me?
I'm not.
I will resist my curiosity.
Finally done with that s!~~. She couldn't resist getting us stuff so I have a couple new shirts and Henry has a pair of cargo pants,in the correct size from The Gap. Lol
Heh, that's good.
The only place we've actually seen pants in a 35....I guess it pays to be trendy. LOL
So...my left eye is all itchy irritated and swollen now. Like thurs or Fri morning I accidentally sprayed myself in the eye with perfume...but I also think a mosquito or something bit me there. I'm trying really hard not to rub it, but it's really hard.
Also, our friend that we see sometimes is coming over this evening so we may not be around much until later. Just waiting for him right now, he said he was on his way a little while ago.
Yeah the in between sizes are always a pain.
Oh and just looked at the map......Damn!!