My finger is all blistered now and really really hurts.
Oh yeah....I got startled awake at 5am this morning and despite my best efforts haven't been able to go back to sleep.
Oh well..........maybe Ill pass out after the dentist?
I don't know....things aren't looking too good. I don't like big lizards. I have thoughts and stuff...just because I'm unable to articulate them well, doesn't mean I'm stupid.
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Pineapple cake for breakfast
I had Lucky Charms too....anyways...time to go to the dentist. I'm trying really hard not to take another Ativan.
I had to drag her up to the door...
It'll be ok.
They didn't do anything. So we need to take another day off in a week so they can actually pull the broken tooth...
Suffice it to say that I'm not very happy right now. I have to keep it from getting reinfected before the 31st.
So no forgetting your antibiotics.
I only have a few days of antibiotics left. I took it late this morning cuz I forgot. I have to go back to the stupid dentist anyways.
Sorry, I know you just want this over with.
Told Henry I could always buy a pair of damn pliers.
Uhm...no.
Yeah...kinda figured that was coming. He told me not to be foolish.
Speaking of long days....it's been a really long for me too so I'm headed to bed.
Night night everyone.
So it was storming like crazy earlier and the dog was all whining and woke me up at like 7 this morning so of course I couldn't go back to sleep. I'm still feeling kinda tired though.
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We've got some errands to run that we were supposed to get to earlier but....anyways, we're going now and then we're going up to Pinnacle State Park to go walking since we haven't been in like forever.
We'll be back later.
I've never had real sex before, so that might be a real possibility. I don't know.
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Well....what might help is if you would actually "talk" to the people who care about you and love you so that they can help you with whatever this "curse" is all about. Right now it just looks like more drama for drama's sake.
Since...I don't know how much everyone else knows...and am in the utter dark here about it, I have no idea really what to say or how to help.
You and I basically need to learn the same things. I need to learn to relax and slow down apparently as well as learn when it's okay to ask for help.
It's okay to not be able to handle everything on your own. You know that right? I'm asking because that's one that I still have trouble with sometimes...not everyone realizes that they don't have to go through stuff by themselves.
A little bit of fear is a good thing, it keeps up from doing stupid things and teaches us our boundaries....but too much can be crippling and very very bad for you in a number of ways, physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
The only thing I can think to say is this, "There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear."
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Yup....so now everyone gets to have sex in the luxury of their own home...oh wait...not everyone.
Alls I can say is...honey, you better be takin lots of vitamin C or whatever the Zahvroma equivalent is because once I get back home you are going in that house with me and you will be lucky if you get to come out after a few days.
Just sayin.
*covers ears*
But not eyes.
*laughs* I only gots two hands, but I can shut my eyes. Silly auntie.
I guess I shoulda said I was closin' my eyes huh? Well...okay, so I cover my ears and shuts my eyes. They wouldn't leave me in the house....surely if it's gonna be like that they'll drop me with some family for a couple days. I won't scream or cry...I promise. As long as I don't have to stay in the house while you're.....doing whatever it is you're talking about.
I think I'm traumatized from thinking about it. Someone make it stop.
Ummmm.....you don't even know that word yet so don't go there. How is it you're barely here five seconds and already making me feel guilty for having perfectly normal grown up urges?
*smiles sweetly* Cuz that's my job.
Oh dear
Henry store...I'm having a chocolate emergency. Me shower....we went walking and I'm all sweaty and gross. I'm also getting suddenly super sleepy and my energy has been bouncing off the walls and I've been awake since before seven this morning cuz of the massive storm that came through and Ella was freaking out.
I think I needs the bed soon.
Good, sounds like you had a good day, and are probably sleeping. Sweet dreams. Just got home a little while ago. Everyone's gone to bed, just up while Athena's eating.
Nope....not sleeping...sorta out of it while watching Inu Yasha..had some juice and have acid refulx so I'm afraid to go lay in bed.
Might go soon though as soon as I don't feel like I'm gonna throw up.
My face is killing me, but I just gotta hold out till 2pm and I can have something else for pain. Had four Ibuprofen at 8am with my antibiotic. I got two doses of antibiotics left....just enough for today and then I just have to hope and pray to all that I hold sacred that the infection won't come back and that they can get it removed the 31st before it causes any additional problems.
Side note: I'm making my special oven baked BBQ chicken with my super secret special BBQ sauce with herb seasoned rice on the side.
Yyyuuuuummmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Here's hoping I can eat it without wanting to punch myself in the face. Lol
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So...managed that okay...face still throbbing a bit but it won't stop me from having my homemade pineapple upside down cake with whipped cream and vanilla bean ice cream for dessert. HEhe
So after two trys....I have learned that I can't make posters for kids while I'm sick/hurting...mostly just hurting on pain medications because I do stupid things like finish the ENTIRE poster before realizing that I left out ONE letter in ONE word.
GGGggggrrrrrrrrrrrr
Okay...I've had all my medicine and a light something to eat so it doesn't upset my stomach....well less so anyways. That was my last dose of antibiotics so I hope it doesn't get infected again before the 31st. I gotta go to bed while the naproxen is still working.
Hopefully I can fall asleep before it wears off and I stay asleep tonight without waking up constantly.
Night night
Soooo...since my Dentist or the people that work in his office pay about as much attention to me as a bucket of sand....I'm probably gonna be looking for a different dentist which is going to be really hard. Don't know if I'll be able to work something out by next monday though.
Also...my family Dr put me back on the Clindamycin 300mg TiD, and the MethylPrednisolone 4mg dose pack for like six days.....since the stupid dentist was so kind to leave the still abscessed tooth in my mouth.
So I get to take another TEN DAYS of antibiotics and another steroid pack.
Yay....NOT.
Finished the first book of the 5e dragon horde campaign yesterday, killed the dragon and gots the loot.
Also I've been binging on some anime.
I'm watching the 10 best anime mothers of Anime on Anime America right now....it's hilarious....I love it! I'm just trying to relax before standing at the sink forever to do a bunch of dishes. *sigh*
That's cool about the campaign too....just not sure what it is. Just wonderin' hows things goin' with ya....that's all. Wanted to make sure you were okie dokie.
Me too.
I'm trying to get sleepy for bed and not think about things and panic about having to go to my parent's house this weekend cuz I know they're gonna give me s#%@ about what I told them about staying at our apartment....I think I'm entitled to my feelings though and that even though they may not agree with my way of thinking....that maybe...just maybe they could at the very least try to understand where I'm coming from......but, I'm just fooling myself there.
Just relax for now. The weekend is still a ways off. Steel yourself when it's time and no matter what they say you know you're right.
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Okay..now maybe that I have all that out of my head I can go get a couple hours sleep.
Night night everyone. Have a good rest.
Alright, I'm wiped out. I need to go night night. Hope everyone has a good night.
I didn't sleep for crap last night. Between itching and hurting...I didn't sleep hardly at all.
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Okay, medicine is taken and I finished my juice so it's time to go to sleep sleep.
Going camping next 2 days. With no phone access probably won't be able to get on.
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Alrighty. I'll try and wrap up things between Sādhanā and Ylrhea when I get a chance. Work is...hectic today. Lunch was late and I have a metric ton of stuff to do.
Have fun camping. Maybe we'll join you one of these years :P
We're going to the land of no internet this weekend (leaving Saturday morning), so we probably won't post until Sunday evening.
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It's okay Mark, hope you have lots of fun camping. Be safe on your way up there and back, have a good time and be careful. We'll see you when you get back.
Okay, need to take medicine and go to bed. Hope everyone has a good night.
Simple dinner tonight, BLT's and seasoned french fries that I made at home.