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That's why we like TeamSpeak. It's pretty much, "Here are the tools to build your own voice chat system. Leave us out of it."
So you have to be fairly technically-savvy to set up your own TeamSpeak server, and then you have to pay some kind of monthly licensing fee to maintain it, but... Shiro.
So we have our own dedicated voice server and it serves us well.

Vanykrye |
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That's why we like TeamSpeak. It's pretty much, "Here are the tools to build your own voice chat system. Leave us out of it."
So you have to be fairly technically-savvy to set up your own TeamSpeak server, and then you have to pay some kind of monthly licensing fee to maintain it, but... Shiro.
So we have our own dedicated voice server and it serves us well.
I used to run a TeamSpeak server for my LOTRO kinship/guild. The problem is that it was so rarely used that the server would shut itself down, and I wouldn't notice that until someone would complain at me once every three months and then say "It's never up!"

Vanykrye |

I see there is one Mooyah in Illinois. In Joliet. Who made that decision? There are only three truly acceptable "first location" towns for chains coming to Illinois. Chicago (NOT Joliet), Bloomington (for decades has had the highest number of restaurants per capita in IL), or Champaign (University of Illinois, enough said).

Vanykrye |

That's why we like TeamSpeak. It's pretty much, "Here are the tools to build your own voice chat system. Leave us out of it."
So you have to be fairly technically-savvy to set up your own TeamSpeak server, and then you have to pay some kind of monthly licensing fee to maintain it, but... Shiro.
So we have our own dedicated voice server and it serves us well.
Oh, and the licensing costs are...variable...
If you get it directly from TeamSpeak it's about $55/year for a 64-slot license ($500/year for a 1024-slot). Now, most people don't buy and install the server software themselves, but rather have some hosting company take care of the server side for them, and those hosting companies will break up the licenses they've purchased into 10/20/30-ish users and charge enough that it will make them a profit.
When I did it there was a local company charging about $80-100/year for a 20ish user server. That company seems to be missing from the internet now.

Vanykrye |

Ok Vany...stop typing here and get working on rewriting Rise of the Runelords for Aiymi.
Due to my new house rules that I've adopted (stealing what I like from PF2 Playtest rules and slapping it into the PF1 engine) plus taking into account that we don't use a 15 or 20 point buy for stats, I need to make the APs a bit harder than published.

Scintillae |
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Scintillae wrote:For anyone who wanted to know what teaching high school is like, I had a two-minute derail in economics today about the taste of milk.So, you're just going to tease us! More details are needed.
Not a whole lot to say. Textbook used milk as an example of a commodity - a good where the producer doesn't matter. I was swiftly informed that the brand of milk does matter. No, they didn't mean the percent.

Vanykrye |

Advanced template on some stuff, extra mooks where it makes sense, extra levels on others, reworked classes for others. Example: Tsuto is being reworked as a 1/4 monk/ninja instead of a 2/2 monk/rogue. Nualia, yes, redone as a warpriest. Six skeletons in the Boneyard vault instead of two. Aiymi also wants it to go to 20th, so I'd have to do a lot of extra work to do that anyway. I don't mind.
EDIT: I knew I wasn't remembering right on Tsuto. 1/1/3 unchained monk/oracle (wave mystery - see through fogs/mists)/ninja. Also give him 8 goblin friends in the lower levels of the Glassworks, while the main area has 16 goblins running around.

The Vagrant Erudite |
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My dog pissed in my bed.
I literally own nothing else in my life at this point but that and my phone and my crappy 200 dollar chromebook and that stupid dog pissed in the one luxury I had.
The one thing I got for myself. I don't even own a box spring or a frame. Just one nice memory foam king sized bed. The only thing I splurged on for me when I got here. I own no chairs. No tv. One already broken walmart end table. This one stupid thing for me, a comfortable place to sleep, and that stupid animal pisses on it.
There's an empty living room and he pees where I sleep. Where I let him sleep next to me. I even got my own room With my own bed away from my girlfriend just because I wanted this one little thing to myself after all this time, after losing everything with my divorce, and again with my Ohio move... And I can't even have that.
9 years I wanted a dog, and my ex was adamantly anti-pet. I get a dog and he pisses in my bed. 9 years. And it turns out she was right. I have a crippled incontinent ferret who is nothing but work and sadness and now debt for vet bills, and a retarded puppy who can't scratch on a door or give any signal that he needs to go...and I just took him out like two hours ago.
The other day I said to my ex I wasn't sure if I was happy. I'm sure. I'm not. I'm not even close. I'm not even mediocre. I just hate life. I can't even have a mattress to myself that isn't piss stained.
F+*@ I miss my old life. I know a dog peeing on your bed shouldn't be a big deal, but after all this...it was literally the only thing I had of any value. It's the straw that broke the camel's back.

captain yesterday |

I can top that, when we moved to Seattle we didn't even have a bed and then our first apartment was haunted so we couldn't sleep in the bedroom (I realize other people will laugh at that but if you have a better way of calling it when two people have the same recurring nightmare night after night until they move out to the living room, I'd like to hear it).

The Vagrant Erudite |
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I am tired of mere survival. Survival doesn't mean much to someone who's been suicidal on the regular, and depressed more than not. I think in 36 years of life I've not hated my life...okay age 0-6, then I got isolated from being gifted, then there was teenager years, then....okay that one year in college was okay...then maybe a third of my marriage...so...10 years? 10/36? Not a good ratio.
Though I appreciate your sentiment and understand your attempt to comfort. You're a good man cap.
The dog is already in bed with me. I know he's worth it. I just...my one goddamn thing...

Vanykrye |
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The other day I said to my ex I wasn't sure if I was happy. I'm sure. I'm not. I'm not even close. I'm not even mediocre. I just hate life. I can't even have a mattress to myself that isn't piss stained.F$#% I miss my old life. I know a dog peeing on your bed shouldn't be a big deal, but after all this...it was literally the only thing I had of any value. It's the straw that broke the camel's back.
Hey...I don't know if I'm reading too far into this...but please don't do anything life-threatening to yourself tonight. Those last two paragraphs are sounding to me like you may be contemplating it.

The Vagrant Erudite |
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No I'm not. Not at all. I don't want to make my mom, brother, girlfriend and ex sad.
Now if I had a time machine and could just sterilize my father... F$ing ass having me knowing his own issues and still passing that on. Selfish prick and his need to reproduce. They could've adopted but NO we need our own little dna clone complete with psychological issues out the ass.
Though if I did that, I'd never be born, so I'd never sterilize him, so I'd be born, so I'd sterilize him, so I wouldn't...
Why does everything suddenly taste purple?

Vidmaster7 |
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I can top that, when we moved to Seattle we didn't even have a bed and then our first apartment was haunted so we couldn't sleep in the bedroom (I realize other people will laugh at that but if you have a better way of calling it when two people have the same recurring nightmare night after night until they move out to the living room, I'd like to hear it).
Toxic mold syndrome. It can effect you mentally to have feelings of depression and dread. You can leave the house and suddenly feel better but upon entering the concentrated are area the symptoms can immediately flare up. It can make a house or even a room seem dreadful and depressing to enter. As far as the nightmares goes that gets a little complicated but you get the idea. (not saying it was or wasn't ghosts but I actually knew people that had a similar experience and that was what it was. It wasn't nightmares per say but pretty close)

Vanykrye |
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I can do nothing but take your word for it, but just so you know I've texted Freehold to get in touch with you, but it's also 11pm Eastern and he may already be in bed. Your words just set off alarm bells with me.
But...on that time machine note...when people go back in time for destructive purposes...say killing Hitler...why don't they just park the time machine on the person instead of coming up with huge elaborate plans that are doomed to fail? Just drop Dorothy's house on the target, as it were?

The Vagrant Erudite |
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Nah. I'm a coward. I don't know what's next if I do. My faith has kinda dwindled hard with time. Also I'm more afraid I'd f+$& it up and end up brain dead or crippled or such. I say suicidal but it's more just being tired of being alive. There's a distinct difference. Like if a bus hit me I don't think I'd be upset, but I wouldn't jump in front of one.
I believe they call that passively suicidal.

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VE, that sucks :(
Simple Solution or Nature’s Miracle, depending on what brand of cleaner you can find, will do wonders to get the smell out of the mattress, so it can be salvaged. Potty training puppies is often frustrating, but it does get better. You can do this. Although it never feels like that when you wake up in wet. But it makes a great funny story later. At least that’s what I always tell myself when I’m scrubbing up pee/poop/vomit. Anyhow, the point is that everything isn’t ruined, and you can make it through this, and all is not bad even if sometimes it feels like it. *hugs*
Edit: Also, I know that feeling too well. Finding the right meds to help is a process. I know you’re working on that already so I wish you luck and sending lots of good vibes your way

captain yesterday |
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captain yesterday wrote:I can top that, when we moved to Seattle we didn't even have a bed and then our first apartment was haunted so we couldn't sleep in the bedroom (I realize other people will laugh at that but if you have a better way of calling it when two people have the same recurring nightmare night after night until they move out to the living room, I'd like to hear it).Toxic mold syndrome. It can effect you mentally to have feelings of depression and dread. You can leave the house and suddenly feel better but upon entering the concentrated are area the symptoms can immediately flare up. It can make a house or even a room seem dreadful and depressing to enter. As far as the nightmares goes that gets a little complicated but you get the idea. (not saying it was or wasn't ghosts but I actually knew people that had a similar experience and that was what it was. It wasn't nightmares per say but pretty close)
Nope, had to be ghosts.

gran rey de los mono |
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... Not the policy we have that is just stupid is if one of our High teir VIP members wants a room and gives us a 48 hour warning we have to give them a room. period. we have to figure it out which could mean even telling someone else that booked the room in advance that we are over booked. ...
We have a similar policy, but it is theoretically 72 hours. Except, of course, that central overrides that at every possible chance. I once had them push through a reservation at 12:30am when all of our rooms were already checked in. Luckily, my manager was there trying to finish up some work that he was supposed to have done 3 weeks before, so I told him. He called central, yelled at them for about 10 minutes, and got them to call the guest and explain that they had messed up and found them somewhere else to stay.

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Why do I hate the "new" math so passionately?
For more than a decade, I had to fight tooth and nail to get my students to put down their calculators and try to understand what they were looking at. "Any monkey can push buttons. Until you know what you're looking at, you have no idea whether the number that's coming out of your calculator is right or wrong."
I cited and showed countless examples: The tripling in catastrophic building failures once AutoCAD was considered a standard architectural tool. My own students who would get answers that were orders of magnitude off (6x7 = 42,684??!?!?!!?) and not even recognize it as an issue. Proofs that if you draw a triangle on a piece of paper, you can prove that all triangles are isosceles because of the way people naturally draw triangles. Showing that even a top-rated tool like the Desmos graphing calculator shows no issues with (x-1)/(x-1) at x=1. Long demonstrations showing just how many parentheses and grouping symbols are required just to get a calculator to give you the correct answer.
In short, a calculator is a tool much like a chainsaw: Yes, in properly-trained hands it's a godsend. But in the hands of someone who's never held one before and who doesn't even understand its basic principles, it's a danger to everyone.
So what's "new math"'s approach to every problem? "Pull out your graphing calculator first and see what it looks like!"
Well,
(1) Students aren't trained to use graphing calculators, which are notoriously tricky in terms of getting the correct function entered.
(2) Requiring graphing calculators is ludicrously discriminatory against low-income families. "Everyone who can afford a $130 calculator just to take Algebra I, raise your hand!"
(3) Building an early and total dependence on an unnecessary tool drastically reduces overall mathematics comprehension. I still recall back in my teaching days when I could determine whether or not a student had attended a calculator-dependent school with a single question such as, "What is six times seven?"
And then have them pull out their calculator, give them a problem, and have them get the answer incorrect 100% of the time because it would require grouping. Students never get grouping correct on graphing calculators, because it's a PITA.
But the graphing calculator lobbyists have won, and now every single problem my son has is, "Step 1: Plug this into your graphing calculator".
I am... more than a little displeased.