Yay...at least my Boobear is home now.
As much as I HATE going to the dentist...I am so beyond ready to get all this mouth stuff taken care of.
I'm just drinkin' my apple juice. Just drinkin' my juice man, just drinkin' my juice.
Would MLP be on Netflix?
*Nods happily* Yepper doodles. All like 6 seasons so far I believe....but you don't have to watch every single season....just enough to get an idea of kinda like what it's like and stuff. I think I'm like on season 5 now.
It's what I was watching before crazy lady got ahold of me again today and sent my head spiraling into some kind of horrible place that I didn't need or want to go. When I start questioning my sanity....it's bad. Lol Basically it ended up with me telling her that if she couldn't speak to me like a calm and rational adult, not to talk to me at all.
It takes quite a lot for me to tell someone to bugger off.
I've been watching MLP off and on for quite some time now though. It's something I kinda have to be in the mood to watch. I've been watching lots of cartoons lately. :o)
It's My Little Pony Friendship is Magic.
Right now...I think we're gonna get out of the house for a while cuz I've been cooped up in this house all day and I need some time away from it so I can clear my head a little and try to stop feeling...whatever it is that I'm feeling.
I sorta ate and took my medicine already....so we can't stay out too long...especially with how icky it's been outside. Super sun sensitivity is not fun at all.
I feel drained
Sounds like you had a pretty eventful day
Oh my good Lord....It's one of those times when....you really know you're not crazy and you've already told the other person...I can't deal with this right now....and they just keep on anyways. I specifically told her yesterday that I needed some space. I didn't say anything else after that....nothing....then this afternoon she's texting me telling me that I didn't need to take her off of facebook and that it was completely unnecessary...which obviously not, and then accused me of slandering her on facebook and proceeded to tell me that she had friends I couldn't even see....
Now....I could have said a lot of things...but all I told her was that she needed to calm down and that I wasn't going to respond to someone ranting at me and if she would like to grow up and talk to me like calm, rational, civilized adult I would be more than happy to do so. I told her I would not read any more super long texts about all these "wrongs" I had done to her by telling her the truth...and that if she couldn't talk to me like a civilized adult....to not talk to me. Haven't heard from her since...but I went through my facebook and got rid of anyone that had anything to do with her. I even said it wasn't personal and that it had nothing to do with her, but that I had to do something for myself....to keep MY sanity....cuz frankly Bro....I'm beggining to feel like I'm loosing it just a little bitty bit and if I do....it's gonna be bad. So I can't let it. I'm better than that and I refuse to let her do whatever it is she's trying to do cuz frankly...I ain't got no idea....but she sure has messed up my head for a little bit. Which is why I took a Lorazapam...because I'm not gonna be kept up tonight wondering what crazy ass thing she's gonna do next. I'm just not.
I've had it....and for me to say that...well....you know. I'm sorry I'm blabbing all of this out like this fellas....but....I don't think it's bad for me to have what I feel is kinda a normal reaction to someone that has hurt me and accused me of doing things I just absolutely do not do. She said a bunch of other stuff...but it doesn't bear repeating because it was petty and stupid.
I'm gonna have a plain chicken pita, play some 100% OJ with my guy, relax and hopefully sleep a little better.
I'm about ready to conk out.
I will too as soon as my mind stops racing. That's what for the Lorazapam.
Okay. Just getting started.Have a good night.
Okay...you have a good night too. I know it might not always seem like it...but I'm okay.
Did you get to rest today?
Relatively well once I actually went to bed.
That's good...I'm glad you got at least some rest. I gonna play this game with Henry and then I'm gonna have some banana pudding ice cream with whipped cream on top while watching some old cartoons and then I'm gonna pass smooth out.
Now that sounds delicious.
Best ice cream ever!!
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It's banana pudding AND ice cream...with bits of vanilla wafers in it and has the whipped topping swirled through it and then I had dark chocolate chips and whipped cream on top....SUPER YUMMY
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Well....the Lorazapam helped me get some dreamless restful sleep. Let's see if chica loca will leave me alone long enough to recover from her craziness.
I just need to stop opening up to people. It only leads to hurt.
My stomach is all messed up.
Well, things just got unfortunate. My Mom called, my Grandfather is going downhill fast. Basically, he's lost his will to live. Looks like it's going to be a double service when I go up later this month.
Awwww...honey I'm sorry. Sometimes that happens if two people have been together for a very long time though. I know that's much in the way of comforting....but nothing is set in stone yet. I know it may not seem like it now...but everything happens for a reason and it will get better. Both of my grandfathers outlived my grandmothers though. My maternal Grandmother died over a decade before my grandfather did, and pretty much the same thing with my paternal grandfather. The men in our family seem to live a lot longer for some reason. Both grandfathers were in their late 90's when they passed away. My paternal grandfather was like 99....
But everyone is different, and everyone handles grief differently. He might just be having a really hard time right now. My aunt was like that for the first two or three years after my uncle died. I mean...his death was sudden and she had like....no time to emotionally or mentally prepare for it....so it hit her really hard. She wouldn't leave the house, she wouldn't eat....she just couldn't function.
I'm just saying....don't give up on him yet. I know it's so hard right now with everything going on....but try to hold onto some hope. Henry and I are here for you if you need anything and we'll keep your family in our thoughts and prayers okay? You're more than just our friend Nick, you're our brother and we love you and we're here for you. Just don't think you're alone okay?
He's in pretty bad shape. He has a lot of fluid build up in his system and he won't take anything for it or go to the hospital. The Doctors give him about five days. They're trying to make him comfortable. I don't really expect him to make it that long.
Oh Nick....I am so sorry. Just know that we're here, for whatever you need. Even if you just need to vent or whatever. Don't worry yourself about the games and stuff right now. You just do whatever you need to for yourself, and know that we'll be here for when you need us.
I'm not feeling good and pretty sleepy...I already took a nap for a few hours...but I think I'm close to going back to bed now.
Sometimes with a rare kind of love that lasts that long, life without each other becomes utterly unbearable. I'm sorry for you and all the people who would be losing him. It sounds like it's what will give him peace.
Sorry haven't been around. Rough couple days, taking nap will post later tonight.
Okay. You take it easy too.
Yepper doodles. I second what boobear said. Take it easy...sorry you guys are having a rough time too.
So sleepy
Good, hopefully you'll get some sleep tonight. At work now. AT least it should be an easy night. All social media, nothing crazy going on.
I fell asleep no problem....it's this staying asleep that's giving me so many problems.
I feel so sick....I can't remember the antibiotics making me so sick last time.
Sorry. Did you take them on a relatively empty stomach?
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No sir....took them with dinner. They're just really strong and I have to take them for 10 days and they make me not feel good. I went back to sleep though.
Well....I forgot to take the antibiotic this morning, so maybe I won't feel so horrible today. Gotta go pick it up before going to my mother in laws house for dinner though.
I'm so tired....
Well.....I tripped while just walking and nearly fell. I caught myself, but banged up my hand doing do. *Sigh* I've got real talent for hurting myself.
Oy.....sorry. Be careful.
*Shrugs* It happens
On our way to his mom's house for dinner and my Boobear ain't feeling good so I don't know if we'll get much done tonight.
Okay Sat down for a family movie night.
That's cool. We just finished playing a couple games of 100% Orange Juice and now I'm gonna have some ice cream. My poor boobear isn't feeling very good at all.
His mom made Pollo Guisado and brown rice and we had some ice cream...like sundae cones...for dessert...but I'm having my banana pudding ice cream cuz it's my favorite. yup yup yup...and I'm gonna watch some Dick VanDyke Show too...I should be asleep in no time. LOL
Thank GOD tomorrow is Friday. Our numbers are down a little cuz one of our kids is out of state on vacation, and another one is out of our class for the summer cuz her mom that works there went into labor today...so we're down to 10 and we only had 9 today cuz another one didn't show up.
Childrens attendance during the summer seems to get a little sporadic since sometimes there are siblings out of school, family vacations, etc and so on.
I'm just happy for the break and next friday the petting zoo is coming to our school so that'll be lots of fun.
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Ms. Helen made fresh spring rolls and brought them to work today for me...well...me and Ms. Sandy....but I had like six or seven of them and Sandy only had one. I brought home five of them for Henry. She included a kinda spicy sweet and sour sauce to go with it.
Finally on our way home after getting some things that we needed....but we had to go to a Kroger and a Wal-Mart to do so. *Sigh*
And it's riverfest weekend which means a bunch of extra stupid people to deal with and I don't like shopping anyways.
Well....we actually gonna get some McDonald's so I can get some street passes for my DS thingy.
Just got off the phone with my sister Joy from So. Cal....or as we call her, Motor mouth. ONE hour, seven minutes, and 57 seconds of listening to my sister tell me everything I needed to be doing to try and do whatever...I don't know...after a while I just sorta go uhhuh...yeah...okay....and stop listening to her. She's ALL about researching the stupid internet and thinks it's "fun" to search for things...even though we don't have the money to be spending on another vehicle right now....she wants me looking for a 1998 Chevy Suburban with a 1500 hp engine....Like...really? And I need that monster car exactly why?
she's just...I know she's just trying to help...but trying to get me to look up stuff on the internet isn't helping and stuff like that just stresses me out. The very last thing that I needed right now. Plus...she's so busy talking it's almost impossible to get her to shut up long enough to get off the phone with her.
Then she's like asking about every single thing that's happened in the past five years and wants to know what's going on with my whole "brain thing"? Like...seriously Joy? She just called me out of the blue and started like...I don't know....interrogating me and I'm too tired after the week I've had to even fight it.
At least she lives in CA and I don't have to see her cuz then I'd probably never get away.