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Reading this thread has made me sick, ive never had the misfortune of gaming with these misanthropes you have found. If even half of this is true (it is the internet after all) you should definitely ditch this group and find a group that will let you play and not gm, at least for a little while. You'll never win fighting fire with fire against those people. After playing with a group you like, bulking up on your rules and regaining your confidence, then see about gm'ing for them (the new group) as they'll actually be nice and helpful. I actually wish I could come out in person and help you but since thats not really feasible (and you probably dont want to meet some random internet persona) you'll have to settle for my best wishes. GMs and players work together they dont dictate to each other except in the rarest of circumstances. I hope to see some good, non self-deprecating posts from you soon, being nice isnt a flaw, you just cant be nice all the time.