First off I loved the pictures great representation of the events. Second the half orc wouldn't know cowardice if it pistol whipped him in the face. It was no act of cowardice closing the door, a great man once said "the needs of the many out weigh the needs of the few or the one." I closed the door to protect the lives and sanity of the remaining party members, they didn't need to hear the screams of despair and death from our commrades. Furthermore, I am greatly saddened by the loss of Ayla she was a fine party member, and I do mean FINE, and her loss was most regrettable. It pains me that the party doesn't recognize my good deeds in this horrible event and the sacrifices I made to protect them. Maybe Antagonis was right to throw them in here, anyone who lacks the ability to show gratitude when one is willing to sacrifice greatly to protect others should be locked away.