The return to work has been rougher than expected. I get tired thinking. I know, it's weird to say but it's more weird to feel. Of course going back full time just in time for 1st of the month reports doesn't help. But, on a good note, the knowledge seems to be all there. Even if I have to dust the cobwebs off to find it.Hey E7! How's life treating you?I'm begging off going to my nephew's 11th b-day party due to anal glaucoma.
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Good to hear bro ...
Joke(?)
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The return to work has been rougher than expected. I get tired thinking. I know, it's weird to say but it's more weird to feel. Of course going back full time just in time for 1st of the month reports doesn't help. But, on a good note, the knowledge seems to be all there. Even if I have to dust the cobwebs off to find it.Hey E7! How's life treating you?I'm begging off going to my nephew's 11th b-day party due to anal glaucoma.
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I'm really glad to hear that the recovery and return to work is going well. (Rougher than expected is still going well comparatively anyway.) I hope that things continue to improve for you and there is less need for dusting off cobwebs as you go on. :)
Well, off to do my househusband chores. laters!
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The return to work has been rougher than expected. I get tired thinking. I know, it's weird to say but it's more weird to feel. Of course going back full time just in time for 1st of the month reports doesn't help. But, on a good note, the knowledge seems to be all there. Even if I have to dust the cobwebs off to find it.Hey E7! How's life treating you?I'm begging off going to my nephew's 11th b-day party due to anal glaucoma.
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It'll get easier I suppose, at least you haven't forgot about the important stuff..... like PF, and beer, and boobs.
Bleh, and double bleh
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Well I was refering to the nice sweet girl with a naughty streak. I love mine, I suggest everyone run out and get such a lady.... even the other ladies. ;)I somewhat agree. However, I've seen plenty of nice, sweet girls that get tangled with horrible, abusive losers.I have found that nice girls like nice guys.
On the plus side, us nice guys can live with ourselves too.
I will never understand why women dislike nice guys so much. It doesn't make sense but it is so very true. Luckily, I'm an a-hole so I've never had to worry about it very much.
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But what would I do with her?
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But what would I do with her?
You don't know? Well, you see, when a man loves a woman very much...
Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??
anything and everything.
Getting denied by the apartment has set me into a pissed off mood/depression. Drover around Ames for almost 2 straight hours. Slept until 3:30 this afternoon. I am pissed off because of my chicken s**# ness. Deep regret for lack of past actions. I am wondering if there is a reason for me, or am I just a shell taking up space in this world. I wonder if I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. Yeah I talk a lot, but when it comes time to follow through my transmission seems to burn out. I hate it because I believe I am about 10 years behind on emotional/social development because I never had a childhood. My father tried to live vicariously through me, so I never learned who I was and I still don't know who I am. I came from a school so small I was picked on by all the other kids in it because of my size. Add that to some of the beatings I got at home and lets just say I have no self confidence whatsoever. I have been on one date and that was about three years ago, never in my life had a girlfriend, and anything that goes with that. I think I am just a f+@+ing mess here.
I return you to regularly scheduled thread.
Well, I certainly love some of the women in my life but I don't LOVE the women in my life. In other words...
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Uh, insert rod A into slot B?
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Well I was refering to the nice sweet girl with a naughty streak. I love mine, I suggest everyone run out and get such a lady.... even the other ladies. ;)I somewhat agree. However, I've seen plenty of nice, sweet girls that get tangled with horrible, abusive losers.I have found that nice girls like nice guys.
On the plus side, us nice guys can live with ourselves too.
I will never understand why women dislike nice guys so much. It doesn't make sense but it is so very true. Luckily, I'm an a-hole so I've never had to worry about it very much.
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But what would I do with her?
I am sure you are a quick learner. It might be distasteful to you but I am sure we can give you some lessons. :)
Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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I return you to regularly scheduled thread.
Well, I can honestly say that after having met you in person, I think that you are an awesome person.
we. Zull.
WE.
Zullll.
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Why is that, exactly? ;)hey now what you do in your bedroom needs to stay there.Might be slot C in this case... ????Uh, insert rod A into slot B?Well, I certainly love some of the women in my life but I don't LOVE the women in my life. In other words...
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Unless you are filming it for Urizen, I am sure he would love to see it.
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Unless you are filming it for Urizen, I am sure he would love to see it.Why is that, exactly? ;)hey now what you do in your bedroom needs to stay there.Might be slot C in this case... ????Uh, insert rod A into slot B?Well, I certainly love some of the women in my life but I don't LOVE the women in my life. In other words...
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Or Kirk I am sure he wouldn't mind a copy.
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Or Kirk I am sure he wouldn't mind a copy.Unless you are filming it for Urizen, I am sure he would love to see it.Why is that, exactly? ;)hey now what you do in your bedroom needs to stay there.Might be slot C in this case... ????Uh, insert rod A into slot B?Well, I certainly love some of the women in my life but I don't LOVE the women in my life. In other words...
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Or Sharoth~
Do not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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ok, it's just I hate these f@~$ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never ends
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ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)
I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.
I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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I return you to regularly scheduled thread.
Well, just remember that you have friends here who care about you and your well being. ~thinks~ Ok. We only care about your hoard! ~winks, grins, and runs~
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I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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Step one realizing there is a issue.
Step two get help, and then go from there.
It maybe something you by yourself can not control. If however you do nothing different you will have the same results you have now. It seems to me this is not what you want.
I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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Woody: Just my two bits based on friends. Go talk to a Dr, if you really think you're bi-polar. I think even here there are extremes. Take care of yourself. There's up-down based on life cycles, and up down based on brain chemistry. Even if it's just depression, it may well be worth it.
But his joke was funny. ;)He gets an lol and all I get is admonished!? ;)lol. Okay, that's an awesome excuse. :)I'm begging off going to my nephew's 11th b-day party due to anal glaucoma.
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I ripped it off of the work excuse one. Anal glaucoma = 'I just don't see my ass coming into work today'... It has universal appeal. :)
Hah! Work excuse for ToP!
Nice to see some more sylvan types around here... we miss ya, E7.
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Nice to see some more sylvan types around here... we miss ya, E7.But his joke was funny. ;)He gets an lol and all I get is admonished!? ;)lol. Okay, that's an awesome excuse. :)I'm begging off going to my nephew's 11th b-day party due to anal glaucoma.
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I ripped it off of the work excuse one. Anal glaucoma = 'I just don't see my ass coming into work today'... It has universal appeal. :)
Hah! Work excuse for ToP!
+1
I just realized, even CrimJ is a sylvan type, now.
I just realized, even CrimJ is a sylvan type, now.
Sylvan Learning Centers maybe. ;)
Hmm...what would our curriculum be? Dryad Studies 101, 102, and 103. Fauna and Fornication? Mistletoe and Holly Berry? I'll take Halle Berry for $200, Alec.
Sounds great to me.
Woody: Just my two bits based on friends. Go talk to a Dr, if you really think you're bi-polar. I think even here there are extremes. Take care of yourself. There's up-down based on life cycles, and up down based on brain chemistry. Even if it's just depression, it may well be worth it.I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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+1 If it's medical it helps you get past blaming yourself.
+1 If it's medical it helps you get past blaming yourself.
I blame... ::rolls %d, consults table::
WHERE'S MOORLUCK???
Unless you are filming it for Urizen, I am sure he would love to see it.Why is that, exactly? ;)hey now what you do in your bedroom needs to stay there.Might be slot C in this case... ????Uh, insert rod A into slot B?Well, I certainly love some of the women in my life but I don't LOVE the women in my life. In other words...
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Why is it when there's talk about porn and sex acts, my name always have to get involved?
Oh ... wait a minute. Never mind.
Carry on, fine folks!
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I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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WR - you need to reschedule an appt with your counselor / social worker and review the meds again. Sounds like it's not doing a job after a good amount of time to saturate the SSRIs appropriately.
I'm not suggesting this; I'm instructing this. ;)
I just realized, even CrimJ is a sylvan type, now.
He's always been a roguish rouge fairy to me. :p
I really think I am manic-depressive/bipolar. to help prevent the triggers I tend to stay home in my room. I think I have a real problem and don't know how to deal with it.I know how you feel. Its called life :) I would rather the roller-coaster then the alternative right now.:)ok, it's just I hate these f@&!ing cycles. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down and it never endsDo not feel you are the only one. You are not. If you need we will be here for you. If you need to talk more FB me ok?Bleh, and double blehWhats up woody??anything and everything.
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I return you to regularly scheduled thread.
WR - you need to reschedule an appt with your counselor / social worker and review the meds again. Sounds like it's not doing a job after a good amount of time to saturate the SSRIs appropriately.
I'm not suggesting this; I'm instructing this. ;)
haven't taken meds in about 2 months. Can't afford them, and no insurance hard to go to the doctor in these circumstances. I can't ask my mom for help because of my brother back in Newton. I have six tablets left going to pop one now for a remainder of five.
I just realized, even CrimJ is a sylvan type, now.He's always been a roguish rouge fairy to me. :p
Watch your f+@@ing mouth.