
Gashka |

I had nightmares about spiders last night and so I still slept for crap. I woke up with my chest pounding and felt like they were crawling all over me every time my hair tickled me. I'm so tired now.

Gashka |

I will NOT look at that thank you very much. I'm already freaking out about going to the dentist today and have already had my 1mg of Ativan and thinking about taking another....this is not going to be pretty.

Gashka |

So....my broken abscessed tooth is still in my mouth because Friday when I went to the dentist expecting them to take it out. All they did was look at it, confirm what I already told them which was that it was broken, the nerve was exposed, it was abscessed and needed to come out. I said, "Okay...so we can do that today right...with the gas so I don't scream and cry and scare away all your other clients?" I'm figuring this should be common knowledge since it's in my physical chart that I can't tolerate any dental work without gas due to severe past childhood traumatic experiences and current fear of whatever it's called...don't know the technical term.....
Lo and behold it's not common knowledge apparently and I guess I wasted my breath over the phone when I made the appointment and told them specifically what I needed because their answer to me Friday was , "Oh...no we don't have time to do all that today. We'll have to reschedule you since we only allowed enough time for him to look at it today."
WTF?! Really People?! So I'm supposed to suffer for another WEEK because you didn't listen to me in the first damn place?
Now I have to wait till the 31st because these morons don't seem to understand that we don't have jobs where we can just take off all the damn time.
Jerks

Vallterra |

Sorry to hear about that... wish I could do something to help.
you want us to call the office and start to harass them to take you in sooner?
(I am only joking about that...please do not take that seriously)
anyway, so I get the new Occult Adventures book for Pathfinder and I started to look at the classes and stuff.
so I start with Kineticist
so at level 1 you pick an element (like: earth, air, fire, water) all good so far, though the first bit of Deja-vue starts to hit, I let it pass and read on.
ok so I get an element blast and as you level you get all sorts of interesting utility abilities with your element. even some advanced element stuff after level 7.
I decided to play around and make a water Kinetisist.
I start to feel like I am making a water bender. and I find an interesting Archetype, Blood Kineticist.
I say cool lets try that.
when all is said and done: I'm a dang Blood Bender
So I called myself Noatak

Gashka |

Soooo...since my Dentist or the people that work in his office pay about as much attention to me as a bucket of sand....I'm probably gonna be looking for a different dentist which is going to be really hard. Don't know if I'll be able to work something out by next monday though.
Also...my family Dr put me back on the Clindamycin 300mg TiD, and the MethylPrednisolone 4mg dose pack for like six days.....since the stupid dentist was so kind to leave the still abscessed tooth in my mouth.
So I get to take another TEN DAYS of antibiotics and another steroid pack.
Yay....NOT.
Also:
Soft Kitty, Warm Kitty, Little ball of fur. Happy Kitty, sleepy kitty, purr purr purr.
Pirate Fuzzy pants, come in!! Lol

Tikkle |

Guys I'm sorry. Life happened, I have yet to succeed in killing myself, so, if it's ok, I'd like to jump back in. By Monday, life should be back in order, or I'll be dead.
Anyway, to explain Tikkle's silence, I propose that shortly before we saw the Orc, Tikk had to turn back to signal the second landing party and didn't think to let you all know. Now, with a few roughnecks guarding the beach and tether, he's hustling back to the group, wondering who they are talking to.

Tikkle |

More of a slight exaggeration I'm afraid. But not to worry, I never followed through, so unless cirrhosis of the liver can kill me at 25, I'll come out of it like I always do. Sorry to worry you.

Gashka |
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What the hell did you think....that we wouldn't be worried about you? We are here for each other. If you ever start feeling that way again...you better talk to us...or talk to one of us. We have all at some point been through serious s&+!, so if you think I'm gonna sit back and say nothing while you joke about almost killing yourself, you are sadly mistaken.
Don't you EVER do something like that again, or I will come up there and personally kick your ass. Do I make myself perfectly clear?!

Gashka |

Sooooo......just a heads up, we're going out to my parent's house this weekend. If you're feeling a lot of tenseness from me, it's probably coming from my mounting anxiety at the thought of having to deal with them. I'm trying not to be....but I'm thinking lots of ativan might the order of the day to deal with these people...plus I have all my other medication that I have to be taking and dealing with while we're out there and this time..this fourth round of Antibiotics and second round of steroids are not doing good things for me.
We gotta take Ella out to her vet for her shots and my Aunt's Birthday is on Saturday.
We won't be back until late Sunday, we're leaving early tomorrow morning so we can stop and see a friend on the way in....and there's no internet out here and since wayfinder is no longer working....well, there's just not much I'm gonna be able to do except put up with my parent's s# all weekend so I'll probably be a right b@#&& by the time we get back.
To top off this super fun weekend I get to see the Dentist AGAIN on Monday so they can inflict lots of great torture on me. I can deal with lots of s$#~....but dentists coming at my face with sharp things...not one of them.

Tikkle |

Back for good for real guys. I'm so sorry about it all, but I survived. :)

Gashka |

Glad to hear you're okay and I'm sorry bout the b#%$&fest.....but I tend to get crabby when I'm worried about someone that I give a damn about. Sharing Henry's phone to post a little, but its better than nothing. Gotta go finish making my cupcakes.

Tikkle |

*Hugs Gashka* :3

Gashka |

I"m not gonna be able to do too much for right now.....now that I'm not sitting in a dentist chair crying, the ativan I had earlier is kicking in, along with whatever is left over from the gas they gave me and the pain pill that I took once I picked up the prescription.
I'm pretty wore out at the moment. I'll try to play catch up a little bit later. I think I need to lay down for a little bit.

Gashka |

They were one of our really little ones and I'm having a hard time right now. I'm sorry....I just need some time. If I post at all it probably won't be till later. I'm again sorry if this causes any inconvenience.

Gashka |

Sorry....I had a really long day and I'm totally wiped out. Dog woke me up at 6am and I never really got back to sleep, then my sister was here at 9am and I went to Pinnacle State Park with her and we hiked a total of 6.34 miles in 3hrs and 16minutes, then we had lunch and I helped her clean her house for the rest of the day.
Our day is kinda busy tomorrow as well....but I'll try to be on later. I'm just too tired to say stuff that will totally make sense, I just can't think right now.

Gashka |

I gotta go see an ortho dr about my back. Be back later. Long story short, I caught a flying 3 1/2 year old, but did some muscular damage. It's getting better and I hope to be back at work soon.

Gashka |

Well....since the regular ibuprofen wasn't working I tried a tramadol and 5mg of flexeril. Let's see if I can actually sleep tonight without waking up at 1:45 in the freaking morning.
I just really really would like a night of decent peaceful rest....is that too much to ask? Really?
I'd like for my eyes to go back to looking like eyes and not sunken holes with dark rings around them.
Aarrgh.....*feeling frustrated*

Gashka |

Alright....I gives up....I'm gonna lay down cuz I don't know what else to do.
I just want some sleep....preferably more than two hours this time...pretty pretty please? I'd actually like to sleep through the night....but I guess I shouldn't have had super spicy wings for dinner? Well.....to be fair I got the ones with the sweet and sour sauce...they should have called it sweet and burn the roof offa your damn mouth sauce. I really wasn't expecting that and I hadn't had an omeprazol today.
Can we tell I'm feeling a little scattered?
I loves you my friends, good night.

GM Scary Ceiling Voice |

Alright everyone, it is with a heavy heart that I'm afraid I'm going to have to end this game. I'm not really feeling it anymore, and I'm having a hard time planning ahead.
This is not a reflection on any of you, this game died due to very poor planning on my part. Hopefully I learned my lesson for next time.

Gashka |

It's okay....it happens. I think we've all been dealing with a lot of issues that have made it kind of hard to keep things going.
I really wish that you would stop being so hard on yourself though. Not every game works out. It's just how it is.
Otherwise...I still have all of you in my pm list so I expect people to stay in touch. At least a word once in a while to know that you're doing okay.
I really enjoyed getting to know all of you and hope we can play together again somewhere else down the line.
If not....be well.