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Close to 12/hr and full-time benefits is a good start.
I'm just so proud for you.
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And because getting to work is going to be such a pain I now have a learners permit, hopefully I'll be driving before the snow comes.
Ooohhhhh.....well....I'm sorry transportation is gonna be....well...let's just say I know how you feel. I really really really don't like driving on icy stuff....snow and so forth...okay, as long as no one else is around.
I wish you the best of luck Bubba....I really really do. Just please please please promise you'll be careful.
Okay...maybe it's the lack of sleep talking, but I just worried.
And I'm always the last to say congrats.
Which job was this for again? I'm sorry....was it the one across the interstate?
Having Ramen, gonna take a shower, and try to get some decent sleep tonight.
In other news.....several different things happened today...but I can't get into all of them until I have something in my belly.
Yes. I can take the bus to and from for the duration of my training which is about 3 weeks. But after that I start my regular schedule and will have to walk on the weekends and at night. :(
The distance isn't so bad but it'll be impossible if we get a winter storm. Which is pretty likely.
Oh man.....You'll have to walk in the darks by yourself? *shakes head* OH....by the way...if I get weird it's cuz I've had kinda no sleep since the bit of sleep I had this weekend...but I gots stuff to do.
That makes me very very sad.....all I can say is that we'll keep you in our thoughts and hope that everything works out alright.....Just be super super duper extra careful.
Today....I sort of wore a hematite necklace and moonstone ring to work....don't ask why....anyways...Sandy was on again about what she thought I needed to be doing and how I should be over this already and blah blah blah blobbity blah. At lunch I called Henry to see how he was doing and realized just how upset what she was saying made me.
So...I think for like the first time in forever as long as I can remember I actually....dealt with my feelings and confronted her about the things she was saying.
When I say "confronted" I don't mean I did anything....unseemly....I actually told her how I felt, admited that the things she was saying were actually hurtful to me and that I wish she would stop trying to assume that she knew my body better than I did. I don't remember exactly everything I said....but I remember that started crying...stupid human emotions/steroids/antibiotics/ and NO sleep.
Anyways....by the time I got done she was apologizing and told me that she never said any of those things to hurt me but that she was just really concerned and wanted me to be as healthy as I could be and just really loved me and thought of me as one of her own daughters....blah blah blah.
The point is....usually when people say stuff to me, or do things that hurt me either one of two things happen. Either I lose it completely and go into some kind of demonic fit.....(lol), or I take it and take it and take it until it feels like I'm going to explode and then my feelings come out in very NOT nice ways.
This time...I didn't do either of those things. This time...I realized that I was getting upset and not wanting to let it fester...as hard as it was for me I told her how I felt. So...in that I had a little win.
Then our Apartment people tried telling me that we were accruing late fees when Henry dropped our rent in their slot on Friday.....It was a long day and I had dealt with Sandy, and our preschool director on no sleep and handled it....okay....so when that raging heifer told me that they couldn't find our rent check....then I went off.
Other than that it hasn't been a bad day.....
With all that being said....I'll just say one more time. Seriously...Andrew....be careful. Happy about the job for you...just, just want you to be safe.
Just out of curiosity.....how far isn't bad?
Roughly 2.5 miles.
2.5 MILES?! Oh my goodness man.....okay...okay...it could be worse I suppose? What if you get sick? What if you slip and fall? OH wait...you're not me. Lol...sorry, bad humor.
Well...it's only a little after nine pm and we're finally eating actual food now that....well...I got off the phone with my mother. Apparently there are things I haven't been telling her.....not like I've really had time to call and have a four hour long conversation with the woman.
The thing is...I thought I told her about the thing that she says I didn't tell her.....I don't know. She asked me how I was feeling and stuff just went from there.
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So nowhere near as bad as I expected given I've been away from the internet all day.
Henry was too exhausted to really think about posting after having to go meet up with some old friends I hadn't seen in about two years or so and dealing with my crazy, sleep deprived, neurotic ass.
I just woke up from some crazy nightmare, but I are gonna tries to go back to sleep cuz I still r tired.
Glad everything is more or less okay. I know how she feels and hope she gets better real soon. I gots to wait till my eears cleear before I can use neti pot and stuff. Probably not till after thee weekend......Ill try not to put it off till I sound like I'm dying again.
I sleep now?
Yes you sleep now.
I'm trying....well...I was. Now I'm having juice and trying to shake off the last bits of the nightmare I was having.
It's kinda vague now...but it must have been good because I'm still shaking.
All I remember is something about multiple explosions, bodies....ya know...the usual.
Don't get me wrong...I'm tired as hell...but every time I close my eyes I feel like I'm being sucked back into that....whatever the hell that was....my ears are still ringing....so, I"m taking a few deep breaths and trying to realize where I am so I can go back to bed.
I just got out of the bed because I don't want to wake up Henry. We've both been having a rough time lately.
Yes...I have PT today...Yes I have to drive in morning traffic to get to my work....I"m sure I'll make it there.
Just....by the time I get to PT I'm gonna be freakin' exhausted myself and then have to deal with that and having electrical current ran through me....so, I can't promise that much will be posted tomorrow either.
Sorry....
You healing is far more important.
What do you have for breakfast when the THIRD round of steroids has you feeling like total crap? Why chicken noodle soup of course......if I never see another steroid pack again...it'll be too soon.
I QUIT!
Well...really that's all a moot point because I just took the last steroid pill outta the box this morning...now just a few more days of the doxy cyclne crap or whatever it is this month to go.....
Can I be done with this now please?
Soon. Getting better trumps yucky.
I guess so....I don't sound like a dying Chevy anymore...so I guess that's good.
At least I can manage wheat toast with the soup this time.....*sad face*....or would it be *frustrated face*?
The Flash is back tonight so...there might be a lull in posting :P
Hooray! Although I won't see it until I get home from work.
Yeah......so while I don't have to take anymore steroids now.....it feels like the damage has already been done. Next time I get sick I'm just gonna say Fu#% it cuz I'm done with that shiznit.
Heh yeah I know. Xavier's been talking about Flash season 2 for like a month.
Yup yup
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One of my mommas here brought me eggplant parmesan for my birthday that she made with her own eggplant. yummy
15 Minutes of Electrical Stimulus and then I'm done. *hurting*
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Apparently my new job consists roughly of "Oh you're locked out of your online banking account? Well answer these security questions and I'll reset that for you."
That seems alright....how do you feel about it?
Welllll after I ate the eggplant for lunch I saw Karen...another Karen who is not me....and I was like, "Ohhhh Karen I just had the eggplant and it was soooo good." And she was like, "Oh really? You already ate some of it?" And I was like, "Some of it? I ate all of it." Then I kinda laughed and she got the weirdest look on her face as her eyes got all big and she was like, "Ms Karen...that was supposed to be dinner for you and Henry...so you wouldn't have to cook tonight." I was all like, "Oh...my bad." Lol So I went and got salad, fried chicken, and red skin potato salad for dinner. LMAO.....poor poor wittle Henry. I love you my boobear!
I'm bad....so bad.
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EZPZ. Probably going to be the best job i've ever had.
30% bump in pay over my last place, and benefits like paid time off, paid holidays, health and dental. They even have a self-serve cafeteria which isn't great but not bad either.
Yay!!!! So you better start eating now....Lol
Everyone is asking me questions about my birthday today...one of our therapists was asking me about it and was like, "Oh...I was just wondering how much younger than me you were...but you don't have to tell me how old you're gonna be." I was like, "Pshh I don't care" And when I told her she was like all lookin' at me and stuff and asked me..."Where are all your wrinkles?" I just smiled and said, "They haven't been born yet."
It...was...priceless.
It's almost time for Flaaaash...it's almost time for Barry...it's almost time for the Flash we're gonna watch it now. *excited voice*
Sung to the tune of "Pop goes the weasel"
On phone with mother
Good Flash premiere. Hits the high notes and Joe/Barry is still my favorite aspect of the show. And Iris wasn't a horribly bi+¢# and didn't throw a pity party over Eddie.
It was AWESOME!!! Totally Killed it~!
Good, then I look forward to seeing after work tomorrow.
Why don't you get to see it till tomorrow?
Okie dokie....Super sleepy now. Just had to find decoration ideas on pinterest for our halloween theme door and fall theme bulletin board.
I's gots to go to the bed now y'all.
I hope everyone has a really great rest of their night and that those of you that are feeling poorly will feel better again real soon.
Night night everybody.
The class that has the best and most original decorated door gets some kind of prize or something.