Wow... such a different generation.
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the only reason I dont do this for a living is because I work in research, not education.
The nudity is why I was barred from education.
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I don’t like the idea of birth control pills since I think it messes up your hormones
Anyway I did a 9.0km/h run for about 30 min in the gym. Pretty comfortable (plugged into Linkin Park and all that) except for the last 10 min where the dreaded stitches started coming in. A few stitch control measures mitigated that but it’s still irritating. I wonder if I should push the pace, though according to FAWTL records I can barely make 9.5 km/h for 20 min.
Anyway the last timed run I was going 9.18 km/h outdoors for 32 min, and outdoors is definitely harder with the weather and all, and track has more resistance then gym treadmill.
Edit: Uhh...post jump, Freehold got the jump on being nekkid, not me.
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Also, I got kicked out of bodycombat class today because I didn’t register online for the class first. Why I didn’t register online? Because the registration was full. Well, I guess lawful is the way to go down here, but I hate camping stuff…meh.
Also, epic fail, the classes are all booked all the way till January. How, may I ask, is a snow leopard expected to register for classes that show full online?
Tuesday, Harbourfront - 7.30 am to 8.30 am in the morning.
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Seroquel troubles
*Gives back pats and offers a beer*
Having been on Seroquel, I'll echo how s~~~ty of drug it is. Shifting to another drug was my top priority back then.
I think I cracked my tooth in fact i'm pretty sure of it no idea how however.
*Opens Vid's mouth and looks around*
*Scratches beard, gives Vid an icepack and a glass of scotch*
Sorry guys, but I am not going through 466 posts. So what have I missed while my eye has had me out of commission for almost a week?
*Pats Sharoth's scaly back and welcomes him back*
Ugh. I got the flue. Including the muscle/joint pain.
*Offers tissues, hot tea, a glass of Rum and a gift card of one session of join rubs + hugs*
Nice and busy body.
*Nods in agreement...probably for different reasons :p*
We don't have a proper holiday dance, do we? Halloween has the Monster Mash. I propose we get one in honor of Santa - North Pole dancing.
*Imagines sexy elves grinding on candy canes*
...I could get behind that ^^'
I found a support group for people with mental illness in town. I don't know why I didn't think of it earlier. When I lived in Jacksonville, before my divorce, I occasionally went to a few - they weren't super helpful in of themselves, but I made some nice friends who were, outside of the group situation, more helpful and supportive. There weren't any in the county I lived in after my divorce in South Florida, so it kind of slipped my mind up here.
I haven't made any friends since moving to Ohio, so I'm kind of hoping this kills two birds with one stone.
I had a major anxiety freak out/panic when I went over my finances today..the idea of seeing other people who might have ideas of where I can find work, or other help, is about the only thing that got me through the day today. I am all out of my acute panic stuff, and the doctor won't refill it - apparently this county is really bad on pill trafficking, so all the doctors and hospitals have lists of controlled substances they just straight up won't refill. Kind of sucks when you really need it.
Today's plus side - the library had the only Jim Butcher book I hadn't read in today! Brief Cases, a collection of Dresden Files shorts.
I can't express how much taking a hot shower, putting on classical music, and reading a few shorts helped. I have to remember that in the future. It won't help when I'm out of my house, but it's good to learn coping mechanisms where you can.
Sigh Now I want to re-read the entire anthology. And play a FATE game (they have the official RPG setting for DF).
*Puts two thumbs up and offers more back pats (and another beer)*
*Yawns*
Damit…
Can't sleep.
*Opens up a Belgian beer and downs it quick*
Hopefully that'll make me sleepy.
*Scrolls down the thread*
Huh…
Forgot to put John in my 'kind of get better posts'
*Sends cough drops, a glass of scotch and some back pats*
Think I'll go back to bed and try to sleep again…
Night everyone.
If you ever want to come to WiscPonsin I can have you come along on my snow runs and possibly a full time job during the busy season plus there's cheap housing in our area I can recommend.
Unless you just want to come for the snow run, then we can hook you up with a place to crash before and after.
Assuming we get snow again.
Okay, 1) What is a "snow run" exactly, and what does it entail?
2) Possibly, but this would be the third lease I cut short if I did, and my credit has been shredded by these few months of joblessness. Not making payments, those I have late...can't dip on another lease now. A year ago when I had like a 700 score, but now...but a visit sounds fun.
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Seroquel troubles*Gives back pats and offers a beer*
Having been on Seroquel, I'll echo how s%$$ty of drug it is. Shifting to another drug was my top priority back then.
Beer isn't my poison. My father, brother, uncle, grandfather, granduncle, other grandfather, most of my other side of the family's uncles...all alcoholics. Just the smell of it brings about horrible memories. Also I don't like the way alcohol makes me feel.
Now...*passes Kjel the joint he wishes he had*...on the other hand...
The sleeping 10-14 hours wasn't fun, and needing 3-4 cups of coffee to make it through work (if not more) probably didn't help my anxiety much.
Doc has me on just depakote and zoloft now. I was on depakote and seroquel with klonopin as needed for my panic attacks. I tried not to take the klonopin; I don't like addictive stuff. I made a bottle last a LOT longer than I was supposed to. But up here people apparently abuse that stuff BAD, so nobody will refill it or give it out.
Which REALLY sucks when you have a panic attack and actually NEED it. I was using it like a seatbelt, like you're supposed to, but because other dicks abuse that I am kinda screwed now when I have a bad moment. Like I did today. Thankfully (sorta, cause I wish I had a job) I was home.
Unfortunately...panic attacks at work have ended my last...gosh, so many jobs I can't remember. As far back as 2011. And once you have more than one in a place, your brain grows an association, and...well...they become more frequent...and it sort of spirals/grows exponentially.
So many industries I can't even go back to that I was GOOD at. I joke about not liking kids, but I was f#*@ing great as an elementary teacher. The thing is, when you know you won't have any, and you won't go back to being one...well, you need to change the way you think to not hate yourself and life for not being able to. I liked most of the kids. I felt proud going to work. But after my last experience there...the thought of it...shuddering terror from anxiety that reached the level of SNAP. I don't even want to tell the story.
And that's just one of so many. I was a f$#*ing mailman for six months! You have any idea how hard that job is to get? How much it pays? How great the benefits are? How nice it is that people look forward to seeing you? And even that one...
So I wonder when I find a job how long I'll last...
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Wow... such a different generation.
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A public discussion about birth control is better than a secret abortion.
Seroquel troubles*Gives back pats and offers a beer*
Having been on Seroquel, I'll echo how s+@@ty of drug it is. Shifting to another drug was my top priority back then.
I think I cracked my tooth in fact i'm pretty sure of it no idea how however.*Opens Vid's mouth and looks around*
*Scratches beard, gives Vid an icepack and a glass of scotch*
Sorry guys, but I am not going through 466 posts. So what have I missed while my eye has had me out of commission for almost a week?*Pats Sharoth's scaly back and welcomes him back*
Ugh. I got the flue. Including the muscle/joint pain.*Offers tissues, hot tea, a glass of Rum and a gift card of one session of join rubs + hugs*
Nice and busy body.
*Nods in agreement...probably for different reasons :p*
We don't have a proper holiday dance, do we? Halloween has the Monster Mash. I propose we get one in honor of Santa - North Pole dancing.*Imagines sexy elves grinding on candy canes*
...I could get behind that ^^'
...I found a support group for people with mental illness in town. I don't know why I didn't think of it earlier. When I lived in Jacksonville, before my divorce, I occasionally went to a few - they weren't super helpful in of themselves, but I made some nice friends who were, outside of the group situation, more helpful and supportive. There weren't any in the county I lived in after my divorce in South Florida, so it kind of slipped my mind up here.
I haven't made any friends since moving to Ohio, so I'm kind of hoping this kills two birds with one stone.
I had a major anxiety freak out/panic when I went over my finances today..the idea of seeing other people who might have ideas of where I can find work, or other help, is about the only thing that got me through
MMM Scotch scotch scotch.
Clocked in you know how this works.
I was so sad to see Mob Psycho 100's manga ended...
...and then so excited to see the Reigen spinoff...
...and then so disappointed that it only has five chapters so far.
THAT AND THE NEXT SEASON OF My Hero Academia!
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And here I am still waiting on the next season of one punch man... (heh actually I've watched a few sense but that's the big one.)
It did that thing where it reversed them again so imagine all might's post below mine.
I wonder if Gran is running around tonight.
Your getting the Big G whether you like it or not!
So do you ever have to explain the difference between suites and regular rooms to people? Is the biggest difference for you the presence of a couch?
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Your getting the Big G whether you like it or not!
So do you ever have to explain the difference between suites and regular rooms to people? Is the biggest difference for you the presence of a couch?
That must be a suite explanation.
And here I am still waiting on the next season of one punch man... (heh actually I've watched a few sense but that's the big one.)
It did that thing where it reversed them again so imagine all might's post below mine.
I'm looking forward to seeing that more than Christmas. OPM is my crack. Seen it about 7 times now. Read the manga. (They're blue balling us on issue 100 for months now) Even read the original webcomic recently. Love. So much love for OPM.
Mob was my substitute since ONE wrote that too. It's sweeter. The message is similar; power doesn't make you special, what's inside you does. But Mob isn't quite as godlike as Saitama (until he explodes), and Reigen is pretty funny with all his "special moves". Plus the relationship between Ritsu and Mob is sweet. They're great brothers. Plus Mob seems to share the Dragon Ball "every ally was once an enemy" theme.
Hey there VE. I hope that you are doing better today.
I will be so glad when my eye feels better. This infection is slowing the healing rate to a crawl. Normally it would have healed by now.
Hey there VE. I hope that you are doing better today.
I appreciate the sentiment Sharoth.
Less anxious but tired and not looking forward to how I'll feel tomorrow. Tonight was not "half a pill every other night to detox off my old meds" night. So crazy insomnia.
Like my body wants to drop but my head is buzzing.
Maybe I can puss out from sheer exhaustion soon. I laid down first four hours ago.
I will be so glad when my eye feels better. This infection is slowing the healing rate to a crawl. Normally it would have healed by now.
Feel better man. That sounds awful.
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Urk. I was in one of those parts that since it was a lot of GM description (since in my games, Perception and DDs are automated – you always take 10. Once your DD fails on first take 10, then you get to roll until you get it right/find alternative ways other then DD. So basically I was pushing Ironfang Invasion stuff with lotsa posts, and didn’t update my Strange Aeons game, which was doing a disfavour to the players. Also they were asking to watch an NPC sleep so…the NPC was asking them, are you REALLY sure you wanna watch me sleep?
How do you feel about people watching you sleep?
Same.
How do you feel about people watching you sleep?
Creeped the f~&~ out.
I wish it would stop trans-locating my posts.
I got it.
Mort does not care for your word games however.
I heard it has a really light taste. You have to really season it to get anywhere with it.
And yet at the same time can be hilarious. Humor is strange that way.
Eh' Duck season for sure doc.
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I will be so glad when my eye feels better. This infection is slowing the healing rate to a crawl. Normally it would have healed by now.Feel better man. That sounds awful.
Nah. It is just annoying and sometimes painful. It is just the joy of having pets and having pet allergies. No pets would mean no pets allergies, but I will not get rid of my pets so this will keep on happening. The trick is to try and keep up with the litter boxed and wash my hands after petting the brats. Unfortunately this is one of the top three worse of my eye allergy related issues.
I heard it has a really light taste. You have to really season it to get anywhere with it.Season the rabbit?
Elmer season!