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So long story but tell me if I am crazy. Lol

I have been playing a homebrew game for about 8-10 weeks now. During the adventure I requested a slave man from a vampire in order to save his life since I could not see him die. So now the GM runs that character along with the game. I have grown pretty attached to this man and swore to protect him while he was my slave. Then it looked like to world was going to end (still looking as such)... So I freed him since we were looking a certain death and I wanted him to die a free man and get to make his own choices without worrying about what I or anyone else thought. I would lie if I said that was easy since I had already grown attached. But he elected to stay with us thinking it would give him his best chance which made me happy. I swore again to protect him as well as I could. Well, tonight at our game. The cosmos were out to get us. The heavens split and water started pouring from the sky and then the city started to fall and it fell into something similar to an ocean so water was everywhere and we were all about to drown. I was not prepared for this. While trying to figure out how the heck my pet, him and myself were going to survive this (since we are in a sinking building.) He grabbed me and put a necklace on me that put an air bubble around me. I personal freaked out a bit. This character is normally fearful while we are in battle so being so brave facing death through me off. But never the less he didn't give me time to fight since as soon as he told me what he did, he opened a door and water started gushing it. Now I had to act. There were mermaids saving other who had fallen in to this ocean by putting this special slime on them that gave them gills. I swam there as fast as I could and brought one back to my pet and him. The mermaid saved my pet first. And sitting at the table I am freaking out that it is to late for John since he is already unconscious. I sat at the table really upset, almost in tears knowing the GM was going to say it was to late and that John was gone. The GM took his sweet time saying the gills are forming and then John started to breathe. That sentence threw my over the edge and I really did start crying. I was so relieved, Happy, scared, confused and so many other emotions that I just couldn't contain it any longer. I cried while they laughed for a good 5 minutes. (I was laughing too, trying to play it off and not cry since I know it is just a game) So I feel like this is a sign of a really good game or am I just crazy and getting to attached?