1. Self-preservation. Despite the society helping to free me from the Onyx Alliance's operation in shadow Absalom, they clearly aren't as deserving of my initial loyalty as I had assumed - a lesson I have learned the hard way. What sick individual would send me to the wedding of one of the Blakros clan, the very people that enslaved me and delivered me to the Onyx Alliance in the first place?
2. Spreading the word to all of my kind that the shadow plane is no safe haven, and we may be better off finding a permanent place within this world. There is terrible evil in the shadow plane that I only escaped by the grace of the Count. I would never willingly go back there and I would urge all wayangs to give up their hopes for returning.
3. My fellow Society adventurers. The venture captains seem all too removed from the harsh realities of what they send us to do on their behalf with little information and less preparation. The decemvirate may well all be mad; I grow increasingly distrustful of their motives. Torch is certainly a self-serving, power hungry wreck of a man, but perhaps the more mainstream shadow lodge was not as paranoid as many claim.
