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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

The only thing worse and more dangerous than me in pain, is me in pain with not enough sleep.

Just gotta get through today, then I gotta dope Henry up real good, cuz hed got the flu shot and he's been hurting too, and I want him to get some good rest.

Ugh....I feel nauseated now. I just want to sleep, why can't my body do that?


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Fair Warning: I am feeling really nervous about this next procedure, so my anxiety is at an all time high. That along with some other body issues, pain, and lack of sleep, have left me feeling very volatile.

So, I'm just letting you know I'm probably gonna be straight up Bit<#y for a while. At least until the majority of the pain from this next procedure wears off....if it ever does.

Mostly, I'm just tired and hurting, and I'm sick and tired of it.

Charla is supposed to be coming back tomorrow as well....so we'll see how things go.

Right now I'm just trying to take things one at a time, but I'm feeling totally drained in the process.

I'm so tired, I don't even really know what I'm trying to say.


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

WE ended up going to his mom's house again this afternoon, but this time, Henry held my driver door for me so it wouldn't come flying in on my back like it did the last week.

I thought we were just going over for tamales, but she had this whole dinner fixed up and kept trying to feed me till I felt sick. There was ice cream and boston cream cake...

She basically decided to do my birthday dinner early since I'm gonna be hurting too much after my procedure on Tuesday to do anything for my birthday on Wed.

We might have to wait a couple weeks, but we're probably gonna try out this Ramen House that opened up near us for my birthday. YUM!!

When we move, I'm gonna have to find all new places to eat at. :o(


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Anyways, she stuffed us so full, that even though I have to take meds at 9...I really don't think I'm gonna be able to eat anything with them. I'm pretty sure I still have plenty in my stomach from earlier. O.o


Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

Glad you enjoyed a good meal. Hope you get some rest tonight. In my way to work


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

It's storming now, so that depends on the dog I guess. I don't know, my head is pounding and I still have to take my other meds.

Charla did text me and Ms. Dorothy and let us know she would be there tomorrow.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Some grade A moron, was speeding up and down in our parking lot, squealing their tires in the rain like a total ja<kass. Why don't they go do that $hit on the freeway and die, but only themselves. All I know is if they had hit my car, they wouldn't haved to worry about anything ever again, because I'd kill them.

Also, there is just some types of candy that even I won't eat.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I've tried posting in Zahvroma, but I just can't think. I'll try tomorrow, I just haved too much on myh mind rightg nowd and I can't concentrate.


Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

It's okay. Just get some rest.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I'm tired....but I'm hurting and this crazy weather has my body in some kind of tizzy. I think I'm having hot flashes.....

I don't know, but between all the different things going on with my body, I just can't get comfortable.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I was afraid this might happen. It's why I took just the nerve pain medicine and not the muscle relaxer too.

I can't just stop taking the nerve pain medicine though cuz it could cause me to have a seizure since I used to have them before. Besides, the muscle relaxer doesn't work unless something is actually spasming.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Have yo go get my stupid license cuz it expires tomorrow.


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

So so sorry I didn't give an update earlier. It was just a lot to deal with.

Issues with a system update, and new anesthesia protocol caused HUGE delays, so...even though I got there at 9:20....I didn't even get taken back till like between 10-10:30, at which point they just did vitals and all that stuff, explained about what was going on and apologized for the wait.

You know what? I worked in healthcare for a super long time, I also had lots of surgeries, so I understood stuff like that, so I was like, "Sure, I get it."

So, then...I waited in a different room, but this one had soft comfy recliners in it, so I couldn't even be mad about it. Lol Then...it got to be 11...and a few minutes after 11 I went to the triage nurse who is brusque, but nice once you get past her gruff exterior, and calmly explained that I was hypoglycemic and had not eaten since 9 the previous evening." She said, "Ok, just let us know if you start feeling bad." I nodded and went back to my recliner.

11:freaking 30, they finally get me back to a bed, then have the audacity to try and rush me to change when I'm already hurting. Whatever. I get a guy doing my IV instead of one of my regular nurse lady, and he was pretty much an insensitive ass of man. I loved the fact that they actually got a real anesthesiologist there now though, cuz he listened to everything I had to say and gave me oxygen instead of that awful gas, which is what we pretty much decided must be causing it since I never had problems with sedation before, and the last time they used it I told him I could feel myself getting sick as I was going under...but I was too far gone to like stop them or anything.

I had a little melt down on the Surgery table and started hyperventilating and crying a little when I saw the instruments they were gonna use, but he was super soothing and was like, it's okay, you're okay, just take some deep breaths and try to breath through your nose, and I promise I'm going to make you as comfortable as I can real soon. I felt a hand okn my arm as I was crying, and asplologizing for crying one minute, and the next I was waking up in the recovery room.

So, in that overall regard, it went very well and when I woke up there was no sickies and I had a nurse by my side at all times. Big burly teddy bear of a guy with a big beard and long hair and made me think Nordic or Celtic warrior type, don't know why..just where my mind went, and then he kinda made me think of you Rysky. Don't know why, again, he just did.

The only time he left me was to get me ice, then apologized when it was the larger pieces instead of chips. I just smiled and crunched them up, and then he looked at me kinda funny. After watching me for a while, hed went to get Henry, and then we went home.
We didn't get there till like almost 1 I think, and then I literally had people call gv and texting to see if I was okay, since it took longer than anticipated.

Totally worth the wait, for not having the sickness with the pain, and they were nice and all....but I hope I never have to go through that crap again.

Silver Crusade

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Hehe yeah.

And *nods*


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Crap....I'm so so super sorry how long that got, and how long it took me to post it.

There is still pain, though I'm not sure what they did tyo stop it exactly, but they got the other side that was hurting so bad to stop. Maybe it was the nerve disruption...I don't know, but it stopped. Other things are still an issue and haven't stopped, but I'll ask the APNR about thatg when I see her on the 23rd of this month for my follow-up and this time I will get answers to my questions.

Sorry again, that's all I can say for now. I'm drained, and I kept dozing off while writing these last two posts, that's why it's all crazy like.

Love ya my Bro's, peace out. ✌

Damn I need sdleep.


Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

Glad to hear it went well overall. Get some rest.


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Okay, same goes for you at some point then.
;P

Love you.

Silver Crusade

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Ye!

I too shall go to sleep... eventually (still adjusting to new schedule).


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I know how you feel. I've had insomnia pretty much my whole life.

My mother used to say that if I could have gone to school from late morning to early evening when I was a kid, that I probably would have done much better overall, even with all my problems.

*rolls eyes*

Silver Crusade

Feh.

*hugs*


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I know right? Anyways, I'm out forf reals now.

I cantg hit thed rightg stupidc keysx on this stupid phoned to save my damn life right now.


Male Dhampir Investigator (Psychic Detective) 12/Archmage 3 /\/\ Init: +6 | HP: 76/76 | AC: 21 | FF: 17 | Tch: 17 | Fort: +6 | Ref: +13 | Will: +12 | +2 vs Disease / Mind-Affecting, +4 Ref vs Traps, +4 vs Psychic Spells / SLA | Perc: +17 (+6 vs Traps)

I think after Blackcrown is done I'm going to retire Drago. I feel like his story has been completed with the advent Chalandra's exit.

Thoughts?


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Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

Happy Birthday Karen!!¡


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Male Dhampir Investigator (Psychic Detective) 12/Archmage 3 /\/\ Init: +6 | HP: 76/76 | AC: 21 | FF: 17 | Tch: 17 | Fort: +6 | Ref: +13 | Will: +12 | +2 vs Disease / Mind-Affecting, +4 Ref vs Traps, +4 vs Psychic Spells / SLA | Perc: +17 (+6 vs Traps)

Yes, Happy Birthday!!

Silver Crusade

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Yay! Happy birthday!


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@ Drago: If you feel Drago's finished his journey, so to speak, then you should retire him. It would make sense at this point since Chalandra's gone and he's going to be a daddy.


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Male Dhampir Investigator (Psychic Detective) 12/Archmage 3 /\/\ Init: +6 | HP: 76/76 | AC: 21 | FF: 17 | Tch: 17 | Fort: +6 | Ref: +13 | Will: +12 | +2 vs Disease / Mind-Affecting, +4 Ref vs Traps, +4 vs Psychic Spells / SLA | Perc: +17 (+6 vs Traps)

That was my thinking. Now, the retirement is definitely going to have to wait until Blackcrown is dealt with. No way am I letting Toni handle this by herself.


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Tiefling Spirit Ranger 14, Trickster Tier 4
Stats:
Init: +11* | HP: 170/170 | AC: 21 | FF: 16 | Fort: +13 | Ref: +15 | Will: +11 | Perception: +20* | Surge 11/11 | Spirit Bond 3/3

Happy Birthday!


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Thank you everyone! It sure has been a crazy day, and I'm so tired, but the pain is still pretty bad and I can barely move without it shooting up through me, and I'm cramping again on top of it. :(

My bday at work was great though. The girls surprised me sorta with a party. I had my suspicions on Monday, but like, they met me at the door and when I walked inside...they had decorated everything, and had presents waiting for me, plus cake and iced cream.


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I love you all very much, even if I don't always know how to express it very well.

You've all been there through my best, and my worst moments and I am so grateful for each and everyone of you.

Just felt the need to say that, while I was still coherent enough to do so.

Silver Crusade

*hugs*


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Just took a couple of maximum midol. Going to try and give it about 30 minutes before I lay down.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Though I might not make it that long.


Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

Insanely busy night. Will try to get on at some point.

Silver Crusade

Take care.

About to fall asleep.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Trying to keep myself awake.


Male Dhampir Investigator (Psychic Detective) 12/Archmage 3 /\/\ Init: +6 | HP: 76/76 | AC: 21 | FF: 17 | Tch: 17 | Fort: +6 | Ref: +13 | Will: +12 | +2 vs Disease / Mind-Affecting, +4 Ref vs Traps, +4 vs Psychic Spells / SLA | Perc: +17 (+6 vs Traps)

The question is: What to do after retirement?

Make another character?


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Hurting pretty bad tonight.


I'm not sure about another character. I guess it depends on where things are at by the time Blackcrown is resolved.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I'm hurting, cramping, and feeling sick all at the same time. I'm really glad I don't have to work today.

I'm getting so sick of feeling like this.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I really....really.....really HATE my freaking body. Not like because of how it looks so much....but just because it's hurting all thed time, and I'm feeling frustrated and betrayed by it.

I'm just hoping that these other issues I'm having....that they can wait till I go for my follow-up appointment, cuz I really can't afford to take extra time off work for more doctors to freaking experiment on me.

I just hate all of it.


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I'm so so sorry, I'm just not feeling good, we've been dealing with lots of stuff today, and my brain feels like it just wants to shutg off.

I promise I try to post tomorrow after sleep...or somethinf. I don't know.


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Female Human (Anizari) Female Human (Anizari) Magus (Bladebound) 14 : Mythic tier 4th (Champion ); HP: 160/160; AC:34 FF:30, T:15; Init:+5, Fort: +12, Ref: +6, Will: +10; Perception:+4(+6)

Just take care of yourself. That's way more important

Silver Crusade

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Ye


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

I know, I sorry, and I trying....but, this has just not been a great weekend for me.

Crazy weather has had me using both the heat, as well as the AC in the apartment...so that's probably partly to blame. Just having extra pain issues, and hust...I don't know, trouble eating. Like, I think I'm hungry...but feel sick almost as soon as I try to eat stuff? That kind of thing.

Had to deal with grocery stuff today after seeing his mom for a bit...I don't know if it was the lights, the noise, all the people...but I just started feeling worse in the store.

Ate a little at his mom's, and she sent me home with some B12, iron, and vitamin C...so, hopefully...that will help a little with the other issues I'm having until I can see the APRN during my follow up appointment. My mother is freaking out though, and wants me to call a Dr sooner....but I just can't take extra time off right now to go Dr. hopping.

I don't know much of anything beyond the fact that I just feel like crap, I'm feeling overwhelmed by just....everything, and it is just taking everything I got to just keep going...like in a general sense. Like as in doing more than just laying around the house, or going for short walks which leave me feeling drained and exhausted.

I'm just...I'm really feeling icky lately, and not at all anywhere near whatever "normal" is for me.

And I know I don't really need to explain anything, but I kinda feel like I do.

I hate that my body is acting like such garbage right now, and it really pisses me off that I have zero control over what it's doing to me right now. At least, that's how it feels to me.

Okay, shutting up now.

Silver Crusade

{hugs}


Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Okay okay, I got it.

I only get one stupid body....for now. I will try not to let it completely fall apart, but I'm afraid it has one hell of a head start on me.

Also my fault for ignoring crap for too long, so...yeah, all my fault.

*sigh....deep breath*

Okay, now I be quiet. :/


Male Dhampir Investigator (Psychic Detective) 12/Archmage 3 /\/\ Init: +6 | HP: 76/76 | AC: 21 | FF: 17 | Tch: 17 | Fort: +6 | Ref: +13 | Will: +12 | +2 vs Disease / Mind-Affecting, +4 Ref vs Traps, +4 vs Psychic Spells / SLA | Perc: +17 (+6 vs Traps)

I'd like to apologize for my lack of posting as of late. Been having a difficult time focusing on RP. This is turning into a difficult month for me. I keep finding myself thinking about my Dad on a more regular basis lately. October is a favored month in our family, especially for him.


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Female Aasimar Warpriest 12; Mythic tier 3rd (Marshal); HP: 102/102; AC: 25(28), FF: 19, T: 14; Init: +5, Fort: +12, Ref: +7, Will: +15; Perception: +9

Oh Nick....

((HUGS YOU REAL TIGHT))

You never have to apologize to us for missing your Dad. It's okay, to not be okay. Just know we're here for you.

Side note:We were approved today for 105,000 through our bank and were given down payment assistance.

I'm excited, but I think I might bed sick.


Like Karen said, it's perfectly fine to take time for yourself.

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