paizo.com Recent Posts by Phaezerielpaizo.com Recent Posts by Phaezeriel2013-02-19T04:35:59Z2013-02-19T04:35:59ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1079#539032018-10-03T03:38:28Z2018-10-02T22:05:51Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">lynora wrote:</div><blockquote> <div class="messageboard-quotee">Phaezeriel wrote:</div><blockquote> how long has it been since I went into a cocoon to try and restrain the demon within? </blockquote>About a day I think. Things slowed down a lot and we haven't gotten that far really.... </blockquote><p>There are a few days still until the cocoon opens. So like .. probably three or four more years....
<p>;)</p>lynora wrote:Phaezeriel wrote: how long has it been since I went into a cocoon to try and restrain the demon within?
About a day I think. Things slowed down a lot and we haven't gotten that far really.... There are a few days still until the cocoon opens. So like .. probably three or four more years.... ;)Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2018-10-02T22:05:51ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1078#539002018-10-02T20:41:29Z2018-10-02T20:41:29Z<p>how long has it been since I went into a cocoon to try and restrain the demon within?</p>how long has it been since I went into a cocoon to try and restrain the demon within?Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2018-10-02T20:41:29ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1532#765672017-04-12T15:06:06Z2017-04-12T15:06:06Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote>"I'm not sure if this is a sign that he's finishing his transformation or it's just another stage. But I'll be sure to keep you informed when we have any new information. You can call me if there's any kind of problem. Until Phaeze is back I'm running this show all on my own," <i>she added with a slight grimace.</i> </blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>I am not doing it on purpose, I promise! You can blame the demon in Ginni for the demonic surge that started the whole thing..</span>Nala Zamarosok wrote:"I'm not sure if this is a sign that he's finishing his transformation or it's just another stage. But I'll be sure to keep you informed when we have any new information. You can call me if there's any kind of problem. Until Phaeze is back I'm running this show all on my own," she added with a slight grimace.
I am not doing it on purpose, I promise! You can blame the demon in Ginni for the demonic surge that started the whole thing..Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2017-04-12T15:06:06ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1519#759462016-12-08T14:38:38Z2016-12-08T14:38:38Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote><p> Ace lets the matter drop without another word. He knew better than to try and argue with Ginni on this. He <i>might</i> take it up with Michael privately, but only if the half-elf also wanted answers. </p>
<p>Instead, he asks <b>"Ginni, if Phaez doesn't come out of that cocoon any time soon, does that mean you'll be stuck here waiting for him?"</b> </p>
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>That's an OOC question too, Lyn. MisterLurch sorta popped in, but never moved the scene with Phaez, so I'm curious what might happen if he stays MIA for the time being.</span> </blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>I am planning to leave Phaezeriel in the cocoon for several days of game time. The change he is undergoing is quite a bit more substantial than it was last time.</span>"Ace" wrote:Ace lets the matter drop without another word. He knew better than to try and argue with Ginni on this. He might take it up with Michael privately, but only if the half-elf also wanted answers.
Instead, he asks "Ginni, if Phaez doesn't come out of that cocoon any time soon, does that mean you'll be stuck here waiting for him?"
That's an OOC question too, Lyn. MisterLurch sorta popped in, but never moved the scene with Phaez, so I'm curious what might happen if he stays MIA for...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-12-08T14:38:38ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1052#525942016-11-09T00:30:16Z2016-11-09T00:30:16Z<p>I YET LIVE!</p>I YET LIVE!Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-11-09T00:30:16ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1506#752682016-09-01T22:50:07Z2016-09-01T22:50:07Z<p><b>Medical Scans</b></p>
<p>The medical scanner show what is happening inside the chrysalis. Phaezeriel's body is undergoing a substantial change; he is growing in height and mass by at least double, his facial structure is changing and becoming less bestial, and his abdominal skeletal and muscular structure is changing to accommodate a new pair of limbs.</p>
<p>The nano-monitors show that he is in some small amount of physical distress, but it is not life-threatening. </p>
<p><b>Magical Scans</b></p>
<p>The Null-Psi shell around Phaezeriel's chryaslis must be very specific, as certain magics are still able to penetrate it; specifically, those that are tied to the anti-demon wards of the school. Those wards are detecting a non-authorized demonic energy source in the isolation room where he is.</p>
<p><b>Physical Senses</b></p>
<p>The chrysalis around Phaezeriel is hard, like a shell, and dry. Occasionally, small sounds can be heard from inside as if something has scraped against it.</p>Medical Scans
The medical scanner show what is happening inside the chrysalis. Phaezeriel's body is undergoing a substantial change; he is growing in height and mass by at least double, his facial structure is changing and becoming less bestial, and his abdominal skeletal and muscular structure is changing to accommodate a new pair of limbs.
The nano-monitors show that he is in some small amount of physical distress, but it is not life-threatening.
Magical Scans
The Null-Psi shell around...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-09-01T22:50:07ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1504#751982016-08-25T05:48:02Z2016-08-25T05:48:02Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ryleh wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>She turned her attention to Vai.</i> "You told me that it was Ginni's transformation that triggered this change for Phaezeriel? Is he still connected to her mentally? I'm not sure that's healthy for either of them right now, but I also don't think we dare upset what must be a delicate balance," <i>she said thoughtfully.</i>
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"I don't know for sure, but I think so," <i>Vai said, biting her lip.</i></blockquote><p>As a powerful psychic, and knowing Phaezeriel to also be one, Ryleh is somewhat surprised to find that the area occupied by the smooth shell of the chrysalis is utterly impenetrable to any psychic senses.
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>The skin of the chrysalis forms a null-psionic field within it. It is not, however, proof against magic or technological senses or interventions. Not sure how the null-psi field will affect the link to Ginni, but he was not actively in her mind when it happened.</span></p>Ryleh wrote:She turned her attention to Vai. "You told me that it was Ginni's transformation that triggered this change for Phaezeriel? Is he still connected to her mentally? I'm not sure that's healthy for either of them right now, but I also don't think we dare upset what must be a delicate balance," she said thoughtfully.
"I don't know for sure, but I think so," Vai said, biting her lip.
As a powerful psychic, and knowing Phaezeriel to also be one, Ryleh is somewhat surprised to find...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-25T05:48:02ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1503#751462016-08-19T17:09:58Z2016-08-19T17:09:58Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">narrator wrote:</div><blockquote>"Ummm...okay. I...uhhh...I was in the nursery just now. The eggs have been singing. Well, I mean, obviously not real singing. They can't sing. They're eggs. But they replay all the songs we've played for them in their minds and sort of share them around among each other. They were singing one that you taught them last week. It...to be honest it was a really, really annoying song and their parents are probably not going to thank you for that one, but the babies really love it," <i>Vai babbled on about the very first details that came to mind. Nothing like being commanded to talk to someone to make your mind go totally and completely blank.</i></blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Autohypnosis: <span class="messageboard-dice">1d20 + 24 ⇒ (14) + 24 = 38</span>.</span>
<p>At the reminder of the dragon eggs, Phaezeriel's eyes flare a brighter red. But the sound of Vai's voice, and the memories her words evoke go to great lengths to calm his mind. As she talks, he seems to bring more of his inner self under control. Some of the red leeches out of his eyes, silver flowing in to replace it, and his breathing slows though it remains labored.</p>
<p>His body, on the other hand, continues to pulsate, stretch, and deform. His arms, legs, and wings deflate like empty balloons. The skin over the rest of his body continues to writhe and swell, and it stretches to nearly seven feet in length.</p>
<p>Phaezeriel is able to communicate a few times, and Vai learns that the Demon side of Ginni roused his Demonic impulses until they were the only thing driving him. She also learns that Demon-Ginni also triggered another physical change. Shortly after that, the swelling of his body absorbs his head and the skin hardens into a thick chitinous membrane, and all communication from him ceases.</p>narrator wrote:"Ummm...okay. I...uhhh...I was in the nursery just now. The eggs have been singing. Well, I mean, obviously not real singing. They can't sing. They're eggs. But they replay all the songs we've played for them in their minds and sort of share them around among each other. They were singing one that you taught them last week. It...to be honest it was a really, really annoying song and their parents are probably not going to thank you for that one, but the babies really love it,"...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-19T17:09:58ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1503#751212016-08-18T05:40:13Z2016-08-18T05:40:13Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">narrator wrote:</div><blockquote><p> <i>Vai had been enjoying the peace and quiet in the hatchery when her mom had sent her an urgent message. She reflexively touched her hand to the necklace that hung at her throat right before she teleported to a spot right next to Phaezeriel.</i>
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"What is it?" <i>she asked, concerned.</i> "What's wrong, Phaeze?" </blockquote><p><b>In Ginni's Mind</b>
<p>Phaezeriel opens their hundred eyes, fixing their glowing red stare on Ace. A frown creases Phazeriel's brows, and he looks back over their shoulders at the pillar behind them. A silver pulse travels slowly down the pillar, bright as the moon in its contrast to the dark pulses of power. It is slower than the dark pulses of power, and several of them flow down the pillar right through it, neither affected by the other. One of Phaezeriel turns its face back to Ace, and there is a tiny bit of silver seeping back into his eyes, just at the edges. <b>::My meddling self has terrible timing...::</b> There is an abrupt inrushing of air as all of Phaezeriel simply winks out of existence, his mind returning to his own body.</p>
<p><b>Isolation Room</b></p>
<p>Phaezeriel looks a right mess. He is bigger than he was before, his skin is swollen and pulsating with a slow rhythm, there are odd bulges in seemingly random places on his body, and the whole mass seems to be gathering a darkness around it. Vai cannot remember Phaezeriel looking this hideous .. pretty much ever.</p>
<p>His eyes crack open, and the malignant red light that floods forth is shocking by its abrupt contrast to the expected silver glow. His eyes fix on Vai, and his tumescent arms twitch slightly, his wings rustle limply. His eyes lock onto Vai and a shudder runs through him. A thread of silver seeps into his eyes, swirling with the red as he shudders once more.</p>
<p>He reaches out to Vai with his thoughts, but is unable to communicate coherently. She can sense the immense strain within him, which tells her the root of the problem. Somehow the demonic nature within him, normally well controlled, has slipped its leash and is running the show. He is not sure what is happening to him physically, but he is more concerned with the integrity of his mind.</p>
<p>Her presence there is enough to remind him why he should fight to gain control again. Finally his thoughts come clear for just a moment before the chaos of a mind and body running amok overwhelms them once more, <b>::Talk .. To .. Me .. Anything.::</b></p>narrator wrote:Vai had been enjoying the peace and quiet in the hatchery when her mom had sent her an urgent message. She reflexively touched her hand to the necklace that hung at her throat right before she teleported to a spot right next to Phaezeriel.
"What is it?" she asked, concerned. "What's wrong, Phaeze?"
In Ginni's Mind Phaezeriel opens their hundred eyes, fixing their glowing red stare on Ace. A frown creases Phazeriel's brows, and he looks back over their shoulders at the pillar...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-18T05:40:13ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1502#750982016-08-16T04:40:00Z2016-08-16T04:40:00Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p>Will save: 1d20 + 13 + 4 ⇒ (19) + 13 + 4 = 36</p>
<p>Demon-Ginni blinks away across the landscape, desperately trying to escape. This was not how she planned for things to go. Well, I mean, you can't argue with success. Except when it's trying to devour you. No, you can't argue with it then either. Run, yes. Argue, no.
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Demon-Ginni in the maze: 1d20 + 2 ⇒ (19) + 2 = 21
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And in a massive case of worst timing ever, demon-Ginni # 1 finally finds her way out of the maze.</p>
<p>Actual Ginni:
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Ginni stands up, looking panicked as she is no longer feeling reassurance from Phaezeriel. He seems more dangerous right now than her demon half. She doesn't know exactly what her demonic counterpart did to him, but she is sure that it was very, very bad. She needed help, and there was only one person she could get help from right now. Melody was still much too far away.
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Ginni blinks and reappears at Ace's pillar. She puts her hands on it and doesn't so much call as drag him here into her mental landscape.
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Hope you were sitting down because wherever you were, you just slumped over unconscious.
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He sees three succubus-Ginni's when he arrives. One is flying towards them. One is flying as far away as she possibly can. And one is grabbing his arm.
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::Ace, demon-me did something bad to Phaezeriel. I don't know what it is, but he isn't safe anymore. He isn't safe. Please, you need to keep him away from me. All of me. Even the evil bits who won't stop causing trouble. Please.::</blockquote><p><b>In the Isolation room...</b>
<p>Phaezeriel's eyes pop open, almost comically wide, and a look of disbelief tinged with horror spreads over his face, <b>::No! No no no no no...not now!::</b> Red begins to slowly seep into his eyes from the edges. He turns to Tamina, and his thoughts are nearly panicked and turning more hostile by the word, <b>::Tamina, Run! Get Vai! Go! Now!::</b></p>
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>I don't wanna be a bad guy! <span class="messageboard-dice">1d20 + 20 ⇒ (5) + 20 = 25</span>.</span>
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<span class=messageboard-ooc>Oh. Well then.</span></p>
<p><b>The Collective...</b></p>
<p>Just before he is pulled into Ginni's mind, Ace can feel the collective shift. It is as if the friendly and compassionate mind that was the force behind the collective had turned dark and sadistic. It was trying to figure out how to change the collective so that it could strike at Ace directly. And Ace is certain that it is only a matter of time before it succeeds. And then it is gone. The collective simply disappears.</p>
<p><b>In Ginni's Mind</b></p>
<p>Phaezeriel shudders as the Demon-Ginni breaks free from his mental grip. He acts like someone who has been asleep for a long time and is just starting to become comfortable moving his body again. He takes a deep breath, and when he opens his eyes, the red glow bursts forth twice as bright. And suddenly Ace is in front of him...</p>
<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote><p>He then mimics Ginni, and blinks to Phaez, interposing himself between the quasit and his prey.</p>
<p><b>"Phaez, easy buddy, calm down. This isn't you, not anymore. You've conquered that aspect of yourself, and right now, Ginni needs you to help her do the same."</b> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel looks at Ace, and his thoughts are wrong. Wrong like the scent of meat that has just turned rancid, like the taste of spoiled milk in your mouth when you expected a delicious drink, <b>::I cannot say I am surprised to see you in here, Ace. It was a good move on her part. But her Demon was too clever for its own good, waking me; I am hungry.::</b> Another Phaezeriel appears beside the first. Then two more beside them. Then four. In two blinks of an eye there are dozens of him. The webwork pillar behind them begins to pulse with a dark energy to be echoed utterly at random by each of the Phaezeriels before Ace and each one folds its arms over its chest, smirking.
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>A way back? <span class="messageboard-dice">1d20 + 20 ⇒ (18) + 20 = 38</span>.</span></p>
<p>There is a brief flash of silver from the eyes of the first Phaezeriel and a flash of horror on his face before the red returns and the cruel smile returns.</p>Ginni wrote:Will save: 1d20 + 13 + 4 ⇒ (19) + 13 + 4 = 36
Demon-Ginni blinks away across the landscape, desperately trying to escape. This was not how she planned for things to go. Well, I mean, you can't argue with success. Except when it's trying to devour you. No, you can't argue with it then either. Run, yes. Argue, no.
Demon-Ginni in the maze: 1d20 + 2 ⇒ (19) + 2 = 21
And in a massive case of worst timing ever, demon-Ginni # 1 finally finds her way out of the maze.
Actual Ginni:
Ginni...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-16T04:40:00ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1039#519262016-08-15T22:18:50Z2016-08-15T22:18:50Z<p>So work got out of hand. No Phaezeriel post till later tonight...sorry.</p>So work got out of hand. No Phaezeriel post till later tonight...sorry.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-15T22:18:50ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1039#519252016-08-15T21:41:29Z2016-08-15T21:41:29Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">lynora wrote:</div><blockquote> Waiting on an answer to a question before I put up the next Ginni post. But I realized I forgot to ask a couple of other relevant questions. Would Tami see any visible change in Phaeze? How would Ace be effected being connected to Phaeze's secondary mind? </blockquote><p>So, Tami will most definitely see a physical change in Phaezeriel, and it will affect Ace in an indirect manner. I will include those things in my next post, which will go up directly...lynora wrote:Waiting on an answer to a question before I put up the next Ginni post. But I realized I forgot to ask a couple of other relevant questions. Would Tami see any visible change in Phaeze? How would Ace be effected being connected to Phaeze's secondary mind?
So, Tami will most definitely see a physical change in Phaezeriel, and it will affect Ace in an indirect manner. I will include those things in my next post, which will go up directly...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-15T21:41:29ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1502#750512016-08-14T15:33:44Z2016-08-14T15:33:44Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> <span class=messageboard-ooc>Phaez, can Ace hear this?</span> </blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>No, Only Demon-Ginni #3 can hear it.</span>"Ace" wrote:Phaez, can Ace hear this?
No, Only Demon-Ginni #3 can hear it.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-14T15:33:44ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1501#750492016-08-14T15:06:49Z2016-08-14T15:06:49Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p> <span class=messageboard-ooc>Demon-Ginni 1 in the maze:</span> 1d20+2
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<span class=messageboard-ooc>Oh, so close, but nope, still lost.</span></p>
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Demon-Ginni 2 in a cat fight with real Ginni:</span>
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<i>Ginni still didn't know what lie this version of her embodied, but as they fought she kept getting flashes. Over and over, different people telling her that she could never be good because she was part demon or making comments like blood will tell. All the families that didn't want to adopt her because of what she was.</i>
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<i>She grunted as she got an elbow to the face. "I am not my parents. I am responsible for me. I don't have to be evil because they were, and anyone who says differently is just showing off their own small-mindedness and insecurity," she growled as she tackled the demon-her to the ground, only to fall flat on her face as the demon vanished into silver mist. Well. That worked better than expected.</i></p>
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Demon-Ginni 3 making trouble:</span>
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<i>While Phaezeriel's attention was distracted by the fight between Ginni and her demonic counterpart, this one teleported just behind him, laying her hand on the latticed pillar that connected him to Ginni's mind. Not trying to take control, just trying to stimulate as many demonic impulses as possible. "You need to stop being so helpful."</i></blockquote><p>Phaezeriel did not see this coming. He was not mentally prepared for someone else to awaken the demonic urges inside him, and in that moment, he loses himself. Glowing red swirls into the silver of his eyes until there is no silver remaining. He looks at demon-Ginni #3 with calculating interest.
<p>His mind closes down around this fragment of the demon-in-Ginni, trying to lock her mental processes away, to leave her dazed and unable to act. He stalks toward her, his thoughts for her alone and dripping with menace and a rather unwholesome desire, <b>::You are an entirely mental construct aren't you? You are mental power made manifest. And yet you are not the full power of the demon inside Ginni, you are just a small fragment of her.::</b> His eyes spark with a lust that has nothing to do with flesh, <b>::I will consume you. I will become more powerful. Why should all of that power go to her?::</b></p>
<p>Demon-Ginni #3 can feel the powerful pull of Phaezeriel's mind as he tries to absorb the mental energy that gives her form.</p>Ginni wrote:Demon-Ginni 1 in the maze: 1d20+2
Oh, so close, but nope, still lost.Demon-Ginni 2 in a cat fight with real Ginni:
Ginni still didn't know what lie this version of her embodied, but as they fought she kept getting flashes. Over and over, different people telling her that she could never be good because she was part demon or making comments like blood will tell. All the families that didn't want to adopt her because of what she was.
She grunted as she got an elbow to the face. "I...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-14T15:06:49ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1500#749642016-08-10T15:35:57Z2016-08-10T15:35:57Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> Ace smiles wide at Phaez saying how much Ginni cares about him. ::<i>"I'm still willing to help, however you decide is best. You mentioned forming a link tween us via your other mind. Is that still an option?"</i>:: Phaez can easily sense how much Ace wants to help his girlfriend, along with the frustration of not being able to do too much. </blockquote><p><b>::Of course.::</b> Ace feels Phaezeriel's mind creating a collective and allowing a place for him in it. Once the collective is formed, Ace can sense Phaezeriel's mind, and the impression of a larger, more powerful mind looming just out of sight behind Phaezeriel. <b>::I am helping Ginni to remain strong while she fights, and interfering just enough to help her succeed. <i>She</i> has to win, though. With you here, I can share your strength with her should it become necessary.::</b> His thoughts turn wry, <b>::Though I know you will stay close, there is no need with the collective in place. What I will insist on, is that you take care of yourself. Keeping your strength up by eating or sleeping will actually help Ginni.::</b>
<p>[Spoiler omitted]</p>"Ace" wrote:Ace smiles wide at Phaez saying how much Ginni cares about him. ::"I'm still willing to help, however you decide is best. You mentioned forming a link tween us via your other mind. Is that still an option?":: Phaez can easily sense how much Ace wants to help his girlfriend, along with the frustration of not being able to do too much.
::Of course.:: Ace feels Phaezeriel's mind creating a collective and allowing a place for him in it. Once the collective is formed, Ace can sense...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-10T15:35:57ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1500#749612016-08-10T06:22:03Z2016-08-10T06:22:03Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> After suffering some sort of psychic attack, Ace queries Phaez ::<i>"Just got attacked, mentally, I think. Is everything OK? Should I send my psyche in there as well and help Ginni?"</i>:: </blockquote><p><b>::She is fighting with the demon inside herself. The demon just tried to play with you to get at Ginni.::</b> His thoughts convey amusement at folly, and a certain respect, <b>::Ginni, uh, <i>dealt</i> with the demon. She cares for you a great deal, Ace.::</b>
<p>There is a sense of hesitation, <b>::I do not think it would be a good idea for anyone that has one of these solid as stone connections to Ginni to be present for this fight; that would expose you to a much more direct influence by a creature whose entire purpose to exist is to manipulate and control others. If that assessment changes you will be the first to know.::</b></p>"Ace" wrote:After suffering some sort of psychic attack, Ace queries Phaez ::"Just got attacked, mentally, I think. Is everything OK? Should I send my psyche in there as well and help Ginni?"::
::She is fighting with the demon inside herself. The demon just tried to play with you to get at Ginni.:: His thoughts convey amusement at folly, and a certain respect, ::Ginni, uh, dealt with the demon. She cares for you a great deal, Ace.:: There is a sense of hesitation, ::I do not think it would...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-10T06:22:03ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1499#749272016-08-06T00:11:03Z2016-08-06T00:11:03Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>"Okay," Ginni said, backing away from the two demons in front of her in the direction that was no longer protected as the third demon was carefully avoiding her touch. "So we're not just fighting with words now. And I can't deal with any one of you until I deal with all of you. And you're all made from lies I believe or doubts I'm hanging on to. I don't suppose you'd care to give me any hints?"</i></p>
<p><i>Demon-Ginni laughed in unison. "Oh, I don't think so. I think we're just going to tear you apart and take what we want," she taunted, lunging at Ginni who scrambled back.</i></p>
<p><i>Meanwhile the third demon-Ginni who had been defeated but not absorbed flew across the landscape of Ginni's mind, heading straight for the pillars.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel shakes his head slightly in denial, gestures with a hand, and all the Ginnis hear his thought, <b><i>::Lost.::</i></b> The one running toward the pillars disappears.
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Using a psionic version of <a href="http://www.d20pfsrd.com/magic/all-spells/m/maze" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"><i>Maze</i></a>.</span></p>Ginni wrote:"Okay," Ginni said, backing away from the two demons in front of her in the direction that was no longer protected as the third demon was carefully avoiding her touch. "So we're not just fighting with words now. And I can't deal with any one of you until I deal with all of you. And you're all made from lies I believe or doubts I'm hanging on to. I don't suppose you'd care to give me any hints?"
Demon-Ginni laughed in unison. "Oh, I don't think so. I think we're just going to tear...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-06T00:11:03ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1499#749122016-08-05T05:28:08Z2016-08-05T05:28:08Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><i>"I don't want to be nothing," Ginni whispered. "Even if it hurts, I still want to exist. I won't give up. I won't." She tried to reach out and grab the demon-her who had spoken, like she had done before, but this one jumped back out of her reach, while the other two took swipes at her. She shrieked as much in surprise as in pain as their nails hurt her.</i></blockquote><p>As soon as Ginni is hurt, the psychic wounds simply vanish. Phaezeriel's psychic healing flows into her through his hand on the pillar behind him. Along with it comes a wordless reminder not to underestimate the demon.Ginni wrote:"I don't want to be nothing," Ginni whispered. "Even if it hurts, I still want to exist. I won't give up. I won't." She tried to reach out and grab the demon-her who had spoken, like she had done before, but this one jumped back out of her reach, while the other two took swipes at her. She shrieked as much in surprise as in pain as their nails hurt her.
As soon as Ginni is hurt, the psychic wounds simply vanish. Phaezeriel's psychic healing flows into her through his hand on the...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-05T05:28:08ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1498#748642016-08-02T19:04:02Z2016-08-02T19:04:02Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>This reminder seems to steady Ginni. She looks around as if she were searching for something, and then shrugs and crouches down, setting her hands on the ground in front of her. She gasps in surprise as she is suddenly surrounded by silver mist. Thinking about what Phaezeriel said, she concentrates on drawing this mist inside of herself. More and more of it flows into her.</i></p>
<p><i>Unfortunately, she was so distracted by this process, that she didn't notice right away that the barrier separating her from the remaining red mist was breaking. She backed up as soon as she felt the rumble of it as the red mist rolled through. She tried to retreat, but couldn't find a safe place to run. She was surrounded by three different versions of Demon-Ginni.</i></p>
<p><i>"Why are you fighting this so hard?" The first one asked. "All of those emotions, but is it actually worth it? I mean, sure, you feel attached to these people, but really, when it's all said and done, why bother? They all leave in the end. Because they should, because they die, because they just don't care as much as you do. You always end up alone. They break your heart. Over and over and over. Why not just let go? Stop fighting so hard. Embrace nothingness. All that you'll find here is pain."</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel's strength floods down the connection to Ginni, <b>::There is pain, yes. And that is just as much a part of being alive as love. Sadness and joy. Courage and fear. To all things there is its opposite. That an emotion is unpleasant does not make it something to avoid, for without sadness, there would be no joy. Without fear there would be no courage. Without pain, there is no love. In nothingness you are nothing.::</b>Ginni wrote:This reminder seems to steady Ginni. She looks around as if she were searching for something, and then shrugs and crouches down, setting her hands on the ground in front of her. She gasps in surprise as she is suddenly surrounded by silver mist. Thinking about what Phaezeriel said, she concentrates on drawing this mist inside of herself. More and more of it flows into her.
Unfortunately, she was so distracted by this process, that she didn't notice right away that the barrier...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-02T19:04:02ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post Discussion: Tales of Agartha: The Avalon Chronicles Discussion ThreadPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/discussion&page=1035#517162016-08-02T20:44:09Z2016-08-02T18:59:55Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">lynora wrote:</div><blockquote> <div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote><p> I have no idea if Ace would be 'immune to the influence of a greater succubus' or not.</p>
<p>I think so? He's immune to charms and compulsions and I don't think she'll be able to sway him with just words. </blockquote>Well, he was. But the connection with Ginni's mind means he's not immune to her. I believe I told you that would be the case when he did it. </blockquote><p>And the Demon in Ginni's mind .. well .. okay, fine, the <i>other</i> Demon in Ginni's mind <i>is</i> Ginni.lynora wrote:"Ace" wrote:I have no idea if Ace would be 'immune to the influence of a greater succubus' or not.
I think so? He's immune to charms and compulsions and I don't think she'll be able to sway him with just words.
Well, he was. But the connection with Ginni's mind means he's not immune to her. I believe I told you that would be the case when he did it. And the Demon in Ginni's mind .. well .. okay, fine, the other Demon in Ginni's mind is Ginni.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-02T18:59:55ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1498#748572016-08-02T14:13:04Z2016-08-02T14:13:04Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>The other pillars that he has seen here are all solid, as if they were made of stone. But when he looks behind himself to see what was there, the pillar behind him looks like it was woven together from many knotted strands. Almost like a spiderweb. It looked delicate compared to the others, but might actually be more difficult to cut.</p>
<p>Before Ginni can respond to any of his encouragement, another demon version of herself has coalesced outside of the wall. Time for round two. "Thank you," Ginni said to Phaezeriel before walking out to meet her evil half again.</p>
<p>The demon-Ginni smirked at her as she approached. "Oh, here she is, little miss pure and innocent," she taunted. "Except you're not really, are you? Blame it on the virus all you want, but I'm you. I know the truth. You enjoyed kissing all those boys and sucking the souls right out of them."
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Ginni sighed. She'd been expecting this one. Apparently the warm-ups were over. "Okay, no, I did not enjoy sucking out their souls, nor did I enjoy being made to vomit them back up, and that vampire virus seriously sucked. Pun intended. But, yes, I enjoyed kissing all those people. Quite certain not all of them were boys. You're a succubus, don't be so narrow-minded. I liked the attention. I'd certainly had little enough of it up to that point. But the thing is none of those kisses actually meant anything. And I've discovered since then how much nicer kisses that mean something can be."
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"Oh, is that what you're telling yourself? That it's better because you care? I think you just found someone who knew what they were doing and got carried away. And you tell yourself this story about love to make yourself feel better, to convince yourself you're still a good girl."
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"Oh, for crying out...seriously? I am not this stupid. If you're going to talk like a moron, don't use my face to do it. I have feelings. Like a normal person. Some of those feelings include lust. Again, like a normal person. That doesn't make the other feelings invalid. I can have more than one emotion. At the same time even. I am an incredibly complex person. That doesn't make me bad."
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This was apparently the right thing to say, since the demon-Ginni vanished into silver smoke. But the real Ginni was looking pretty uncomfortable now.</i></blockquote><p>As soon as the demon is gone and he will not distract Ginni, Phaezeriel reaches behind himself without looking, laying his palm on the pillar; touching the actual connection between his mind and Ginni's mind. He shudders slightly at the sensation and the disorientation, then he pushes a little of his mental strength into the pillar, making it available to Ginni whenever she might need it.
<p>His thoughts are quiet and gentle, a background that seems almost like she herself is remembering his words from earlier, <b>::You must take the energy that is the demon inside you and incorporate it into yourself, for it is already a part of you. It is yours already; she is simply trying to use it against you.::</b></p>Ginni wrote:The other pillars that he has seen here are all solid, as if they were made of stone. But when he looks behind himself to see what was there, the pillar behind him looks like it was woven together from many knotted strands. Almost like a spiderweb. It looked delicate compared to the others, but might actually be more difficult to cut.
Before Ginni can respond to any of his encouragement, another demon version of herself has coalesced outside of the wall. Time for round two....Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-02T14:13:04ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1498#748562016-08-02T14:11:42Z2016-08-02T14:11:42Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> Ace sends his thoughts to Phaez. While he doesn't have telepathy normally, he knows the reformed demon is one of the more powerful psions at the school. So he takes the gamble that his thoughts will be picked up, if directed at the telepath ::<i>"Phaez, I'm outside Ginni's room, but I don't think I can get in. Is there anyway I can help her from out here? Or should I seek admittance to her room?"</i>:: </blockquote><p><b>::Hey Ace, good job with Repp. That helped Ginni quite a bit, actually; the demon inside her is weaker now. Unless you are immune to the influence of a greater succubus, you should not enter Ginni's mind. I can form a link between you and my other mind and funnel your strength to her that way if you would like.::</b>
<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Sorry for the long delay. Got lost in my mind for a while...</span></p>"Ace" wrote:Ace sends his thoughts to Phaez. While he doesn't have telepathy normally, he knows the reformed demon is one of the more powerful psions at the school. So he takes the gamble that his thoughts will be picked up, if directed at the telepath ::"Phaez, I'm outside Ginni's room, but I don't think I can get in. Is there anyway I can help her from out here? Or should I seek admittance to her room?"::
::Hey Ace, good job with Repp. That helped Ginni quite a bit, actually; the demon...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-08-02T14:11:42ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1496#747582016-07-29T02:57:33Z2016-07-29T02:57:33Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><i>Ginni was more than happy to step back from the fight. Especially when Phaezeriel restored her energy. "Thanks. I don't think I could have done this without your help. Still not sure if I can. I've got a feeling the really nasty parts are still coming up. But if nothing else I'll go down fighting," she said, trying to psych herself back up for this fight with herself.</i></blockquote><p>Phaezeriel smiled at her, <b>::The succubi are far too subtle to throw their heaviest punches in the opening moves. But you are up to this task, Ginni. I cannot do this for you, but you will not fail while I yet have the strength to help you. As long as you are truly honest with yourself about who you are and what you have experienced, your hopes, dreams, and fears, she will not be able to defeat you with tricks.::</b>
<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><i>The pillar that represented her connection to Ace lit up like a Christmas tree. Ginni seemed to gain energy from that, but at the same time she looked concerned. She knew that demon-her would see this as a weakness.</i></blockquote><p>Phaezeriel looks at the pillar, then at Ginni's reaction, <b>::You are right. She will see this as a weakness. And that is the true weakness of the demon-kind. They see the strength we can get through our connection to others as a weakness. While it is true, to an extent, that those we love make us vulnerable, so too do they make us strong. Use that strength. She will not truly know how to deal with it.::</b>
<p>Phaezeriel takes just a moment and looks up behind himself to see how Ginni's mind has represented the connection between them. <i>It will be interesting to see how permanent the connection is between a nascent greater succubus and a master telepath.</i></p>Ginni wrote:Ginni was more than happy to step back from the fight. Especially when Phaezeriel restored her energy. "Thanks. I don't think I could have done this without your help. Still not sure if I can. I've got a feeling the really nasty parts are still coming up. But if nothing else I'll go down fighting," she said, trying to psych herself back up for this fight with herself.
Phaezeriel smiled at her, ::The succubi are far too subtle to throw their heaviest punches in the opening moves....Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-29T02:57:33ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1495#747092016-07-28T05:02:37Z2016-07-28T05:02:37Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>Training Montage!</span></p>
<p><i>Ginni paced back and forth for a while, basically arguing with herself, before she walked out across the landscape straight towards the mist. Her expression was determined. And a little terrified. Okay a lot terrified.
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When Ginni get close to the mist, the parts that have managed to seep out through the cracks coalesce into the version of Ginni that Phaeze saw in the mist before.
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"Oh, hell no!" Ginni said, horrified. "I may not be able to help being a demon, but that outfit is NOT happening!" This reaction so startled her demon side that she forgot to fight back when Ginni reached out and grabbed her wrist. She dissolved into mist again, but the mist had changed color now. It was silver.</p>
<p>The next attack was more subtle, although she couldn't help but notice that demon her was wearing a classier outfit now. It hit her right in the jealousy next. And she had plenty of that. She'd always been jealous of people who had families. It was the only thing she'd ever wanted and the one thing she apparently couldn't have. "Okay, I get it," she snapped, frustrated. "I don't get to have everything I want. So? It's not like you're offering anything better." The demon didn't have a good answer for that one and this one also dissolved into silver mist, but it was close.</p>
<p>She lost count after that. It was a long, long parade of every doubt and insecurity she'd ever had. Every nasty thought, every possible perceived evil. Except...well, it was kind of...shallow. I mean, yeah these were negative aspects of herself, but...was this really all that the demon had to work with? No, it was probably holding the big guns for last. This was just the warm up act to wear her down. And to some extent it was working. Every time she faced down a piece of her demonic essence it took effort. It might be making her stronger, but it was also making her tired.</p>
<p>The latest one formed up. They were starting to look downright sophisticated now. Still sexy, but not slutty. "What are you holding out for anyhow?" Demon-Ginni taunted. "Love? Love is a joke. All it ever brings is pain. Are you going to try to contradict me? That boy...I know he hurt you." Ginni put her hands on her hips, totally fed up with this one. "Seriously? That's where you're going with this? Yeah, he did hurt me. So what? Do I look like the kind of girl who is just going to lay down and die because the boy I like isn't as perfect as I wanted him to be? Just no. This isn't even worth my time," she said as the latest demon vanished into silver mist.</p>
<p>Ginni sagged, breathing heavily. She wasn't sure she could keep this up. She eyed the barrier still....ugh.....still full of red mist. And the barrier was getting weaker.
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"Phaezeriel? I don't know if I can keep this up," she said nervously.</i></blockquote><p>Phaezeriel stands and watches in admiration as Ginni engages with her demon side. She is clever, strong, resourceful, and above all, determined. But she clearly does not know how to fight an endurance match, <b>::Ginni, step back for a few moments. This will be an endurance match. You are doing really very well, but let yourself have a moment to recover.::</b>
<p>Once she returns to his side, he reachs out and touches her shoulder. Her fatigue drains out of her like water running off a duck's back, and she can feel Phaezeriel's strength being offered to her. All she need do is accept it and it will become her strength.</p>Ginni wrote:Training Montage!
Ginni paced back and forth for a while, basically arguing with herself, before she walked out across the landscape straight towards the mist. Her expression was determined. And a little terrified. Okay a lot terrified.
When Ginni get close to the mist, the parts that have managed to seep out through the cracks coalesce into the version of Ginni that Phaeze saw in the mist before.
"Oh, hell no!" Ginni said, horrified. "I may not be able to help being a demon, but...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-28T05:02:37ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1495#747072016-07-28T04:46:53Z2016-07-28T04:46:53Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> <span class=messageboard-ooc>Yea, Ace isn't getting in without permission. I can't think of any other way to help honestly.</span> </blockquote><p><span class=messageboard-ooc>There are people on the infirmary staff who have the ability to override the isolation protocols. Or you could try contacting Tamina or Phaezeriel via telepathy (I can't remember if you have that or not). But would you know about Phaezeriel's <i>Schism</i>, and would you risk jogging his elbow if you don't know?</span>"Ace" wrote:Yea, Ace isn't getting in without permission. I can't think of any other way to help honestly.
There are people on the infirmary staff who have the ability to override the isolation protocols. Or you could try contacting Tamina or Phaezeriel via telepathy (I can't remember if you have that or not). But would you know about Phaezeriel's Schism, and would you risk jogging his elbow if you don't know?Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-28T04:46:53ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1494#746662016-07-27T22:58:25Z2016-07-27T22:58:25Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p> <b>Ginni's Mind</b></p>
<p><i>The red mist tries to fight back, but it isn't as strong without all of the hate and fear and loathing coming from Repp. For now it is contained, but it is already searching for places to seep through.</i></p>
<p><i>Meanwhile, Ginni seems to be stronger. She is still sitting between the two pillars clutching the star close, but she is no longer curled up so tightly. She no longer looks like she's already been defeated. But Phaeze knows that she has a long fight ahead of her still. This won't be easy.</i> </blockquote><p>The barrier is designed to allow the demon to push its way through. There are weak spots in the barrier that will allow the demon to diffuse through. The plan is for her to get through in small concentration and weakened so Ginni can better fight the erosion of her mind.
<p>Phaezeriel knows the barrier will fail completely before the contest is resolved, but he is hoping it will give Ginni a better chance to live.</p>
<p>After studying it for a while he turns and walks back to Ginni, <b>::She is held back for now; the loss of the negative emotions caused by Repp's death has weakened her. But you cannot stop this change. Ginni, you must embrace the fact that you are, at least in part, a demon. But you can still be yourself as well. The barrier will hold her back for a while, and give you some time to pull yourself back together and come to terms with this impending change. Do that swiftly as you can. Then, when she starts to break through, you must not fight to keep her out, you must take the parts of her that make it through and make them yours. You will get stronger as she gets weaker.::</b></p>Ginni wrote:Ginni's Mind
The red mist tries to fight back, but it isn't as strong without all of the hate and fear and loathing coming from Repp. For now it is contained, but it is already searching for places to seep through.
Meanwhile, Ginni seems to be stronger. She is still sitting between the two pillars clutching the star close, but she is no longer curled up so tightly. She no longer looks like she's already been defeated. But Phaeze knows that she has a long fight ahead of her...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-27T22:58:25ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1494#746532016-07-27T14:13:18Z2016-07-27T14:13:18Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Once inside the cloud, the mist takes shape into Ginni's form. Well, mostly like Ginni, but much, much more sexualized, her skirt just a bit too short and cleavage on display. That and the large bat wings, the claws, the sharpened teeth, and the tiny horns...This Ginni is obviously a succubus. "Why are you interfering?" Demon-Ginni pouts. "She's had her time. She's not needed anymore."</i></p>
<p><i>Whatever else she was going to say is interrupted by what from in here feels like an earthquake as the connection between Ginni and Repp is abruptly severed.</i></blockquote><p><b>In the room</b>
<p>The sapphire in Phaezeriel's hand darkens considerably as the psychic trauma of the severed connection riles Ginni's emotions. His physical body reaches out toward Tamina, and his other mind speaks to her sounding .. younger somewhow, <b>::Tamina, the next sapphire, bring it to me.::</b> He hands her a completely black sapphire in return, its feel somehow oily and unpleasant. </p>
<p>He begins to direct Tamina in laying a pattern of blue and red stones around Ginni's body, a few green ones mixed in seemingly at random.</p>
<p><b>In Ginni's mind</b></p>
<p>The blue star in Ginni's hand dims almost to the point of going out before it brightens to its full strength once more.</p>
<p>Phaezeriel is shaken from his feet as the pillar that is Repp shatters and tumbles down; he spares no thought for trying to keep his footing. Taking advantage of the distraction and disruption to Ginni's mind, and his very intimate knowledge of it, he exerts his will to push the red clouds back past where he now lies on the ground and to erect a buffer between Ginni and her personal demon.</p>
<p>It is not a wall, and it cannot stop the demon, but it will cause the demon to expend a considerable amount of energy to bypass, allowing Ginni to deal with a diluted demon's will rather than the succubus at full strength.</p>Ginni wrote:Once inside the cloud, the mist takes shape into Ginni's form. Well, mostly like Ginni, but much, much more sexualized, her skirt just a bit too short and cleavage on display. That and the large bat wings, the claws, the sharpened teeth, and the tiny horns...This Ginni is obviously a succubus. "Why are you interfering?" Demon-Ginni pouts. "She's had her time. She's not needed anymore."
Whatever else she was going to say is interrupted by what from in here feels like an earthquake...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-27T14:13:18ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1493#746222016-07-27T03:36:53Z2016-07-27T03:36:53Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><i>Ginni nodded reluctantly. "Okay. But be careful. The demon is dangerous I think. She doesn't want you to help me."</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel nods, <b>::I doubt she does;I will interfere with her desires. I will be careful.::</b>
<p>Phaezeriel stands up and walks slowly toward the red clouds, dropping protections over his own mind as he goes. He pauses just outside the red, examining it before stepping carefully into it.</p>Ginni wrote:Ginni nodded reluctantly. "Okay. But be careful. The demon is dangerous I think. She doesn't want you to help me."
Phaezeriel nods, ::I doubt she does;I will interfere with her desires. I will be careful.:: Phaezeriel stands up and walks slowly toward the red clouds, dropping protections over his own mind as he goes. He pauses just outside the red, examining it before stepping carefully into it.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-27T03:36:53ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1491#745182016-07-24T20:45:02Z2016-07-24T20:45:02Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote>Ginni's face is very expressive as she struggles to accept this new information. He knows from putting her memories back together how often she was told that she was bad because of her demonic heritage. And how thoroughly she had always rejected it. She doesn't want to believe that she's becoming a demon in spite of the evidence in front of her. But the time he spent helping her process and move past some of her most negative memories is paying off now. Instead of running away and refusing to believe him she looks up at him uncertainly. "I'll still be myself when it's over?" she asked in a small voice.</blockquote><p>Phaezeriel nods to her, <b>::It is rare for one such as you to survive the transformation, but it even more rare for one such as you to have the allies in this struggle that you have. We will ensure that you have the strength to overcome its corruption, and that the demon in you moves slowly enough that you can adjust to the changes.::</b>
<p>Phaezeriel looks up at the waiting red, <b>::I need to go look at the demon in you, Ginni, to see how this one works its transformation; all demons are a little different. That will help me figure out how best to slow it.::</b></p>Ginni wrote:Ginni's face is very expressive as she struggles to accept this new information. He knows from putting her memories back together how often she was told that she was bad because of her demonic heritage. And how thoroughly she had always rejected it. She doesn't want to believe that she's becoming a demon in spite of the evidence in front of her. But the time he spent helping her process and move past some of her most negative memories is paying off now. Instead of running away and...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-24T20:45:02ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1490#744942016-07-24T03:14:08Z2016-07-24T03:14:08Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>"I'm scared," she said, taking the star and hugging it close. "I want to stay me. But the red mist is too strong. I don't know what to do."</i></p>
<p><i>As the calm hits her, Phaezeriel can see that the red mist has halted its advance, but it doesn't retreat any at all. It just sits there, waiting.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel squats beside Ginni, his thoughts gentle, <b>::The reason it is so strong is because it is feeding off your fear, anger, and hate that is connected to the killer. It is also so strong because .. I do not know a gentler way to put this .. the demon <i>is</i> you, Ginni. But look at me and know this, one can be a demon and not be a monster.::</b>
<p>He looks up at the red clouds, his gesture taking in the whole of it, <b>::Ginni, this is kind of like another puberty for you. And like puberty, there isn't any way to stop it completely. What we have to do is slow it down a lot, and give you the strength to keep your self intact through the process. It is going to be hard, but you <i>can</i> do it.::</b> </p>
<p>He glances down at the blue star, taking note of how fast it is dimming before he continues, <b>::I went through something similar not too long ago. When a demon gains a certain amount of power, it undergoes a metamorphosis, similar to what is happening to you now. I nearly lost myself to my demonic nature during that process, but I made it through with the help of a couple of very powerful allies. I will be that ally for you, Ginni, and if I am not enough, I will call in others. We will help you through this. Know full well that you will have the strength to survive this. Take that knowledge and hold it close; it will give you strength.::</b></p>Ginni wrote:"I'm scared," she said, taking the star and hugging it close. "I want to stay me. But the red mist is too strong. I don't know what to do."
As the calm hits her, Phaezeriel can see that the red mist has halted its advance, but it doesn't retreat any at all. It just sits there, waiting.
Phaezeriel squats beside Ginni, his thoughts gentle, ::The reason it is so strong is because it is feeding off your fear, anger, and hate that is connected to the killer. It is also so strong...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-24T03:14:08ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1490#744862016-07-24T01:51:15Z2016-07-24T01:51:15Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote><i>Inside Ginni's mind, Phaezeriel finds a now familiar landscape, except that there is one more pillar than there used to be. It is near the pillar that represents her connection to Melody, and it logically must be from her new connection with Ace. In the distance he can see that pillar that represents her connection to her murderer. Where before, when he was last here, there had only been a little bit of red fog near the pillar, now there are billowing, towering clouds of it spreading across the landscape of Ginni's mind. He finds Ginni herself curled up in between the two pillars, knees clutched close to her chest as she tried to focus on staying calm.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel moves swiftly to Ginni's side, <b>::Ginni. How are you holding up?::</b> He holds out his hand to her. In it there seems to be a small blue star. Feeling almost like cool air pouring off a chunk of ice, the star radiates a soothing calm. <b>::Take this Ginni, it will buy us some time. Hold it close and try to imagine soaking in the calm that it is radiating.::</b>Ginni wrote:Inside Ginni's mind, Phaezeriel finds a now familiar landscape, except that there is one more pillar than there used to be. It is near the pillar that represents her connection to Melody, and it logically must be from her new connection with Ace. In the distance he can see that pillar that represents her connection to her murderer. Where before, when he was last here, there had only been a little bit of red fog near the pillar, now there are billowing, towering clouds of it...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-24T01:51:15ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1490#744702016-07-23T14:17:04Z2016-07-23T14:17:04Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Ginni wrote:</div><blockquote>Phaezeriel takes a few deep breaths, then turns back to Ginni as the silver washes out the red in the glow of his eyes, <b>::Be swift. Be safe. I will care for Ginni.::</b> With that he sets the case on a nearby table and opens it revealing a kingdoms fortune in large flawless gemstones, perfectly cut and glowing each with an inner light. </blockquote>•• spoiler omitted ••... </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel picks up a flawless sapphire almost three inches wide and moves over to Ginni. He looks up at Tamina and holds up the sapphire, <b>::If, or perhaps when, this turns the color of black tar, place the next one in my hand. I have split my mind, so I will still be aware of what passes out here. Try not to distract my other mind too much though. I will be taking the majority of my power into Ginni's mind with me, so I am going to activate the isolation protocols. If anyone can get in after that, either they have the authority to do so, or we are all in very deep trouble.::</b> He smiles gently, <b>::Do not worry too much, I know a thing or two about wrestling with a demonic nature. I will help her.::</b>
<p>Saying nothing further, Phaezeriel places one hand over Ginni's brow and reaches out to find Ginni's mind with his own.</p>Ginni wrote:Phaezeriel takes a few deep breaths, then turns back to Ginni as the silver washes out the red in the glow of his eyes, ::Be swift. Be safe. I will care for Ginni.:: With that he sets the case on a nearby table and opens it revealing a kingdoms fortune in large flawless gemstones, perfectly cut and glowing each with an inner light.
** spoiler omitted **... Phaezeriel picks up a flawless sapphire almost three inches wide and moves over to Ginni. He looks up at Tamina and holds up...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-23T14:17:04ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1489#744222016-07-22T15:53:15Z2016-07-22T15:53:15Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">"Ace" wrote:</div><blockquote> Ace opens the door, and confirms that is indeed Tamina and Phaez. <b>"Its not good in there Phaez. She's holding her own, barely, and she needs <i>our</i> help. I'm going to go after the killer, to try and sever their connection. Do what you can for her here"</b> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel nods to Ace, <b>::I will do my utmost, be assured.::</b> As he turns away toward Ginni, he pauses and turns back and the silver glow from his eyes bleeds into red, and his thoughts quiver with rage, <b>::Fin͘d̛ hi̶m͘, ̕Ac̀e̷.͢ ̵ ͏Ḑo no̵t t͡o͟y̨ ̕wit̶h hi͏m̶,͏ d͏o͜ n͠o͡t ̨d̸r̷a͞g͠ ̵t͜h͢i͟s͜ ͢out͞. T̛ho̴u̡gh ͠i͟t̡ máy s҉eem͞ ͝a mer̡cy͏, ͜e͡nd͜ i͢t͞ s͟w͠if͡tly and w̧ith a͘ll ͝f͞inality.҉ ͘ ́Do n̴ot́ ̨allo̸w h҉ìm ̧ȩv͡e͜n t͢h҉e̸ s̴l͜i̶ghtes͝t cha̛n͟ce̢ ͜of ̀e̸sca̧p̡e͘.̡::</b>
<p>Phaezeriel takes a few deep breaths, then turns back to Ginni as the silver washes out the red in the glow of his eyes, <b>::Be swift. Be safe. I will care for Ginni.::</b> With that he sets the case on a nearby table and opens it revealing a kingdoms fortune in large flawless gemstones, perfectly cut and glowing each with an inner light.</p>"Ace" wrote:Ace opens the door, and confirms that is indeed Tamina and Phaez. "Its not good in there Phaez. She's holding her own, barely, and she needs our help. I'm going to go after the killer, to try and sever their connection. Do what you can for her here"
Phaezeriel nods to Ace, ::I will do my utmost, be assured.:: As he turns away toward Ginni, he pauses and turns back and the silver glow from his eyes bleeds into red, and his thoughts quiver with rage, ::Fin͘d̛ hi̶m͘, ̕Ac̀e̷.͢ ̵ ͏Ḑo...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-22T15:53:15ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1489#744062016-07-22T03:45:25Z2016-07-22T03:45:25Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Tamina wrote:</div><blockquote>"Ace made contact with GInni's mind, and he found out the identity of the killer, but now her demonic energy is <i>really</i> out of control, and she needs help," <i>she said quickly, glossing over the hows and whys. After all, at the moment all that mattered was the what. And the what was her best friend was in trouble.</i> </blockquote><p>The only thought to reach Tamina is a bit of profanity that is cut off mid word as Phaezeriel disappears mid-stride. After about 10 seconds, he reappears a short ways further down the corridor, still walking, with a simple steel case held in his hands. <b>::Thank you, Tamina, I will help her as much as I can. You may come with me, as long as you do not interrupt.::</b>Tamina wrote:"Ace made contact with GInni's mind, and he found out the identity of the killer, but now her demonic energy is really out of control, and she needs help," she said quickly, glossing over the hows and whys. After all, at the moment all that mattered was the what. And the what was her best friend was in trouble.
The only thought to reach Tamina is a bit of profanity that is cut off mid word as Phaezeriel disappears mid-stride. After about 10 seconds, he reappears a short ways...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-22T03:45:25ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1488#743732016-07-20T01:56:21Z2016-07-20T01:56:21Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Tamina wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>At this point the conversation was interrupted by Tamina bursting through the door.</i>
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"Phaezeriel! You gotta come quick! It's Ginni....She needs help." </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel stares at Tamina for the space of almost 5 heartbeats before turning back to Nala and bowing low, his thoughts for her alone, <b>::Consider well what we have learned and what your options are. Let me know when you have made a decision, so I may give what help I can. Farewell for now, Nala, I must tend another patient.::</b>
<p>Turning to Tamina he gestures for her to precede him from the room, <b>::Tell me what is wrong Tamina.::</b> Phaezeriel turns toward Ginni's isolation room with a purposeful stride.</p>Tamina wrote:At this point the conversation was interrupted by Tamina bursting through the door.
"Phaezeriel! You gotta come quick! It's Ginni....She needs help."
Phaezeriel stares at Tamina for the space of almost 5 heartbeats before turning back to Nala and bowing low, his thoughts for her alone, ::Consider well what we have learned and what your options are. Let me know when you have made a decision, so I may give what help I can. Farewell for now, Nala, I must tend another patient.::...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-20T01:56:21ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1488#743582016-07-19T23:15:25Z2016-07-19T23:15:25Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote><i>Nala stood up, shifting back from her bear form to her humanoid one.</i> "I...see. That is a great deal to consider. And I have more than just my own feelings on the matter to think of. I am currently protected from my fey heritage to some extent because of the bargain I have made with my Patron. But that bargain ends when I die. It is possible that my Patron would agree to reinstate it, but equally possible that Luck may decide to move on. I need time to consider how to proceed in this case. I would like to talk this over with Ryuzo as well," <i>she said, leaning against the desk as she spoke.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel nods at Nala with a smile, <b>::Of course. And we can certainly try other approaches first. Just let me know.::</b>Nala Zamarosok wrote:Nala stood up, shifting back from her bear form to her humanoid one. "I...see. That is a great deal to consider. And I have more than just my own feelings on the matter to think of. I am currently protected from my fey heritage to some extent because of the bargain I have made with my Patron. But that bargain ends when I die. It is possible that my Patron would agree to reinstate it, but equally possible that Luck may decide to move on. I need time to consider how to...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-19T23:15:25ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1487#743502016-07-19T17:21:43Z2016-07-19T17:21:43Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote>::No, I've never died. I've come close any number of times, but never actually died. Why?:: </blockquote><p><b>::Normally, I would never even consider this, but it may be the easiest and least traumatic way. As I said, the ritual magic sustaining these memories is linked to your life-force. The ritual magic uses little bits of your life-force to sustain itself and keep these memories as fresh as the instant they were made.::</b> He pauses for a moment to let that sink in. <b>::I am not entirely sure if it would work, for it would depend on the Fey magic involved, but the logic is sound.::</b>Nala Zamarosok wrote:::No, I've never died. I've come close any number of times, but never actually died. Why?::
::Normally, I would never even consider this, but it may be the easiest and least traumatic way. As I said, the ritual magic sustaining these memories is linked to your life-force. The ritual magic uses little bits of your life-force to sustain itself and keep these memories as fresh as the instant they were made.:: He pauses for a moment to let that sink in. ::I am not entirely...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-19T17:21:43ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1487#743352016-07-18T22:49:25Z2016-07-18T22:49:25Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote><i>The memories themselves, while horrific, are ordinary enough. But they are encased in the diamond-like structure of the icicles. This appears to be how Nala's mind processes the structure of the ritual magic. If the structure of the magic can be deconstructed, then these memories will fade over time just like any others. It's the magic itself that keeps it current. The magic seems to be tied in to Nala herself, still drawing on bits of her life force long after the original effects of the spells were over, and looks as if it can continue to do so for all eternity. Removing the ritual magic may require temporarily stopping her heart.</i> </blockquote><p>Satisfied with his inspection and understanding, Phaezeriel allows himself to settle back to the floor. He regards Nala sadly, and though he makes no mention of it, his thoughts are full of the compassion he feels for her, <b>::It seems that the ritual magic that keeps the memories fresh renews itself through a connection to your life-force. I can try several things. I can try to shatter the ritual magic encasing the memories, I can try to sever the links between the ritual and your life-force, or I can try to penetrate the ritual magic and erase the memories that are held inside. But first, let me ask this: have you ever died?::</b>Nala Zamarosok wrote:The memories themselves, while horrific, are ordinary enough. But they are encased in the diamond-like structure of the icicles. This appears to be how Nala's mind processes the structure of the ritual magic. If the structure of the magic can be deconstructed, then these memories will fade over time just like any others. It's the magic itself that keeps it current. The magic seems to be tied in to Nala herself, still drawing on bits of her life force long after the...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-18T22:49:25ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1487#743162016-07-18T03:36:41Z2016-07-18T03:36:41Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote>::This is fey magic,:: <i>Nala says, continuing to speak in monotone. The 'icicles' that house the memories are incredibly sharp and clear and crystalline.</i> ::Ritual magic tapping into the source of creation itself, meant to protect. It was never supposed to be used this way.:: </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel draws closer to the base of the icicle, where it connects to Nala's minscape. Extending his senses, he tries to get a sense of the bonds between the memory and her mind. Would destroying the memory harm her? Is it possible to weaken its connection to her? How is the bond formed?Nala Zamarosok wrote:::This is fey magic,:: Nala says, continuing to speak in monotone. The 'icicles' that house the memories are incredibly sharp and clear and crystalline. ::Ritual magic tapping into the source of creation itself, meant to protect. It was never supposed to be used this way.::
Phaezeriel draws closer to the base of the icicle, where it connects to Nala's minscape. Extending his senses, he tries to get a sense of the bonds between the memory and her mind. Would destroying...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-18T03:36:41ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1486#742912016-07-17T23:28:00Z2016-07-17T23:28:00Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote><p>::This way,:: <i>she said, and at the thought they zip across the snowy landscape towards a wall of ice. Memories flash across the wall, replaying over and over and over again. They were not pleasant memories, each one depicting a much-too-young version of Nala being violated by various monstrous beings.</i> ::This is where you can see the memories, but they actually exist inside this wall. I can't make them stop. The wall is useless. But I tried.:: </p>
<p><i>She steps towards the wall and a doorway opens up in it. Through the door is an icy cavern with icicles hanging from the ceiling, each one depicting one of the scenes shown on the wall outside.</i> ::These are the real memories.:: <i>Her voice has become completely monotone as she finds it necessary to shut down her emotions in order to be here in close proximity to the horrors of her past.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel looks up at the icicles, and with a little effort of his will, begins to float up toward them, <b>::Normally a memory fades because we change as time goes by and its link to who we are becomes more tenuous. This is why the most defining moments of our lives remain the strongest memories. But these have managed to keep the link to you strong, so they remain fresh and vivid. I am going to examine them to find how this is happening.::</b>
<p>He drifts closer to one, careful not to touch it, and ascends toward the base of the icicle.</p>Nala Zamarosok wrote:::This way,:: she said, and at the thought they zip across the snowy landscape towards a wall of ice. Memories flash across the wall, replaying over and over and over again. They were not pleasant memories, each one depicting a much-too-young version of Nala being violated by various monstrous beings. ::This is where you can see the memories, but they actually exist inside this wall. I can't make them stop. The wall is useless. But I tried.::
She steps towards the wall...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-17T23:28:00ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1486#742812016-07-17T22:01:16Z2016-07-17T22:01:16Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote>"I've been working on that, actually. I think I have something else that will work just as well," <i>she said, walking around the desk before transforming into a polar bear and laying down on the floor, resting her head on her front paws.</i> ::I also feel safe in this form. Not much is going to attack a polar bear,:: <i>she said, with just a touch of amusement. She took a deep breath.</i> ::I'm ready whenever you are.:: </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel grins as Nala turns into a massive bear, <b>::I can see your point. Let us get started then.::</b> He settles to the ground near Nala's now-massive head and places his palms on either temple. It does take a moment for him to find where a polar bear's temples are.
<p>Phaezeriel splits his mind, leaving one half behind to watch over he and Nala, and the other settles into Nala's mind. With barely any disturbance his mental persona is standing beside Nala's in the landscape of her mind, <b>::Hello, Miss Zamarosok, let us have a look at these memories that cause you so much pain, shall we?::</b></p>Nala Zamarosok wrote:"I've been working on that, actually. I think I have something else that will work just as well," she said, walking around the desk before transforming into a polar bear and laying down on the floor, resting her head on her front paws. ::I also feel safe in this form. Not much is going to attack a polar bear,:: she said, with just a touch of amusement. She took a deep breath. ::I'm ready whenever you are.::
Phaezeriel grins as Nala turns into a massive bear, ::I can see...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-17T22:01:16ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1486#742742016-07-17T20:04:21Z2016-07-17T20:04:21Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote>Phaezeriel steps inside and closes the door behind him, smiling up at Nala, <b>::Not really, but perhaps there is that one thing I might be able to help you with? I have let too many things distract me, and for that I apologize. But if you have time, I am ready.::</b> </blockquote>"Oh," <i>she said, surprised.</i> "Yes, of course. For that I can make time," <i>she added, smiling.</i> "I'm willing to try whatever is necessary to get those memories to fade," <i>she added with a slight grimace.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel smiles gently, or at least as gently as a demon can, <b>::It will perhaps be best if you lie down. It may be that this will cause you physical or emotional pain, though I will do my best to minimize any pain.::</b> He pauses for a moment before continuing delicately, <b>::I will also need to touch you. I have noticed that you seem able to bear the contact of small furry creatures more readily than that of others. I can assume the form of such a creature if it will make this less traumatic for you.::</b>Nala Zamarosok wrote:Phaezeriel steps inside and closes the door behind him, smiling up at Nala, ::Not really, but perhaps there is that one thing I might be able to help you with? I have let too many things distract me, and for that I apologize. But if you have time, I am ready.::
"Oh," she said, surprised. "Yes, of course. For that I can make time," she added, smiling. "I'm willing to try whatever is necessary to get those memories to fade," she added with a slight grimace. Phaezeriel...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-17T20:04:21ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1486#742592016-07-17T06:08:11Z2016-07-17T06:08:11Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote><p>"Come in," <i>she calls out in a brisk tone. She is sitting at her desk, still wearing her lab coat when he enters the room.</i> </p>
<p>"Oh, hello Phaezeriel. I was just reviewing my patients records, making sure that everything from this week was entered in the system correctly. Is there something I can help you with?" <i>she asked, her tone considerably warmer now.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel steps inside and closes the door behind him, smiling up at Nala, <b>::Not really, but perhaps there is that one thing I might be able to help you with? I have let too many things distract me, and for that I apologize. But if you have time, I am ready.::</b>Nala Zamarosok wrote:"Come in," she calls out in a brisk tone. She is sitting at her desk, still wearing her lab coat when he enters the room.
"Oh, hello Phaezeriel. I was just reviewing my patients records, making sure that everything from this week was entered in the system correctly. Is there something I can help you with?" she asked, her tone considerably warmer now.
Phaezeriel steps inside and closes the door behind him, smiling up at Nala, ::Not really, but perhaps there is that one...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-17T06:08:11ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1485#742132016-07-15T22:45:35Z2016-07-15T22:45:35Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Nala Zamarosok wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Nala is in her office updating patient information in the system.</i>
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<span class=messageboard-ooc>Nala's office can be accessed from either the elementary school or the infirmary since it sort of connects the two. She'll answer differently depending on which door you knock.</span> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel, not wanting to disturb any small children with a flying demon, will come to her office through the infirmary. He lands softly outside her door and knocks politely.Nala Zamarosok wrote:Nala is in her office updating patient information in the system.
Nala's office can be accessed from either the elementary school or the infirmary since it sort of connects the two. She'll answer differently depending on which door you knock.
Phaezeriel, not wanting to disturb any small children with a flying demon, will come to her office through the infirmary. He lands softly outside her door and knocks politely.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-15T22:45:35ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1485#742062016-07-15T20:18:20Z2016-07-15T20:18:20Z<p><span class=messageboard-ooc>I am gonna facilitate the Vai transition by bringing this scene to a close.</span></p>
<p>After several more minutes of sitting together in pleasant silence, Phaezeriel shifts slightly, causing Vai to sit up and release him. He 'speaks' as she does, <b>::I am sorry to abandon you to the eggs and the silence, but I must seek out one of my patients; it is time to resume her treatment. I will see you later, okay?::</b></p>
<p>He rises, gathers up the empty trays and leaves the hatchery. After dropping the trays off in the cafeteria, he brushes a wall with his hand and flies off in search of Nala.</p>I am gonna facilitate the Vai transition by bringing this scene to a close.
After several more minutes of sitting together in pleasant silence, Phaezeriel shifts slightly, causing Vai to sit up and release him. He 'speaks' as she does, ::I am sorry to abandon you to the eggs and the silence, but I must seek out one of my patients; it is time to resume her treatment. I will see you later, okay?::
He rises, gathers up the empty trays and leaves the hatchery. After dropping the trays off in...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-07-15T20:18:20ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1482#740722016-06-30T05:43:01Z2016-06-30T05:43:01Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Vai Sunwake wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Vai scoots a little closer to her demonic friend and gives him a warm smile. Tentatively, she puts an arm around his tiny form. Phaeze can feel her shiver ever so slightly.</i></p>
<p><b>"I don't know if they really are. Just a thought I had I guess. Maybe it's even what Lumos wants me to think. Can't let that stop me for feeling bad for them."</b></p>
<p><i>She sighs and pulls Phaeze a little closer.</i> <b>"I don't know if there's a way to help them though. They're stuck in this war. How can we fix something like that?"</b> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel leans into Vai as she embraces him. One of his wings arches up and around her, nearly as flexible as an arm. His thoughts are full of the warmth of his affection, <b>::You would not be the Vai I love if you did not have the empathy that you do for even such as the Patrons. That you can show me such a view of them...::</b> He smiles happily up at Vai, <b>::You are truly a very special person.::</b>
<p>His expression turns more serious and he goes back to looking at the eggs while they sit there, <b>::I do not know how we could alter the eternal struggle in which they are involved. How do you reason with a force of nature, much less one of the primal forces of the universe?::</b></p>Vai Sunwake wrote:Vai scoots a little closer to her demonic friend and gives him a warm smile. Tentatively, she puts an arm around his tiny form. Phaeze can feel her shiver ever so slightly.
"I don't know if they really are. Just a thought I had I guess. Maybe it's even what Lumos wants me to think. Can't let that stop me for feeling bad for them."
She sighs and pulls Phaeze a little closer. "I don't know if there's a way to help them though. They're stuck in this war. How can we fix...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-06-30T05:43:01ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1480#739752016-06-17T12:17:48Z2016-06-17T12:17:48Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Vai Sunwake wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Vai seems to hesitate for a good, long moment of silence before continuing.</i> <b>"Is it wrong that I kinda feel bad for Lumos?"</b> <i>she blurts.</i></p>
<p><i>Not even giving Phaezeriel a chance to respond, she carries on in a rush:</i> <b>"I mean, that game that the patrons play, that's their whole life. Their whole existance. They never get to trust anyone, they never know who is their friend and who is manipulating them. Their whole life is being afraid they'll end up on the losing end."</b></p>
<p><i>There's another long silence as Vai bows her head a little, some hair coming free to fall in front of her face. The hum of the nursery machinery almost swallows what she whispers.</i> <b>"That sounds like a horrible and pitiful existance to me."</b> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel looks at Vai, and though his silver eyes make reading his facial expressions more difficult, long practice shows Vai that there is a profound, remembered pain in Phaezeriel that does not echo into his thoughts, <b>::It is. It is a lonely and dark place. The only thing that there is to keep you going is your own convictions; doing what you think it right. Until you find the people that can be trusted to not simply use you. To someone who has lived without the possibility of friendship for any length of time, a true friend is of incalculable importance.::</b>
<p>Though he does not need to stop talking while he eats, Phaezeriel pauses to take a bite, chew, and swallow before continuing, <b>::But you have to be able to accept that another might not be manipulating you, might actually be your friend. If you cannot encompass that possibility with your mind, there is little hope of finding someone like that. I had never thought of the Patrons as possibly being lonely. Do you think they really are?::</b></p>Vai Sunwake wrote:Vai seems to hesitate for a good, long moment of silence before continuing. "Is it wrong that I kinda feel bad for Lumos?" she blurts.
Not even giving Phaezeriel a chance to respond, she carries on in a rush: "I mean, that game that the patrons play, that's their whole life. Their whole existance. They never get to trust anyone, they never know who is their friend and who is manipulating them. Their whole life is being afraid they'll end up on the losing end."
There's...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-06-17T12:17:48ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1479#739462016-06-11T20:48:32Z2016-06-11T20:48:32Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Vai Sunwake wrote:</div><blockquote> <div class="messageboard-quotee">Phaezeriel wrote:</div><blockquote><p>Phaezeriel shrugs a little, <b>::I dunno. You all certainly seem to think so. And far be it from me to argue with dragons.::</b> His smile shows the joke for what it is.</p>
<p>He turns to face her fully after a moment, and his thoughts are serious when they come again, <b>::You don't have to answer if you don't want to: But why are you spending so much time alone lately?::</b> </blockquote><i>The smile weakens just a little bit.</i> <b>"Just... been a bit thoughtful, I guess. Lumos has been quiet, and I think she knows I was serious about my threat. But I dunno. It's just easy to be alone, I guess."</b> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel grins at Vai, <b>::It's always good to have quiet time. I know how that can be sometimes. I just wanted to make sure my first real friend was okay.::</b>Vai Sunwake wrote:Phaezeriel wrote:Phaezeriel shrugs a little, ::I dunno. You all certainly seem to think so. And far be it from me to argue with dragons.:: His smile shows the joke for what it is.
He turns to face her fully after a moment, and his thoughts are serious when they come again, ::You don't have to answer if you don't want to: But why are you spending so much time alone lately?::
The smile weakens just a little bit. "Just... been a bit thoughtful, I guess. Lumos has been quiet,...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-06-11T20:48:32ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1477#738472016-05-27T22:05:55Z2016-05-27T22:05:55Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Vai Sunwake wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Vai idly wonders if her family just has a thing for demons. It would explain Ephebe. And Kam.</i></p>
<p><i>And James.</i></p>
<p><i>The barely repressed smile breaks into a full one at her internal joke, and her voice is full of mirth.</i> <b>"Well, I mean, you earned it, right?"</b></p>
<p><i>The light in the room catches and glints off of the jewel still hanging around Vai's neck. Her cheerfulness almost seeming in stark defiance of what that jewel represents.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel shrugs a little, <b>::I dunno. You all certainly seem to think so. And far be it from me to argue with dragons.::</b> His smile shows the joke for what it is.
<p>He turns to face her fully after a moment, and his thoughts are serious when they come again, <b>::You don't have to answer if you don't want to: But why are you spending so much time alone lately?::</b></p>Vai Sunwake wrote:Vai idly wonders if her family just has a thing for demons. It would explain Ephebe. And Kam.
And James.
The barely repressed smile breaks into a full one at her internal joke, and her voice is full of mirth. "Well, I mean, you earned it, right?"
The light in the room catches and glints off of the jewel still hanging around Vai's neck. Her cheerfulness almost seeming in stark defiance of what that jewel represents.
Phaezeriel shrugs a little, ::I dunno. You all certainly...Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-05-27T22:05:55ZRe: Forums: Play-by-Post: Tales of Agartha: the Avalon ChroniclesPhaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)https://paizo.com/campaigns/TheAvalonChronicles/gameplay&page=1475#737052016-05-12T23:32:13Z2016-05-12T23:32:13Z<div class="messageboard-quotee">Vai Sunwake wrote:</div><blockquote><p><i>Vai giggles at that.</i> <b>"That's probably a few more words than I would've used."</b></p>
<p><b>"Like having a demon for a friend, right? That'd be super weird."</b> <i>She says with a barely hidden smile.</i> </blockquote><p>Phaezeriel laughs silently, <b>::Or having friends at all. And being trusted to <i>this</i> extent.::</b> He makes a broad gesture that takes in the entire chamber.Vai Sunwake wrote:Vai giggles at that. "That's probably a few more words than I would've used."
"Like having a demon for a friend, right? That'd be super weird." She says with a barely hidden smile.
Phaezeriel laughs silently, ::Or having friends at all. And being trusted to this extent.:: He makes a broad gesture that takes in the entire chamber.Phaezeriel (alias of MisterLurch)2016-05-12T23:32:13Z