I have a Chaotic Neutral Goblin Druid-Dervish of Dawn Bard-Magus. If I take Infernal Healing as a Magus spell, is it disallowed by Sarenae even though I am not technically a cleric of that pantheon? I am already disallowed Lawful and Good descriptors. It seems within my goblin nature to make someone feel icky when I heal them.