|Dexios "Dex" Luxan RPG Superstar 2009 Top 32, 2010 Top 8|
OOC: Yes I know that there's no penalty from accepting infernal healing even for Paladins. I'm not challenging the rules, just a longer answer from Saturday when we were short on time. Dex wouldn't shut up.
Recently, a fellow Society member asked me why I would refuse infernal healing. She thought it strange that as a hellspawn, I’d not want to ‘benefit’ from this spell. Our time was short, so I simply deferred it as a personal choice. If I had time to elaborate, I’d have told her the following:
Would it be easier to be as others expect me to be? To be the devil inside as well as out? Maybe, the easy path is not often the correct one.
Now to that end, why would I accept infernal healing? Why would I taint my soul, even temporarily with the blood of devils, or water blessed by a priest of the pit? The Lady might forgive me, but could I forgive myself? Or worse, what if I accept the profane gift, and still die before I can repent the action. Can one truly repent the actions that one actively took, knowing the consequences?
“But the evil is only a temporary thing. It doesn’t last.” I hear many of my fellow Pathfinders, even those who serve the Lady in all her forms, say the same. Folly I say. How can anyone believe that accepting a taint, willingly, eagerly, does not have any lasting effect? Because the spell comes from wizards? Feh, I say. Why does it matter where the spell comes from, when it is founded by the Lord of Lies? Many a Pathfinder has refused to do things they find objectionable, considering who the orders came from.
So in the end, my companion, I will not take the ‘blessings’ from the Lord of Lies, whether it be from priest or wizard. Will it shorten my time on the mortal plane? Maybe, for can any see the future since Aroden’s death? Will it allow me to meet the Lady in the next life and truthfully say I lived up to her ideals? Yes.
Just wondering how many people turn down infernal healing for character reasons? It's like not doing Chel missions in season 0-1 scenarios because you're Shadow Lodge and you draw the line.
I have 3 PFS characters who can't use wands of Cure Light Wounds, and they all carry wands of Infernal Healing instead, but they're also all neutral. Actually, the barbarian carries both types of wands, and just hands them to whichever caster can use them, but he's high enough level to be able to afford to carry lots of wands around. In the case of my two neutral sorcerers with IH wands, they make a point of avoiding using IH on anyone think is enough of a "goody two shoes" to get upset about it.
My good aligned characters all carry CLW wands to heal themselves. My two LG Silver Crusade members would adamantly refuse to let anyone heal them with IH, but I'm not so sure how some of the others would react. Because they can heal themselves with CLW and other class abilities, it just hasn't come up.