The Reclamation of Zahvroma (Inactive)

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My friend Wakana from Japan sent me a postcard. I can't believe how big her two boys are getting. The younger one was holding up three fingers, so I can only assume that he's three now. Time goes by so fast.

Man...I'm sleepy. Today was a rough day. The kids were all off the chain. If Carla went home early today because she wasn't feeling good, I'm pretty sure she won't be there tomorrow which means I'll probably have to stay late again. I probably should go night night so I can deal with all the little beasties.

Probably all wound up from being trapped indoors by the snow.

Yeah...I didn't get out of there this evening until after 5:30. Could be that late again tomorrow if they don't have anyone to fill in for Carla.

Well, it's been a short but rough week so my Boobear is taking me out for cheese enchiladas.

I apologize for not keeping up with stuff over the last couple of days. Work's been rough with the market manager showing up Thursday and Friday. Their expectations have gotten even more ludicrous since they mentioned the raise. We barely have enough people to run the store as it is and now they want to run it on less.

I'll do my best to help you guys keep the meat section looking good, once I start. They won't be able to say Jack $hit about that part at least.

I understand. No problem, take all the time you need and make sure you get rest. Posting can wait.

I'm still in bed myself. Just feeling tired and lazy since work was so rough thed last couple of days and between the kids wearing me out and constantly waking up at night, I just sleepy.

I probably lay here for another 45 minutes or so and then get up and make cheese omelets and toast for brunch. I haven't eaten since like 6 or so last nihht, but I just don't feel very hungry. Well....I had donuts and ice cream after we got home, but that doesn't really count. ;oP

Lol no it doesn't.

Hehehe....I do what I want, I'm outta control! *giggle giggle*

I'm sorry, we're just kinda staying in cuz Henry isn't feeling too good and even though it's not as cold as it has been, it's just icky outside so we're in for the day and I'm bored. So, I'm sorry if there's lots of posts by the time you're able to look at stuff. We also have to play four games of 100% Orange juice today to get all our challenges.

Now for some reason I want chili cheese dogs with coleslaw.

Gotta go to the store real quick. We also need eggs and orange juice and I didn't think about it when we were out the other night. At least it isn't as cold as it was before. Be back later. Hope you guys are having a good weekend.

Just got started at work, will catch up in a bit.

Okay, hope you have a good night and I hope Sivan is feeling better.

That's okay, we're fixin' to have chili cheese dogs with coleslaw, yes Mark at almost 10:30 at night. Well...it'll be closer to 11 before we're eating. Henry said it was the only thing that sounded good to him, so I told him I hope it doesn't backfire on him. His tummy has not been kind to him today. I'm just hoping he didn't end up with another stomach bug.

Sometimes you eat late, it happens. I've done it.

yepper doodles

So, as soon as I lay down my chest starts feeling funny. Like it feels like it's whooshing really hard, and it feels like something is tightening around my chest while making me nauseous at the same time. It was kinda doing this earlier when we were laying down resting. I just feel weird.

Maybe put a pillow under you to be slightly elevated?

And I woke up barfy...

I took a ranitidine. Hopefully, I can go back to bed.

Good luck. Sorry.

I guess I can't rest on a weekend :P

Making Tuna noodle casserole for dinner. In the oven now.

Mmmm...that sounds yummy. I'm making chili cheese dogs again. At least it's not so late this time.

With French fries

Now I gotta make a tuna noodle casserole next week cuz you made me want one. Lol

I like mushrooms and lots of cheese in mine.

Fall Out Boy is gonna be at the Verizon Arena in North Little Rock on my birthday and we're gonna go, if the tickets aren't too horribly expensive.

They're awesome live. They were Xavier's first real concert

We haven't been to a concert since we went to see Lacuna Coil for Henry's birthday like 7 or 8 years ago. Tickets go on saled tomorrow, so we'll see how much they are.

Sorry been really hectic and don't want to post half assed.. Will catch up soon

It's okay, we know how hard things have been for you guys lately. I just hope that things are starting to get at least a little bit better. One step at a time right? Sometimes all you can do is take it one hour at a time. We've all been there before. We'll always be here if you need us.

The tickets for the Fallout Boys concert actually look reasonable so we are probably gonna go if there are any tickets left by Friday when they go on sale to the general public. Only VIP people can buy them this early apparently. I am so asking for my birthday off....I LOVE MY HUSBAND!! He is the MOST AWESOME husband in the entire UNIVERSE! *SMOOCHIES*

So, my mom just called to tell me that they're moving up my dad's surgery that I knew nothing about and apparently they'll be down here Wednesday because he has an appointment Thursday morning to have a few things of skin cancer removed from his face. I just love how my "family" keeps me in the damn loop on these things.

Geez

Yeah...she started off by telling me that his surgery had been moved up and my exact reaction was, "What surgery?!"

I'm still having trouble sleeping. I can't stop thinking about stuff. I should have been asleep like two hours ago and instead I'm trying to tell myself that everything is going to be fine. That maybe someday they'll start thinking of me like an actual person and start telling me things. Hopefully when the time comes and they die I'll know about it before thed newspapers do.

Just let it go. They are who they are and it's way past the possibility of changing. No need for you to literally lose sleep over it. They aren't. You need your rest

And I can't help how it makes me feel because that's just who I am.

I just found out that our preschool director, Ashley, just put in her four week notice yesterday. So it looks like I'm getting out just in time before all Hell breaks loose.

Sounds like it

Parents are almost here. Getting ready to go out with them so we can find out exactly what this surgery for the skin cancer on his face is all about and find out just how serious it is. Probably won't be able to post until later tonight after they leave to go to my sister's house, and only if Henry isn't too tired. He had to do everything byh himself at work today and stayed an hour late to try and do as much as he could.

Okay, so after going out with my parents tonight I found out that there's actually three spots of cancer on his face, and one in the middle of his back. Three of the skin cancers are benign, but one of them is malignant and could possibly spread if they don't get all of it. My niece is taking them since she has the day off, and they're just using localized anesthesia so that's good. They are just gonna scrape it away layer by layer until they get it all. Mom and dad are gonna stay in town a few days just to make sure everything is okay and that it doesn't get infected. The surgery should take 4-6 hours depending on how much they have to do and stuff. That's all I really know for now, and mom will call me as soon as he's out of surgery and let me know how it went.

Hoping it all goes well.

Had to pick up Xavier sick from school today. 101 fever. Not going to work tonight.

Hope he feels better soon and it isn't the awful flu stuff that's going around.

Well, I'm at work even though I barely slept. The lack of sleep is getting the better of me and making it hard for me to control my emotions.

I work with some pretty great people though. They must have known how hard it would be for me to be here today cuz Ms. Sandy brought me a breakfast sandwich, and Ms. Carla brought me donuts.

Yay