Arista Milocathe |
Grrreeeeaaat.....I'm finding it very difficult to go back to sleep now. Probably cuz I haven't eaten anything in a super long time.....it's kinda late to eat now though and I still don't feel like it even though I gots apples and bananas and peanut butter....my head is killing me again and I just don't know what to do.
Sādhanā |
That sucks. Sorry.
If you're too hungry you might be better off with something small so you aren't insanely starving later and fall asleep easier. If not hopefully you can drift off soon.
Arista Milocathe |
I don't know what to do. My brain and tummy are having a tug o' war right now and I'm not sure who's winning. Part of me is still tired, while another part feels rested cuz I slept for close to four hours. And part of me is hungry, but there's another part that's saying that eating would be a very bad idea right now and I just don't know what to listen to.
Arista Milocathe |
Took me a while to go back to sleep, but I finally did. Still not feeling like food though....I'm still tired feeling, but my ear is hurting again. I'm so sick of this.
Tesia Stormbringer |
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HEy.....there is nothing wrong with spicing up a marriage as long as both parties involved are enjoying it. Lol As long as both are equally enjoying it....there's nothing wrong or abusive about it...and there is ALWAYS aftercare for my sweet Rhy.
Right love?
Rhadaya Stormbringer |
All part of the deal. You live this kinda life, you're bound to have some.....interesting traits. Lol.
Might be a while before I post. Supermarket, then a couple errands and sleep somewhere in there.
Tesia Stormbringer |
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I think I'm plenty interesting for the both of us. LOL Emotionally repressed....lots of stuff in there.....it was bound to come out somehow....*shrugs*
Hope you get some rest today. My sleep has been fitful at best and it's hot again today after being in the 60's yesterday....I can't do this much longer but hopefully when I see the dentist on WEd he'll get me some antibiotics to get rid of this infection before they do anything.
Arista Milocathe |
Damn...that sure didn't take long to escalate....but I was already sorta lookin' for a fight....so, it is what it is. I'm not sure at this point that I even want to leave ANY of them alive to tell that heiffer anything. I kinda wanna save one near the end to try and get some information out of them though. Would that be bad...to take them to the brink of death and then force them to tell me whatever I want to know?
Drago Zakharov |
Arista Milocathe |
I haven't eaten anything since this morning and the mere thought of food repulses me....so I don't know when I'll eat again. Just got out of the shower and I need to get dressed and try to deal with this heat long enough to get some groceries and pick up the loaner vehicle we're going to be using for the next week since we weren't able to do anything about our jalopy just yet.
Our friend that was trying to help fix it, had pacemaker surgery back in December and it's still not healed. They say his body is trying to reject the pacemaker and that's why the sutures aren't healing up....anyways, that means he can't be under a vehicle exerting himself right now. So, for now at least, that's on hold. It needs a new battery too. I'm just not sure about how much I wanna pour into a dying vehicle.
Arista Milocathe |
I did take a nap for a couple of hours this afternoon. Then after getting most of the groceries and picking up the car we went back home and unloaded everything and put it away, then we went back out to Kroger to get a few things that we hadn't gotten earlier and by the time we were done with that....I knew I had to eat something, but I didn't want something super heavy, and dishes would have to be done before I made up dinner....so we went to our favorite deli and I got a half sandwich and trip to the salad bar. I got the caprese panini half sandwich, Henry got the same half sandwich, but he got a cup of tomato basil to go with his.
It was light and when I'm not feeling well....salad seems to be one of the few things I can eat that doesn't upset my stomach. My biggest problem right now is this infection in my tooth that's making me miserable. Other than that, I'm fine. Lol
Sādhanā |
Just a couple more days and the dentist can get you on an antibiotic. At work now off of 2 hours sleep.
Gonna be a long night.
Arista Milocathe |
The Dick VanDyke show. The perfect tranquilizer. I watch a little bit of it and knock right out. I told Henry I wasn't sleeping, but then he said I was snoring....so who am I to argue?
Night everyone.
Arista Milocathe |
Just had some peach pie and vanilla ice cream, so I washed it down with some water and Ibuprofen. Hopefully the pain dies down soon so I can get some sleep. I might need to watch some more Dick VanDyke....Lol.
Arista Milocathe |
I sorry...I can no reply right now. Asleep....dog crawled up my nightshirt....literally.....freaked out. Henry had to help me get dog out nightshirt....we kicked her out of the room. Me go back to sleep now after bathroom.
Tesia Stormbringer |
I didn't think it was silly or funny, it startled me and freaked me out. Luckily it happened early enough in the night that I was able to go back to sleep.
I think it might take me a while to respond to Rhy....I'm having trouble thinking of what to say. Lol
Arista Milocathe |
Laundry in the dryer, Dental paper work to fill out so they can start torturing me, stuffed manicotti to make....need to check on friend that had his pacemaker pocket deepened...but they didn't find any infection in there....so that's good. Just lots of stuff going on....
Arista Milocathe |
I took too long making his dinner...so now we have to stay up a little bit to let it digest and there was lots of tomato stuff in it, so pretty acidic...and if I lay down too soon that's gonna be murder on my acid reflux.
It was pretty yummy though. Not the prettiest Manicotti in the world, but I made it to eat, not to look at. Lol
I'm freakin' nervous as hell about the dentist tomorrow too. I'm afraid to hear what he thinks about these teeth of mine. At least it's just X-rays and stuff tomorrow. Maybe I can get through it without the ativan...but just sitting in the stupid chair is enough to make my anxiety sky rocket.
Arista Milocathe |
Okie dokie....got my cuddles in. Just can't cuddle for very long right now with my face hurting....I don't know what all the children did to me at work....but I'm pretty much hurting all over the place.
I try to go sleep sleep now though. I sooo tired. I hope things are going well for you at the new place Bubba.
Arista Milocathe |
Well....I'm not gonna be given too much time to sit and dwell on things cuz one of the teachers from the next class up is gonna be late and they need me to clock in early.
Arista Milocathe |
*Nods* Yep....that's pretty much my assessment as well. Lol
I'm trying to be calm....just the closer it gets...I probably gotta go pick up the antibiotics today too.
Arista Milocathe |
Okay....so I do have quite a bit of stuff going on...but the thing they're gonna concentrate on is the immediate problem. Being those TWO bottom left back teeth.
I have the one with the massive filling that is....well...the tooth itself is broken and decayed...as well as the filling....and it's also affected the tooth next to it....so the really bad one that's broken....they can't fill that. I have to have a crown. *sigh* But the one next to it they can just fill.
He also said that he didn't see any sign of infection, so that's good. He said most of the pain was probably coming from the hole in my tooth exposing my nerve to air, food, and all that....so he used some kind of material to cover the hole with temporarily until they can get it fixed so maybe I won't hurt so bad. There's still a little pain...but he thinks that's from my sinuses, and possibly my gum being so raw around it from that oil stuff I tried using for the toothache which turned out to be a HUGE mistake.
I just too sensitive for that.
He also said he's gonna let me use my own medication from home to medicate myself with because I know what works and they'll have the gas ready and waiting for me when I get there.
Everyone there is super super nice and after I explained about all my various experiences with different dentists....both as a kid and as an adult...they understood perfectly where I was coming from. They even said they had some dark glasses I could use to block out all the light and stuff, if I wanted them.
So...I think it'll be alright. I'm just gonna dope myself up reeeaaaalllllll good before I go. LOL
Sādhanā |
Yay, I'm glad you got someone understanding to take care of you properly. Just got in at work. Posting in a bit.
Arista Milocathe |
*nods* Yeah....and he really does seem like a nice person as far as Dentists go....he's a younger kind of guy and really all about trying to save the teeth while NOT doing the most expensive work to do so.
So like...he's gonna be doing the whole crown bit, and filling the tooth next to it and it's only gonna be like 480 bucks and change...before taking out anything insurance might cover....but since they're back teeth...I doubt the insurance is gonna cover very much...but we have "Care Credit" so at least there's that. It's like a credit card for like medical and dental stuff.
Arista Milocathe |
Yepper doodles. Just gotta make the payments...like we've been doing with everything else.
Henry isn't gonna be able to post tonight cuz him is worn out and he is getting ready to get in bed.
I gonna go soon too....I are tired.